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JUST WHAT ARE YOU?
Written on: Sunday, May 27, 2007
Time: 9:51 PM

TITLE: JUST WHAT ARE YOU?

I really somehow regretted being your friend.

I used to see you as my good friend after our broken bestie friendship

Because I thought that everything would be fine after we settled our problems and I thought we are old enough to solve matters like these.

But I was wrong.

Totally wrong.

There was one time, Miss Voon had a teacher-student chat with me, ivy and this girl after the assembly.

When Miss Voon happened to ask whether the three of us were good friends, I was like "Yes, we are" as I just wanted to make it straight foward and not let her know so much of our personal affairs

But know what this girl said to her directly?
"No, JUST friend"

I was stunned ok!

I'm shocked that she would actually said her thought out straight to miss voon. I felt abit embarrassed. Firstly, i told miss voon we are good friends but after hearing that girl's word, miss voon was abit confused and was like looking at me and her!

I was like "nono, we are good friends. The three of us" and even forced a smile. I remembered Ivy also quickly added that we are also good friends so as to convince miss voon and not let her ask further questions.

Wah liao.

Then one time, this girl came over to my house to complete the rest of the english project. Then she was like telling me that she don't like ivy's attitude and jiayi's attitude. She was telling me her problems. But if she do so as if she still see me as her friend, then how does she explain about this big fat lie of hers about not going out on Saturday when in fact, she is actually FREE??? I can remember vividly that she told me she was not free when we were in the MRT train going home.

Wah liao, just what do you think I am? A machine which you can just tell your problems as you please and then, dump it when its of no use???

I really often feel you don't respect me as your friend.

Even dare roll your stupid eyes at me, giving me that unhappy face of yours whenever you faced me when i wanted to talk to you.

You know, i told myself i was really PLEASED that we are NO LONGER best friends. If i were still your best friend now, whoa, i'll be dead man. Killed by thousands piercing hateful words and stares by you!!!

URGH, i really getting sick of you man.

you cried and complained that ivy and i didn't talk to you

now we did, you still treat us like shit

what are we? Your ROBOT friends is it? Expect us to do this and that for you, erh?

I really want to slap you. My hands are itching for it!

Whenever i see you are down, i would try to talk to you and cheer you up, cos I really dunno what your recent problem is, and perhaps your problems is us, and as you said "nvm, its my problem" so i thought nvm, just try to talk to you as a friend

But as days goes by, i am starting to see the more in you and i found out your true colours..

Its really horrible. The ugly you.

I really don't know how i can ever say anything to convince you or anything.

Until now, you are still the same, in fact, becoming worse. You say you got so many problems, especially to us. Then, tell us lah! Why tell us this, then we thought its ur problem then later, you still the same, giving us the SHIT.
WAH LIAO, JUST WHAT IS YOUR FREAKING DAMNED PROBLEM????

You want us to understand you, you have to UNDERSTAND YOURSELF FIRST!

Don't just blah blah your words at us, then in the end, its not true anymore!

WAH LIAO CAN.

really, i dun feel like seeing you as a friend.

Not even a friend, after seeing how you treat us.

dun feel like talking to you anymore!

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