You will wonder why my blog often has a new layout while I don't often update my posts. HAHA. Lame erh? You see, this girl is always enjoying creating/modifying new layouts as a fun experience for herself! But I do update my blog once in a while!
Layout: DBSK Best viewed: Mozilla Firefox. Resolution: 1280X800
Written on: Wednesday, December 31, 2008 Time: 12:15 PM
WARNING: R- RATED
Read at your own risk!
Today is Wednesday but I will talk about Monday's outing.
I went to Escape Theme Park with Diyana, Xuehui, Yew Kim and Stanley since we had extra tickets to use. COOL.
We tried the haunted house first =.= Diyana really enjoyed going to haunted house. She loved it =/
You know me. I can be really frightened facing horror stuffs. How is it like facing a real horror stuff? Surely you feel unprepared and frightened?
Maybe in Singapore isn't that bad. But if i try out in Japan or Korea or even America, I die already lah. More horrors. Didn't you watch their horror movies? Can be crazy sia.
At that time, I was listening to music so I wasn't that scared HAHA. Stanley went in front of us (of cos since he's a guy!)
Xuehui behind him.
Then me.
Then Yewkim
Diyana went last.
We finally go inside. The journey was much longer than i expected like last time =.= Really dark and there's more horrible looking stuffs around us. Diyana even warned us that there'll be a person scaring us. However, he/she didn't come out.
We finally found the exit.
Stanley keep saying "See! Why be so scared girls? Nothing leh!"
I even asked where was that person who was supposed to scare us. Diyana said actually got one. That person touched her leg and she almost tripped. Yewkim also felt it too! Anyway, after the haunted house, we tried out the "babyish" train. But its the kind of train that made your body move so much; side, forward, back.
Then we tried out the .....what you called that? THE BOAT THAT MAKE YOU WET.
I had to be at the back!! i was told the person sitting at the back gets more wet!
But it was fun :D
We had the "waterfall" twice. And Xuehui and I were the most soaked. Yeah, whole body. Yewkim and Diyana didn't get totally wet. Stanley became our bag care taker. LOL.
We took a break and had drinks at the cafe.
We had fun camwhoring and chatting. Stanley suggested about taking up golf game. Erh. GOLF... boring leh... but he insisted that the mini golf or whatever, is actually fun if we tried out. haha. Dunno when we can go for golf on which Saturday? Aish. So many things to do.
AFTER THAT.... We went to the .... err what you called that? The spaceship thing that keep turning 360 degrees while the bottom rise higher. The very first game in front of the entrance. Anyhow, when we are inside, we felt sleepy =.= probably because of the air and the way we are sitting.
Then, we stopped and left ETP. Kinda boring cos everything is always the same and we all had already been there many times =.=
The rest accompanied me to Pasir Ris mall to buy Bata school shoes for school! Bah.
Then we all went home.
YES? About the R-rated warning?? JUST KIGGING!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ===========
WARNING: LONG POST. Topic on religion
After having converstations with two christians about religion, I understood more of the religion's purpose and happenings behind it but not completely everything since i don't read Bible or go to church yet etc etc.
I do understand how everything gradually improved after being with the Lord (becoming a christian) and such incidents like this shows to us that there is really God, he really exists and good things will come to us eventually because we are blessed by the Lord. We serve him, obey him and do good things. Thats why we are blessed.
He said that he can give us eternal life. What does it means? All of us will die eventually right? What He means is when we die, we all will go to heaven and live eternally there with God.
Well, what if I am a freethinker but I believe in God? A non-believer believing in God. Will I still be blessed? Is there a difference?
Actually there isn't a difference. Remember we were told that God treat us equally? Whether you are good or bad, he still watch over you because you are the being he created.
Then I understood. Whether I am a christian or not, christianity is not just a religion but to actually start a relationship with God. Like being his friend. So that means, even if im not a christian but a freethinker yet I choose to believe in God, that means I have started a relationship with God. I want to be his friend and his child.
