HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERO!!! 재중


I WISH YOU GOOD HEALTH AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR HEALTH AND CONTINUE BEING A LOVELY "MUMMY" TO DBSK (:

WE ALL MISS YOU SO PLEASE GET WELL SOON SO THAT ALL YOUR FANS CAN SEE YOU BACK ON STAGE AS THE JAEJOONG WE KNOW! I PRAY THAT 2008 WILL BE A BLISSFUL YEAR FOR YOU!

love
rachel
(shit, i lost my korean name again)


AND one last thing.

in case i do not have time to log in tomorrow (SUNDAY, 27 JANUARY 2008).............


ONCE AGAIN, I WISH DIYANA HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

she'll turn 16 (:

have a sweet sixteen, girl (:

may you get your wishes and good luck for your exams!

DIYANA BIRTHDAY!

im really glad that she enjoyed herself very much! afterall, its her birthday!

WE HAD SO MUCH FUN AT SEOUL GARDEN

FULL OF HAPPINESS!!

=)

this morning, wah sia, we had to rush for so many things and don't even have time to finish wrapping up presents and stuffs. ZM WORSE. Haven't finish one more present. She'll have to give to Diyana next Monday =.="

wah sia, so damn sleepy in class
forced myself to stay awake man

but during english lesson, wah sia, we laughed so damn hard cos some of our classmates were so funny while they were giving a speech on an assignment we were supposed to do. One of my classmate, Melissa, she arh, SO FUNNY CAN. Always crack us up! Even Miss Pilo too! At least that time, i didn't feel sleepy cos our laughters made us awake already....

After celebrating at Seoul Garden, i feel like asking for more parties. LOL! Cos of FREEDOM!
HAHAHAHA!!

TAN WEILING
she can be so crazy
can be so FUNNY yet likes to scare us man

even purposely make the camera "slip" from her hand. Almost drop into the heating steamboat! AND THAT CAMERA WAS DIYANA'S! My gawd! We all nearly had heart attack =.=

and Janice arh, dunno why she talk so much already =.="

and Lakkshna, quiet most of the time! .... cos she had her period so she wasn't in her usual mood. Sigh, poor her.


After Seoul Garden, we went to NEOPRINTS!

omg! how fun!

to see the neoprint pictures, go to Ivy's blog. LOL.


TODAY, FRIDAY, IS A WONDERFUL DAY FOR US, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, FOR DIYANA (:


HAUEN!
you really missed the fun you know!
and i noticed that you have not been yourself lately. Sigh. And i know you are focusing intensively for O levels but sometimes, you should give yourself a break too.

OKAY IM DONE FOR TODAY! HAVE TO SHUT DOWN NOW.
BYE BABES!

Even though she is turning 24 this year on her birthday October, she still look so youthful, and of course, very cute!! I have always been a fan of her ever since i watched Princess Hours. Now Ivy and I realised she is gonna act in her latest show!

I dunno what is the title of the show but we saw some pictures of her doing some rehearsals with an actor, so we thought it might a NEW SHOW!!!

Maybe 2nd Version of Coffee Prince, but different story cos i spotted a picture of the board with the menu written like those coffee stuffs!

WHO KNOWS....

the 2nd version might be the opposite, like instead of Eun Hye being a tomboy, the new actor will be the SISSY!! Pretend to be a girl for some reasons HAHAHA!!! And in that show, Eun Hye keep her short FEMALE hair. So yeah, can't wait to see it comes out!!!

(:

FROM ASIANFANATICS DAILY NEWS

TVXQ member, Jaejoong (22 years old) and Changmin (20 years old) met with a car accident today.

They were on their way to the Seoul Olympic Stadium and a taxi collided with their vehicle near Gangnam at around 1 PM. The fanmeeting starts at 2 PM

Both of them were rushed to the Gangnam hospital. When they had their body checked, they returned to the fanmeeting.

This is the first time the fanmeeting was delayed. It started at 3 PM. It has been quite some time since TVXQ spent time with the Korean fans.

On the other hand, TVXQ's Japanese Single "Purple Line" topped first in the Oricon Single Charts. This means they are popular in Japan.

21 일 일본으로 가는 동방신기는 올 하반기 정규 음반을 발표하면서 국내활동을 재개할 계획이다. (i don't understand this. But it's something about their future korean activities will be announced later. and they'll return to Japan tomorrow)?


