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Deep Sigh
Written on: Thursday, February 15, 2007
Time: 12:56 PM

THURSDAY, 15 FEBRUARY 2007

I was physically and mentally exhausted from all the school work and excessive long hours of staying in school, including my CCA.

Last Friday and Saturday, on the 9 and 10 February, I had CCA for 7 hours and
12 hours respectively. Gosh, it was not the first time. When I was back in sec 2, I also experienced them. I felt as if I was staying in a hospital. Luckily, a beautifully expressive, yet unspoken art called music, always lighten up my mood. No matter how tired I was, the moment my band conductor, Mr De, raised his stick up (the stick thing that conducts the timing), indicating us to get ready to play the pieces, my soul lifted and I felt my body regenerating energy, making me feeling energetic once again.

This is what I like about my band. Not only that, not all, but majority of my concert band teammates are easy to get along with. The juniors are even more friendly but perhaps the reason could be that we are seniors! Hahaha but it doesn't matter. So yeah, anyway, I got some belated valentine's day presents today from my juniors and seniors, including Zann!

Zann gave me a small decorated wrapped plastic bag containing MELTED chocolates.... (=_=)

They are kind of chocolates that easily melt. Haiz....

When I received the gifts, I was really touched and I guessed my valentine's day was worthwhile, even though it was one day late. I always think that when it comes to valentine's day, no present for me for sure and I always treat valentine's day as just another ordinary day. However, this time, I got them! I think it had been a really long time ever since I received valentine gifts from friends. I was really surprised, yet happy.

I MISSED THE JAPANESE STUDENTS!!! UWAAAAAH!! =(

I really wished to sign in those forms that give you the consent to take any one of the japanese students to stay overnight at your house. ARGH! You know, I really regretted not doing so. If you asked me "Why didn't you do so then?" My answer would be "I wish I could! A great pity I don't have sufficient time to host one!"

ARGH! I had LOVED to bring one home, communicating and understanding each other more! I would LOVE to hear a japanese talking to me in japanese again! It had been so long since I visited Japan twice and I did not really hear much of japanese language (except for the food ordering, services and guides)... HAIZ!!!! It really feel GREAT to talk to a foreigner! I'm used to speaking with westerners as I see Mr Graham's face and his talking everyday and Mr Zufar, my flute teacher. As Mr Zufar was the first westerner to ever communicate with me for the past 3 years and up, man, I'm used to it. LOL. By the way, Mr Graham is not "Mr Graham" he is Mr Precher. The spelling Precher is wrong. It was just a pronouce, so I don't know how to spell it out. Also don't know why they put him as Graham when he wants us to call him with another name.

When Ivy insisted me to say "Ohayo" to the japanese, I suddenly felt like doing it, yet something was holding me back. We were in public, at the canteen. I guessed I was either shy or had no courage. But well, honestly, I will have more courage to do so if it was just me and a japanese alone together. More peace. Not many people "looking". Then I can voice out.

LOL!

HAIZ! I WANNA SEE THEM AGAIN!! TOO BAD THEY WILL COME BACK NEXT YEAR, probably different girls.... and SURE NO CHANCE! COS WE WILL BE SEC 4 BY NOW!!!! ARGH! I don't wanna say the You-Know-What exams that await us for our forth year!

ARGH!!!!! Till now, my heart was like, still REGRETTING!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!! Its only 15 February and my heart is like.......SIGH!!!

Why no time? I HAVE CCA! STAY BACK FOR FREAKING LONG, LONG, LONG, LONG HOURS! 12 hours?? Never heard before!! OH, and when they mentioned about the japanese staying, it was kinda last-minute annoucement, but still, its a NO for me!!!!!!!!

Not prepared.... house is not "clean" to welcome the guest..... my hamsters are not ready with their smelly homes... I got school homework....I got CCA.... I got music schedule every Sunday... got grandparents' visiting... AND WHATSOEVER MORE I HAVE.

BULLSHIT LEH.

WAU LAU!!!!

ARGHH!!!!

I'm regretting SO MUCH!

I ALWAYS WANT A FOREIGN FRIEND!!! JAPANESE OR KOREAN OR EVEN WESTERNER! Westerners? NAH, they are adults leh, even Mr Zufar liao. He's a father leh. Old, old man. LOL! NO NO NO!

IVY LU AI WEI! YOU ARE ONE LUCKY BITCH! (@&q#@*^!!!

GOT HAERI HONG AS YOUR KOREAN FRIEND!!!!!

YOU HEAR ME?!

*Calm down... calm down...*

LOL!!!
HAHAHAHA

(=_=)


Now listening to music to calm my frustrated heart that filled with regret.

SIGH!

If I ever take a japanese home, first thing I wanna do is, SMILE SWEETLY AS BEST AS I CAN! And say "anata no onamae wa desu ka?" or even "oname wa nan desu ka?"

HAIZ. HAIZ!