AS LONG AS YOU TRUTHFULLY BELIEVE IN GOD, regardless of you religion, whether you are a christian, a freethinker or other religions (ok, that is a little far fetched but put it aside) God is always opening his arms for us. He'll always welcome us to be his children. Because we choose to love him since we want to believe in him.
Becoming a christian, a baptised christian, I won't continue that cos I was told that to become one, I will fully understand everything so Im not going to jump to conclusion. I will just state what I have gathered. I also have to read the Bible to understand whats going on.
Oh yes, there are people, LIKE ME, will say "I don't believe in God, but I believe in myself"
Well, i have read a local actress' reflection. She say that "Even if you believe in yourself, you will still get lost, because its not enough and what if no one believe in you even if you believe in yourself? But, there is someone who will always believe in you; is God"
From what she said, I have drawn a conclusion. Whether you believe in God or not, as long as you believe in yourself, God will believe you as well. Because you have made your choice, and because of that, God already carved a journey, the future for you. Remember what I said? God will always look out for you NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE. He does that because he wants you to notice that he is there, especially to people like us who don't believe in him.
My mother told once told me "As long as you help youself, God will help you"
That left me to think. If i help myself, God will help me. What if i don't help myself but expect God to help me since I was told that "oh, God is always there for you whether you don't believe in him or not etc etc"??
I realised one thing. I was demoted to NA right? So Ivy and I worked really very hard to pass our N levels. When we sat for our papers, the papers were hard yet easy to answer. It caused us to be unsure of our passing rate.
However, when I received my results, I PASSED! Why? Because I have put in my effort. God see it so he passed it for me.
Nevermind if you seriously don't want to believe in God and still rather believe in yourself. Its still okay! All the whole thing is still the same. As long as you help youself, good things will eventually come in your way. People is just telling you that God will be there for you no matter where you are. God is the most patient father on earth.
No one is forcing you to believe in God or becoming a christian (even though they wish you will do that haha)
The choice is still yours.
I know that many of us still have questions to be fufilled but i had long converstation with Victor Keng and I have learned alot of God and even Satan.
AS FOR ME, i will believe in myself, as well as God. I will now learn to believe in God. To sincerely believe in God and to understand why everything has to be that way.
Did you know that the night before my N level results, i could not sleep at all and my heart was pounding madly. My mind was in a total mess. Suddenly, i thought of praying. I do not know why but I got up and say a prayer to God with all my sincerity to face it bravely tomorrow.
After I prayed, I felt so much better, did you know that?
It was a nice feeling, seriously.
I wanna read the Bible if i can. And perhaps buy the book "God is not Great" to see whats with the author's view about religion :D
ANYWAY!
Lets now put it at rest. I will continue with what I decided to. If you like, you can talk to me about it too, lets share our thoughts and views.
flute score
Written on: Sunday, December 28, 2008 Time: 5:43 PM
I like this video lol. Cos I have this piece and i had to play this for my Grade 7 flute exam, with my piano accompanist. Inspired by this french-irish flautist!
I loved how professional flautists play with the pure tone I always wanted that.
I believe that even if with gifted talent or not, they still practice alot
To be like them, i must do the same thing
WORK HARD!
And yeah, study hard for O levels too, wah liao =.=
Now I am watching ON AIR
This new drama is about the behind the scenes of TV drama production. It also portrays how the whole production team and performers complete a project in a tight schedule and as well as how actors, actresses, and entertainment agencies handle rumors surrounding them. Jang Ki Joon is a manager who is in charge of the activities of many famous actors and actresses and one of them is Oh Seung Ah who is a rising actress. Lee Kyung Min is a drama PD, and Seo Young Eun is a script writer with a young son.
Now i can see the picture on how its not easy being an actress or a film director.
I quite like the part where Oh Seung Ah had to act the role as a retarded girl.
Overall of this show, its interesting as it really reflects on their perception of life and how they work in the film production and what really happened behind the scenes while the episodes are launched for us viewers to watch etc etc.
HEAVEN'S POSTMAN
YAAAAH! Hero's first time movie ever!!