OMG!! JAEJOONG AND CHANNGMIN GOT AN ACCIDENT!

MY POOR HERO!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!

BUT IM GLAD HE'S ALRIGHT!

HERO, I BLESS YOU WITH A FULL SPEED RECOVERY!

FIGHTING!!!!


oh my gawd, my heart pounced with fright when i read the news.
2008 is just a beginning and this has to happen to them...?

God, please guide them safety.....

I REALLY GOT NO TOPIC TO SAY.

SIAN.


BORING ME.


TOMORROW, SATURDAY, IM GOING TO NGEE ANN POLY FOR A VISIT :D

COOL MAN, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT COURSES THEY HAVE!

thats all for today.

After that, my friends go for tuition, left only me.... what to do...? go back home and do work? WAH LIAO, SO DAMN TIRED LIAO.



feel like watching movie.

=.=


i want peace man. seriously some small peace will do. i'll be very happy then!



gosh, i am missing someone.....

dun tell you.

shh shh.

Finally! A chance to get online!!! YES I CAN FINALLY BLOG MY ALMOST-GOING-TO-BE-DEAD BLOG!!

And omg, now suddenly so bored. Nothing much to do already LIAO!!!

GRAAH. school sucks. alot of work to be done and the time is so freaking short. Even Saturday and Sunday is not enough. I want an extra "S" day which i can rest properly!!! URGH.


i shall blog briefly about those days i haven't updated. So here's it.

1) Managed to escape from Miss Pilo's punishment by getting an english book from my senior

2) Ivy and I were appointed to draw Camp Corri t-shirt. Urgh, another work to add =.=

3) Went to NTUC during F&N class. I can't believe we can actually go out of school man.

4) the whole sec 4 and 5 went to Temasek Poly. It was a worthwhile trip, except that we had to suffer badly by carrying this stupid goodie bag they gave. SO HEAVY please.

5) (regarding the 4th one) saw my cousin at temasek poly! He is in design course. HAHA.

And today, Sat, 12 Jan 2008, got stressed out by having physic and maths lesson together in one day. My head was seriously burning in total mess. Not headache. I could feel heat in my head. As though my head gonna burst with fire already SIAN.

And I almost wanted to cry to distress. Oh man, its only the beginning of school and i'm already in this state. WTF man.

I'm already in grade 7 flute, and i still haven't fcking buy any grade 7 books. WTF. no time, thats the PROBLEM.

How am i gonna cope!! N level, CCA, flute exams. But a good thing all sec 4s' CCAs stopped within 5 months.

My fustrated expression =.=

......END OF STUPID COMPLAINTS......

and his past freaking COOL hair!

HERE's DONGHAE!! his smile is SOOOO FREAKING CUTE ♥♥♥♥

ANOTHER CUTEY SMILE! HE SMILE SO DAMNN NICE!!

and now my latest weird smile. like as if forcing myself to smile. HOW FAKE.

NOW WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? I DUNNO ALREADY LAH MAN! I WANT TO DRAW ALSO GOT NO INSPIRATION. wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.

DO HOMEWORK? DAMN LAZY!

I can still remember vice-principal's advice
"You are actually very intelligent. Look, when you first came to SAC, you were in express! See the point? It shows you have the ability to work hard and do well! Do you know why you end up failing and got laterally transferred to NA? One reason. You are just been LAZY"

SIGH. i know. I KNOW!!

sigh. now i finally get to blog! SIGH.
everyday seems like a dull day for me.
dull moments, dull everything.

Even my mood had already turned dull.

SO DULL...

why why why!

i miss my 4.5 classmates!!! I actually miss the whole class! I even missed hearing their noisy chat! HAIZ.

I even miss beile's smell of bad breath

I miss zhoumeng's proud attitude! Haiz, miss them so much already.

I also miss sarah lai's sneaking surprises

miss my chat with sheermeen about dbsk!

miss amanda... blah blah.... geraldine boo also (she is the only one who went to the airport to see me and some of her friends off to hawaii)

Even the class most lamest person, Jane, i also now missing her lame actions!

SIGH.

Guess what, on that friday, where we had orientation for sec one, before school ended, I HAD A AWFUL BAD CRAMP.

oh my god. so bad i had to get permission from my form teacher to let me rest. Wah liao. By the time the pain had gone away, i felt weak and tired like as if all my energy drained away. When school ended, i stood up and suddenly felt so LIGHT!

like a feature =.=

i can feel like flying man! My eyes already went droppy and i looked in an awful state. When my classmates all left, some of my concert band members already came in! (Note that my class 4.2 is actually beside the band room!)

