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2008, worse or better path
Written on: Saturday, January 05, 2008
Time: 10:47 PM

LIFE IS VERY TOUGH
DAMN HARD

bloody hard


sigh. now i finally get to blog! SIGH.
everyday seems like a dull day for me.
dull moments, dull everything.

Even my mood had already turned dull.

SO DULL...

why why why!

i miss my 4.5 classmates!!! I actually miss the whole class! I even missed hearing their noisy chat! HAIZ.

I even miss beile's smell of bad breath

I miss zhoumeng's proud attitude! Haiz, miss them so much already.

I also miss sarah lai's sneaking surprises

miss my chat with sheermeen about dbsk!

miss amanda... blah blah.... geraldine boo also (she is the only one who went to the airport to see me and some of her friends off to hawaii)

Even the class most lamest person, Jane, i also now missing her lame actions!

SIGH.

Guess what, on that friday, where we had orientation for sec one, before school ended, I HAD A AWFUL BAD CRAMP.

oh my god. so bad i had to get permission from my form teacher to let me rest. Wah liao. By the time the pain had gone away, i felt weak and tired like as if all my energy drained away. When school ended, i stood up and suddenly felt so LIGHT!

like a feature =.=

i can feel like flying man! My eyes already went droppy and i looked in an awful state. When my classmates all left, some of my concert band members already came in! (Note that my class 4.2 is actually beside the band room!)

Then saw Amanda and Immin. They waved hi to me but i got no energy to say hi and could only smile abit. They of course noticed and asked wat happen. Some of my members came to greet me then saw me in this state. One of my flute member, Vanessa, when she heard that i had bad cramp, she was like showing such a shocked face.

"Bad cramp?? Oh my god! Are you feeling okay now?? Do you have hot water? Hey, anybody got hot water?!"

I feel almost the whole members who came to class, heard her man =.="

Some even came over to me and stared at me so hard. Then vanessa was like ordering amanda and immin to get hot water for me.

"You two, go down to canteen to get her hot water, ok??"

Amanda and Immin didn't hesitate and went all the way to canteen just to get hot water for me!

"Are you okay?"

"You okay? Can you still stand up?"

"You sit down, don't worry, sit down, sit down"

So many concern words were pouring over me.

I was so touched man

Got one of the band percussion (not hauen's percussion) saw me and came over

she: "you have bad cramp right? are you okay?"

even showed her big eyes full of sympathy

Me: Yeah im fine.. don't worry...

"oh i see..."

And she even show some more expression like as if to show she fully understand how the pain was felt like.

Then amanda and immin returned and gave me hot water.

Wah sia, after that, i felt so much better. But when i finally stand up to get change, i could feel the water running down to my tummy and to the part where my cramp was. Then i felt like vomitting! OH MY GOD. I had to keep swallowing hard. Then later okay already.

Amanda and Immin are only close to me. The rest of the band members are not, yet when i was in danger, so many came over and showed their concern...
amanda and immin also too, not to forget them as well!

I can't help smiling with touchness!

all those who showed concern are from express


SIGH.

i really regret not studying hard.

i really want to go back to my express class.

I MISS THE WHOLE CLASS ALOTTT!!!!

Life is so hard for Ivy and me now.

The Year of the Rat
is
2008

Rat is the 1st zodiac and Pig is the last right?

Its like a new beginning, a new life for us =.=

an express goat now reborn as an NA goat!

wat a drastic path for us =.=

now everything is rushing us.

i still can't get my books

next monday, i'm gonna get punished by Miss Pilo! She need to see english book! The whole class already got it, only me and Ivy did not

Now Ivy already bought them on Friday.

I still haven't! All thanks to my stupid cramp!! URGH!!!!!

why is 2008 seems so unlucky to me
first day of school, get uneasy feeling
second day of school, i was late!
we even mistook physic lesson as recess! we even had to make up a BIG LIE, using FMs as our "witnesses"
third day of school, i had bad cramp and i can't even get my books and school badge!

so whats the forth?

Get ready to be punished by miss pilo


SIGH.

life sure sucks

sure hard

2008
a worse or better path for me?

"Education will bring you out of poverty"

my mum's famous saying

SIGH.

I AM TRYING!!! TRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



oh god...so tired....nono, must buck up now!!

have to stop here already.

SIGH. my computer time limit is now controlled!

BYE!!