Gonna be released on May 2009!
I can't wait to watch his movie!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah I know, O levels, HECK CARE. If im not allowed to go out I will just POUNCE on the computer and search for it at mysoju! (ignoring mum's warning)
COOOMEE OONNN!!!
LOL I was stunned to see this Twilight featuring Hero's version Hahaha, that would be something
An Asian Edward Cullen!
Okay, gonna eat some chocolates before dinner. I'm fattening myself already =.=
badminton and dinner
Written on: Friday, December 26, 2008 Time: 10:37 PM
Today went for badminton practice
Doc Victor, Ginny, Xuehui, Zhoumeng, Diyana, Chanying and Joyce were there.
had fun time playing. hahaha when i played with diy, cy and joyce, we felt like some fools playing badminton so ridiculously. LOL.
Ahahah but im glad that we had improved our skills even though we are still beginners.
The badminton competion would be held next year.
I feel I just have to give my best shot thats all. Meant for distress. No need to be so serious. Even if i lose, it doesn't matter, at least I had my fun :D
After that, I had a break at Victor's house, with diyana, chanying and joyce.
I played on the piano again! Took a piano book and started FUR ELISE. ROFL.
AHHHH i wanna start learning piano already!!!
Loving piano even more now >.<
My hands' still itchy to learn other musical instruments omg man.
Anyway, we had dinner with Victor and his wife at Food Court.
At Bugis.
We had wonderful chat.
We even felt as though Victor and his wife are our parents and we are their children! LOL.
You see... Staying at the house, sitting in the car to go out for meals, talking to them and so on, doesnt that makes us look like children???
I ATE SMELLY TOFU FOR THE FIRST TIME!
(yeah first time cos i dun like smelly tofu)
When i ate it, I could smell the SMELLY thing already!
The taste is quite nice actually
But the smell ahhh.....
There's even a band called PLATINUM (the band who won the Superband show)
Performed on stage at Food Court. You could say that this food court is a special one, specially arranged the center spot for entertainments, surrounded by stalls.
Errr the music background is nice but the singing's not that impressive =X
After dinner, all of us went home.
AHHHHHH.
TML MY TUTOR COME.
NOOOOOO.
Polovtsian dances from opera Prince Igor
Written on: Saturday, December 20, 2008 Time: 2:00 PM
Polovtsian dances from opera Prince Igor by Alexander Borodin. Berliner Philharmoniker. Seiji Ozawa, conductor
A REALLY GREAT RUSSIAN PIECE.
Another quiz omg
Written on: Thursday, December 18, 2008 Time: 10:17 PM
TAGGED BY DIYANA, MANSURA AND JOYCE TEN ARE YOUS 1. Are you single - Yeah 2. Are you happy - Of course. 3. Are you bored - If I'm stuck at home for too long. 4. Are you fair - YEA (: 5. Are you Italian - No... 6. Are you intelligent - Errr... to put it nicely I'm just an average person. Not some dudes from top schools 7. Are you honest - Sometimes, omg 8. Are you nice - YES, aren't I? XD 9. Are you Irish - No. 10. Are you Asian - YEAH.
TEN FACTS 1. Full Name - Rachel Koh Yue Ting 2. Nickname - Rae, Lee Ji Hae, Fish 3.Birth place - SINGAPORE ♥ 4. Hair color - Black 5. Natural hair style - long hair lor 6. Eye colour - dark brown 7. Birthday - 22 July 1991 8. Mood - Content 9. Favorite color - RED 10. One place you'd like to visit - KOREA!!!
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 1. Have you ever been in love - Yeah. 2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Sometimes 3. Do you currently have a crush? - Nah 4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yeah. 5. Have you ever broken some one's heart - Yeah, DUH 6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yeah duh. 7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yeah >< 8. Are you afraid of commitment - Nope. 9. Who was the last person you hugged - My mom 10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? My parents ><
TEN THIS OR THAT 1. Love or lust - Love. 2. Hard liquor or beer - I don't drink 3. Cats or dogs - BOTH 4. A few best friends or any regular friends - best friends!! 5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy 6. Pencil or Pen - Pen 7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night out 8. Money or Happiness - BOTH:) 9. Night or day - both 10. IM or phone -Phone!