Then saw Amanda and Immin. They waved hi to me but i got no energy to say hi and could only smile abit. They of course noticed and asked wat happen. Some of my members came to greet me then saw me in this state. One of my flute member, Vanessa, when she heard that i had bad cramp, she was like showing such a shocked face.

"Bad cramp?? Oh my god! Are you feeling okay now?? Do you have hot water? Hey, anybody got hot water?!"

I feel almost the whole members who came to class, heard her man =.="

Some even came over to me and stared at me so hard. Then vanessa was like ordering amanda and immin to get hot water for me.

"You two, go down to canteen to get her hot water, ok??"

Amanda and Immin didn't hesitate and went all the way to canteen just to get hot water for me!

"Are you okay?"

"You okay? Can you still stand up?"

"You sit down, don't worry, sit down, sit down"

So many concern words were pouring over me.

I was so touched man

Got one of the band percussion (not hauen's percussion) saw me and came over

she: "you have bad cramp right? are you okay?"

even showed her big eyes full of sympathy

Me: Yeah im fine.. don't worry...

"oh i see..."

And she even show some more expression like as if to show she fully understand how the pain was felt like.

Then amanda and immin returned and gave me hot water.

Wah sia, after that, i felt so much better. But when i finally stand up to get change, i could feel the water running down to my tummy and to the part where my cramp was. Then i felt like vomitting! OH MY GOD. I had to keep swallowing hard. Then later okay already.

Amanda and Immin are only close to me. The rest of the band members are not, yet when i was in danger, so many came over and showed their concern...
amanda and immin also too, not to forget them as well!

I can't help smiling with touchness!

all those who showed concern are from express


SIGH.

i really regret not studying hard.

i really want to go back to my express class.

I MISS THE WHOLE CLASS ALOTTT!!!!

Life is so hard for Ivy and me now.

The Year of the Rat
is
2008

Rat is the 1st zodiac and Pig is the last right?

Its like a new beginning, a new life for us =.=

an express goat now reborn as an NA goat!

wat a drastic path for us =.=

now everything is rushing us.

i still can't get my books

next monday, i'm gonna get punished by Miss Pilo! She need to see english book! The whole class already got it, only me and Ivy did not

Now Ivy already bought them on Friday.

I still haven't! All thanks to my stupid cramp!! URGH!!!!!

why is 2008 seems so unlucky to me
first day of school, get uneasy feeling
second day of school, i was late!
we even mistook physic lesson as recess! we even had to make up a BIG LIE, using FMs as our "witnesses"
third day of school, i had bad cramp and i can't even get my books and school badge!

so whats the forth?

Get ready to be punished by miss pilo


SIGH.

life sure sucks

sure hard

2008
a worse or better path for me?

"Education will bring you out of poverty"

my mum's famous saying

SIGH.

I AM TRYING!!! TRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



oh god...so tired....nono, must buck up now!!

have to stop here already.

SIGH. my computer time limit is now controlled!

BYE!!

2008 will be a lucky year for some people
especially those getting married or born!

08.08.08
people being born on that day
people getting married on that day
are people who will be lucky

do you believe it???

probably for chinese believers only.

LOL


as for me, i can't predict what will happen to me this BRAND NEW year

oh my god please

im feeling scared
really scared

new environment, new faces, new routine, new this, new that!

victor just told me in msn that he's scared, and so I was!

but he say i normal de

he sound as though no big deal. SIAN. who says. My case is MORE BIG DEAL than his. He's taking O level. I'm taking N level. There IS a difference. And mine's definetely more risky.

oh god. i haven't even step into school and i'm already feeling so DOWN.

down
down
down

down to emptiness


i also got no mood to go for cca. I dunno why. I rather go home than to attend cca. My cca now seems..... out of place for me already. I don't feel "belonged" to concert band already. It has got nothing with my being in NA position. I really don't feel secured whenever i go for cca. I really miss my seniors. Back when my seniors haven't had their O/N levels yet, i felt contented being around them but now, i don't seem to have a "place" in concert band. Whats the point of attending when you feel no secure? However, i might still attend, for the sake of cca points




SIGH. NOW I HAVE TO GO TO BED.
THE MOMENT I WAKE UP
MY "NIGHTMARE" BEGINS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERO!!! 재중


I WISH YOU GOOD HEALTH AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR HEALTH AND CONTINUE BEING A LOVELY "MUMMY" TO DBSK (:

WE ALL MISS YOU SO PLEASE GET WELL SOON SO THAT ALL YOUR FANS CAN SEE YOU BACK ON STAGE AS THE JAEJOONG WE KNOW! I PRAY THAT 2008 WILL BE A BLISSFUL YEAR FOR YOU!

love
rachel
(shit, i lost my korean name again)


AND one last thing.

in case i do not have time to log in tomorrow (SUNDAY, 27 JANUARY 2008).............