TEN HAVE YOU EVER 1. Been caught sneaking out - YEP. 2. Seen a polar bear - Of course. At ZOO lah. 3. Done something you regret - Yeah definetely. 4. Bungee jumped - Yes 5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Sometimes LOL. 6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - ??? 7. Been caught naked - OF COURSE NOT 8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - No. 9. Cried because you lost a pet - YES D: My beloved hamsters! 10. Wanted to disappear - YES! Last time.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER 1. Smile or eyes - Both 2. Light or dark hair - Dark 3. Hugs or kisses - Both >< 4. Shorter or taller - Taller than me! 5. Intelligence or attraction - Both 6. Topman or Zara - Both 7. Funny or serious - Both 8. Older or Younger - Older lah 9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing. 10. Sweet or Bad - Both
TEN HAVE YOUS 1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yeah many times liao. 2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - YEAH! 3. Ever tried walking on your hands - MWO? 4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nah.... 5. Ever been on a cheer leading team - No? 6. Ever been on a dance team - YES 7. Ever been on a sports team - YES 8. Ever been in a drama play/production - YES 9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? -I want one though 10. Ever been in a rap video? -Nope. I wanna try! hahah, that crazy rapping skills (:
TEN... LASTS 1. Last phone call you made - Dad 2. Last person you hugged - Mom (i thought i mentioned it already?) 3. Last person you hung out with - My parents! Went for SUSHI DINNER to celebrate! 4. Last time you worked - I work at home (wash dishes etc LOL) 5. Last person you talked to - Diyana, Hauen, Ivy, yewkim 6. Last person you IM'd - sorry, whats IM? 7. Last person you texted - Rafiqah 8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - I can't remember. Them.. and they... 9. Last person/thing you missed - Many lah!!! 10. Last website visited - youtube.com
11. 10 people to be tagged FREE FOR ALL. arnage.
I PASSED
Time: 9:13 PM
I PASSED MY N LEVEL RESULTS!
I have never felt SOOO HAPPY LIKE THIS BEFORE!!
"..for a moment like thisss..."
HAHA KELLY CLARKSON'S SONG.
I WAS SO SCARED WHEN IT WAS MY TURN TO RECEIVE MY RESULT.
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
I want to thanks everyone for supporting and praying for my good results. Thanks so much for been there for me!
Especially my maths and science tutors.
If it weren't for them, my subjects probably won't improve alot.
Good tutors are hard to come by.
Of course I have to study hard on my own too
With extra guidance from them, i won't lose my direction easily. LOL (:
ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU EVERYONE! I really appreciate it!
Mommy, Daddy, Ivy, Hauen, Jiayi, Zhoumeng, Anni, Chanying, Diyana, Mansura, Janice, Lakkshna, Victor Phua, Yewkim, Joe Eng, Rafiqah, Anthony, Doc Victor Keng Aloysius, Jessica, Tutor Weipei, Tutor Teck Guan, my cousin Yushan and her mother Jonathan's mother (was surprised that she remembered my result day!)
NOW ITS TIME TO RELAX.
I can finally sit for my O levels....
Another quiz...
Written on: Wednesday, December 17, 2008 Time: 2:18 PM
TAGGED BY DIYANA why is there still quizes and more quizes?
1.What is your full name? Rachel Koh Yue Ting
2.Are you a male or a female? FEMALE
3. Do you have any fears? Certainly! All humans have fears. Unless you are a God.
4. Will you overcome these fears for the person you like/love? Obviously, because I love the person. Love conquers all!
5. What were you doing one hour before this? Listening to music lol
6. What are you doing now? Doing this quiz lah...
7. Do you miss the person you like if you have one? Of course .
8. List down your 4 favourite sports" 1. Badminton 2. Swimming 3.Captainball 4. No more but allow me to make an exception; arcade!
9. Have you ever injured yourself during trainings or compeition? Yeah
10. Name a friend who start with B? Beile.
11. Describe in little detail about the person you like. HE IS HOT AND HANDSOME :D
12. This gonna be a silly question. Will you die for this person? One of the true love sayings: i believe that even if he's worth dying for, he wouldn't want me to die just because of him. He would want me to continue living on for him when he's gone. Then he is still able to watch over me and I know he'll always be there (:
13. What if you found out that the person you like hates you? MAKE HIM WISH THAT HE WAS NEVER BORN. (just kidding. I'm not that cruel. I will sort out reasons with him, settle everything and make our own decisions, so there!)
14. Is the person you like is the first serious crush you had? Its just a crush. Nothing serious.
15. Can you live the day without the computer or psp?Depends.
16. Are you a busy person? Quite.
17. Is there anything you wish to settle quickly or do? I just want to pass my N levels and O levels.
18.Name a friend of yours who studies alot. Hau En.
19.Can you say ILY in more than 3 language? YES.
Tag 10 people: FREE FOR ALL.
Do this quiz if you have nothing better to do.
some random quizes...
Written on: Monday, December 15, 2008 Time: 11:23 PM
I was really bored after few hours of flute practice. Here, I did some random quizes... and I just answered with my honest feel.
Your EQ is 140
You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.
You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.
While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.
But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.
Okay I like vampires. Animes showing vampire stuffs. Not because of the darkish atmosphere or the bloody violent scenes. I just find them interesting. Vampire guys in animes are so HOT! VAMPIRE KNIGHT! ZERO! KANAME! KYAAAH.
a new quiz
Written on: Saturday, December 13, 2008 Time: 5:27 PM
TAGGED BY MANSURA BEAR.
1. What is your full name? Rachel Koh Yue Ting
2. Do you like your name? English name, yes, but chinese name, not really because some people pronounce it wrongly =.=
3. How long have you like the person you currently like? Forever? HEHE. I'm referring to DBSK and others (:
4. Have you kissed anyone before? Yes, my mum.
5. Did you cry today? Nah.
6. What are you doing at 8am this morning? Sleeping.
7. What are you doing an hour ago? Still sleeping!
8. What are you currently doing? Working on this quiz.
9. Who last texted you a message? Ms Liew (my piano accompanist)
10. Have you told anyone you love them today? Is "you miss them" counted? Cos I'm too shy to say "I love you" ><
11. Are you missing anyone right now? Yes, my friends!
12. Name anybody whose name starts with "Z". Zann, Zhi Jie, Zhoumeng
13. Which friend of yours stay nearby you? Beile, Xuehui, Charlene, Sharmaine, Deborah Ng
14. Do you prefer to call or sms? Sms, cos its cheaper than calling xD
15. Can you live a day without TV or handphone? TV, nothing much to watch =.= Handphone, omg, i definetely need it to talk to friends, mom and dad and my dearest cousin.
16. Are you mad about anything right now? Nope.
17. Do you hate anybody? Nope.
18. Who usually sent you the most text in the month. Usually my friends. I never observe who sent the most or the least. I'm not bothered LOL.
19. Who is the last person you talk to? Can I make an exception? Cos there were two people and they are Hauen and Ivy.
20. Tag 10 people NOT TAGGING. THIS IS FOR ALL. If you got nothing to do, do this quiz.
speed typing
Written on: Friday, December 12, 2008 Time: 11:59 PM
79.....my first time getting this after all these 55 plus words I usually type =.=
initially it was 71 words, then I did another test again and its 79 this time LOL.
click on the hightlighted Typing Test. See how fast you can type!
religions
Written on: Wednesday, December 31, 2008 Time: 12:15 PM
WARNING: R- RATED
Read at your own risk!
Today is Wednesday but I will talk about Monday's outing.
I went to Escape Theme Park with Diyana, Xuehui, Yew Kim and Stanley since we had extra tickets to use. COOL.