ONCE AGAIN, I WISH DIYANA HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

she'll turn 16 (:

have a sweet sixteen, girl (:

may you get your wishes and good luck for your exams!

DIYANA BIRTHDAY!

im really glad that she enjoyed herself very much! afterall, its her birthday!

WE HAD SO MUCH FUN AT SEOUL GARDEN

FULL OF HAPPINESS!!

=)

this morning, wah sia, we had to rush for so many things and don't even have time to finish wrapping up presents and stuffs. ZM WORSE. Haven't finish one more present. She'll have to give to Diyana next Monday =.="

wah sia, so damn sleepy in class
forced myself to stay awake man

but during english lesson, wah sia, we laughed so damn hard cos some of our classmates were so funny while they were giving a speech on an assignment we were supposed to do. One of my classmate, Melissa, she arh, SO FUNNY CAN. Always crack us up! Even Miss Pilo too! At least that time, i didn't feel sleepy cos our laughters made us awake already....

After celebrating at Seoul Garden, i feel like asking for more parties. LOL! Cos of FREEDOM!
HAHAHAHA!!

TAN WEILING
she can be so crazy
can be so FUNNY yet likes to scare us man

even purposely make the camera "slip" from her hand. Almost drop into the heating steamboat! AND THAT CAMERA WAS DIYANA'S! My gawd! We all nearly had heart attack =.=

and Janice arh, dunno why she talk so much already =.="

and Lakkshna, quiet most of the time! .... cos she had her period so she wasn't in her usual mood. Sigh, poor her.


After Seoul Garden, we went to NEOPRINTS!

omg! how fun!

to see the neoprint pictures, go to Ivy's blog. LOL.


TODAY, FRIDAY, IS A WONDERFUL DAY FOR US, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, FOR DIYANA (:


HAUEN!
you really missed the fun you know!
and i noticed that you have not been yourself lately. Sigh. And i know you are focusing intensively for O levels but sometimes, you should give yourself a break too.

OKAY IM DONE FOR TODAY! HAVE TO SHUT DOWN NOW.
BYE BABES!

Even though she is turning 24 this year on her birthday October, she still look so youthful, and of course, very cute!! I have always been a fan of her ever since i watched Princess Hours. Now Ivy and I realised she is gonna act in her latest show!

I dunno what is the title of the show but we saw some pictures of her doing some rehearsals with an actor, so we thought it might a NEW SHOW!!!

Maybe 2nd Version of Coffee Prince, but different story cos i spotted a picture of the board with the menu written like those coffee stuffs!

WHO KNOWS....

the 2nd version might be the opposite, like instead of Eun Hye being a tomboy, the new actor will be the SISSY!! Pretend to be a girl for some reasons HAHAHA!!! And in that show, Eun Hye keep her short FEMALE hair. So yeah, can't wait to see it comes out!!!

(:

FROM ASIANFANATICS DAILY NEWS

TVXQ member, Jaejoong (22 years old) and Changmin (20 years old) met with a car accident today.

They were on their way to the Seoul Olympic Stadium and a taxi collided with their vehicle near Gangnam at around 1 PM. The fanmeeting starts at 2 PM

Both of them were rushed to the Gangnam hospital. When they had their body checked, they returned to the fanmeeting.

This is the first time the fanmeeting was delayed. It started at 3 PM. It has been quite some time since TVXQ spent time with the Korean fans.

On the other hand, TVXQ's Japanese Single "Purple Line" topped first in the Oricon Single Charts. This means they are popular in Japan.

21 일 일본으로 가는 동방신기는 올 하반기 정규 음반을 발표하면서 국내활동을 재개할 계획이다. (i don't understand this. But it's something about their future korean activities will be announced later. and they'll return to Japan tomorrow)?


OMG!! JAEJOONG AND CHANNGMIN GOT AN ACCIDENT!

MY POOR HERO!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!

BUT IM GLAD HE'S ALRIGHT!

HERO, I BLESS YOU WITH A FULL SPEED RECOVERY!

FIGHTING!!!!


oh my gawd, my heart pounced with fright when i read the news.
2008 is just a beginning and this has to happen to them...?

God, please guide them safety.....

I REALLY GOT NO TOPIC TO SAY.

SIAN.


BORING ME.


TOMORROW, SATURDAY, IM GOING TO NGEE ANN POLY FOR A VISIT :D

COOL MAN, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT COURSES THEY HAVE!

thats all for today.

After that, my friends go for tuition, left only me.... what to do...? go back home and do work? WAH LIAO, SO DAMN TIRED LIAO.



feel like watching movie.

=.=


i want peace man. seriously some small peace will do. i'll be very happy then!



gosh, i am missing someone.....

dun tell you.

shh shh.

Finally! A chance to get online!!! YES I CAN FINALLY BLOG MY ALMOST-GOING-TO-BE-DEAD BLOG!!

And omg, now suddenly so bored. Nothing much to do already LIAO!!!

GRAAH. school sucks. alot of work to be done and the time is so freaking short. Even Saturday and Sunday is not enough. I want an extra "S" day which i can rest properly!!! URGH.


i shall blog briefly about those days i haven't updated. So here's it.

1) Managed to escape from Miss Pilo's punishment by getting an english book from my senior

2) Ivy and I were appointed to draw Camp Corri t-shirt. Urgh, another work to add =.=

3) Went to NTUC during F&N class. I can't believe we can actually go out of school man.

4) the whole sec 4 and 5 went to Temasek Poly. It was a worthwhile trip, except that we had to suffer badly by carrying this stupid goodie bag they gave. SO HEAVY please.

5) (regarding the 4th one) saw my cousin at temasek poly! He is in design course. HAHA.

And today, Sat, 12 Jan 2008, got stressed out by having physic and maths lesson together in one day. My head was seriously burning in total mess. Not headache. I could feel heat in my head. As though my head gonna burst with fire already SIAN.

And I almost wanted to cry to distress. Oh man, its only the beginning of school and i'm already in this state. WTF man.

I'm already in grade 7 flute, and i still haven't fcking buy any grade 7 books. WTF. no time, thats the PROBLEM.

How am i gonna cope!! N level, CCA, flute exams. But a good thing all sec 4s' CCAs stopped within 5 months.

My fustrated expression =.=

......END OF STUPID COMPLAINTS......

and his past freaking COOL hair!

HERE's DONGHAE!! his smile is SOOOO FREAKING CUTE ♥♥♥♥

ANOTHER CUTEY SMILE! HE SMILE SO DAMNN NICE!!

and now my latest weird smile. like as if forcing myself to smile. HOW FAKE.

NOW WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? I DUNNO ALREADY LAH MAN! I WANT TO DRAW ALSO GOT NO INSPIRATION. wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.

DO HOMEWORK? DAMN LAZY!

I can still remember vice-principal's advice
"You are actually very intelligent. Look, when you first came to SAC, you were in express! See the point? It shows you have the ability to work hard and do well! Do you know why you end up failing and got laterally transferred to NA? One reason. You are just been LAZY"

SIGH. i know. I KNOW!!

sigh. now i finally get to blog! SIGH.
everyday seems like a dull day for me.
dull moments, dull everything.

Even my mood had already turned dull.

SO DULL...

why why why!

i miss my 4.5 classmates!!! I actually miss the whole class! I even missed hearing their noisy chat! HAIZ.

I even miss beile's smell of bad breath

I miss zhoumeng's proud attitude! Haiz, miss them so much already.

I also miss sarah lai's sneaking surprises

miss my chat with sheermeen about dbsk!

miss amanda... blah blah.... geraldine boo also (she is the only one who went to the airport to see me and some of her friends off to hawaii)

Even the class most lamest person, Jane, i also now missing her lame actions!

SIGH.

Guess what, on that friday, where we had orientation for sec one, before school ended, I HAD A AWFUL BAD CRAMP.

oh my god. so bad i had to get permission from my form teacher to let me rest. Wah liao. By the time the pain had gone away, i felt weak and tired like as if all my energy drained away. When school ended, i stood up and suddenly felt so LIGHT!

like a feature =.=

i can feel like flying man! My eyes already went droppy and i looked in an awful state. When my classmates all left, some of my concert band members already came in! (Note that my class 4.2 is actually beside the band room!)

Then saw Amanda and Immin. They waved hi to me but i got no energy to say hi and could only smile abit. They of course noticed and asked wat happen. Some of my members came to greet me then saw me in this state. One of my flute member, Vanessa, when she heard that i had bad cramp, she was like showing such a shocked face.

"Bad cramp?? Oh my god! Are you feeling okay now?? Do you have hot water? Hey, anybody got hot water?!"

I feel almost the whole members who came to class, heard her man =.="

Some even came over to me and stared at me so hard. Then vanessa was like ordering amanda and immin to get hot water for me.

"You two, go down to canteen to get her hot water, ok??"

Amanda and Immin didn't hesitate and went all the way to canteen just to get hot water for me!

"Are you okay?"

"You okay? Can you still stand up?"

"You sit down, don't worry, sit down, sit down"

So many concern words were pouring over me.

I was so touched man

Got one of the band percussion (not hauen's percussion) saw me and came over

she: "you have bad cramp right? are you okay?"

even showed her big eyes full of sympathy

Me: Yeah im fine.. don't worry...

"oh i see..."

And she even show some more expression like as if to show she fully understand how the pain was felt like.

Then amanda and immin returned and gave me hot water.

Wah sia, after that, i felt so much better. But when i finally stand up to get change, i could feel the water running down to my tummy and to the part where my cramp was. Then i felt like vomitting! OH MY GOD. I had to keep swallowing hard. Then later okay already.

Amanda and Immin are only close to me. The rest of the band members are not, yet when i was in danger, so many came over and showed their concern...
amanda and immin also too, not to forget them as well!

I can't help smiling with touchness!

all those who showed concern are from express


SIGH.

i really regret not studying hard.

i really want to go back to my express class.

I MISS THE WHOLE CLASS ALOTTT!!!!

Life is so hard for Ivy and me now.

The Year of the Rat
is
2008

Rat is the 1st zodiac and Pig is the last right?

Its like a new beginning, a new life for us =.=

an express goat now reborn as an NA goat!

wat a drastic path for us =.=

now everything is rushing us.

i still can't get my books

next monday, i'm gonna get punished by Miss Pilo! She need to see english book! The whole class already got it, only me and Ivy did not

Now Ivy already bought them on Friday.

I still haven't! All thanks to my stupid cramp!! URGH!!!!!

why is 2008 seems so unlucky to me
first day of school, get uneasy feeling
second day of school, i was late!
we even mistook physic lesson as recess! we even had to make up a BIG LIE, using FMs as our "witnesses"
third day of school, i had bad cramp and i can't even get my books and school badge!

so whats the forth?

Get ready to be punished by miss pilo


SIGH.

life sure sucks

sure hard

2008
a worse or better path for me?

"Education will bring you out of poverty"

my mum's famous saying

SIGH.

I AM TRYING!!! TRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



oh god...so tired....nono, must buck up now!!

have to stop here already.

SIGH. my computer time limit is now controlled!

BYE!!

2008 will be a lucky year for some people
especially those getting married or born!

08.08.08
people being born on that day
people getting married on that day
are people who will be lucky

do you believe it???

probably for chinese believers only.

LOL


as for me, i can't predict what will happen to me this BRAND NEW year

oh my god please

im feeling scared
really scared

new environment, new faces, new routine, new this, new that!

victor just told me in msn that he's scared, and so I was!

but he say i normal de

he sound as though no big deal. SIAN. who says. My case is MORE BIG DEAL than his. He's taking O level. I'm taking N level. There IS a difference. And mine's definetely more risky.

oh god. i haven't even step into school and i'm already feeling so DOWN.

down
down
down

down to emptiness


i also got no mood to go for cca. I dunno why. I rather go home than to attend cca. My cca now seems..... out of place for me already. I don't feel "belonged" to concert band already. It has got nothing with my being in NA position. I really don't feel secured whenever i go for cca. I really miss my seniors. Back when my seniors haven't had their O/N levels yet, i felt contented being around them but now, i don't seem to have a "place" in concert band. Whats the point of attending when you feel no secure? However, i might still attend, for the sake of cca points




SIGH. NOW I HAVE TO GO TO BED.
THE MOMENT I WAKE UP
MY "NIGHTMARE" BEGINS