We tried the haunted house first =.= Diyana really enjoyed going to haunted house. She loved it =/
You know me. I can be really frightened facing horror stuffs. How is it like facing a real horror stuff? Surely you feel unprepared and frightened?
Maybe in Singapore isn't that bad. But if i try out in Japan or Korea or even America, I die already lah. More horrors. Didn't you watch their horror movies? Can be crazy sia.
At that time, I was listening to music so I wasn't that scared HAHA. Stanley went in front of us (of cos since he's a guy!)
Xuehui behind him.
Then me.
Then Yewkim
Diyana went last.
We finally go inside. The journey was much longer than i expected like last time =.= Really dark and there's more horrible looking stuffs around us. Diyana even warned us that there'll be a person scaring us. However, he/she didn't come out.
We finally found the exit.
Stanley keep saying "See! Why be so scared girls? Nothing leh!"
I even asked where was that person who was supposed to scare us. Diyana said actually got one. That person touched her leg and she almost tripped. Yewkim also felt it too! Anyway, after the haunted house, we tried out the "babyish" train. But its the kind of train that made your body move so much; side, forward, back.
Then we tried out the .....what you called that? THE BOAT THAT MAKE YOU WET.
I had to be at the back!! i was told the person sitting at the back gets more wet!
But it was fun :D
We had the "waterfall" twice. And Xuehui and I were the most soaked. Yeah, whole body. Yewkim and Diyana didn't get totally wet. Stanley became our bag care taker. LOL.
We took a break and had drinks at the cafe.
We had fun camwhoring and chatting. Stanley suggested about taking up golf game. Erh. GOLF... boring leh... but he insisted that the mini golf or whatever, is actually fun if we tried out. haha. Dunno when we can go for golf on which Saturday? Aish. So many things to do.
AFTER THAT.... We went to the .... err what you called that? The spaceship thing that keep turning 360 degrees while the bottom rise higher. The very first game in front of the entrance. Anyhow, when we are inside, we felt sleepy =.= probably because of the air and the way we are sitting.
Then, we stopped and left ETP. Kinda boring cos everything is always the same and we all had already been there many times =.=
The rest accompanied me to Pasir Ris mall to buy Bata school shoes for school! Bah.
Then we all went home.
YES? About the R-rated warning?? JUST KIGGING!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ===========
WARNING: LONG POST. Topic on religion
After having converstations with two christians about religion, I understood more of the religion's purpose and happenings behind it but not completely everything since i don't read Bible or go to church yet etc etc.
I do understand how everything gradually improved after being with the Lord (becoming a christian) and such incidents like this shows to us that there is really God, he really exists and good things will come to us eventually because we are blessed by the Lord. We serve him, obey him and do good things. Thats why we are blessed.
He said that he can give us eternal life. What does it means? All of us will die eventually right? What He means is when we die, we all will go to heaven and live eternally there with God.
Well, what if I am a freethinker but I believe in God? A non-believer believing in God. Will I still be blessed? Is there a difference?
Actually there isn't a difference. Remember we were told that God treat us equally? Whether you are good or bad, he still watch over you because you are the being he created.
Then I understood. Whether I am a christian or not, christianity is not just a religion but to actually start a relationship with God. Like being his friend. So that means, even if im not a christian but a freethinker yet I choose to believe in God, that means I have started a relationship with God. I want to be his friend and his child.
AS LONG AS YOU TRUTHFULLY BELIEVE IN GOD, regardless of you religion, whether you are a christian, a freethinker or other religions (ok, that is a little far fetched but put it aside) God is always opening his arms for us. He'll always welcome us to be his children. Because we choose to love him since we want to believe in him.
Becoming a christian, a baptised christian, I won't continue that cos I was told that to become one, I will fully understand everything so Im not going to jump to conclusion. I will just state what I have gathered. I also have to read the Bible to understand whats going on.
Oh yes, there are people, LIKE ME, will say "I don't believe in God, but I believe in myself"
Well, i have read a local actress' reflection. She say that "Even if you believe in yourself, you will still get lost, because its not enough and what if no one believe in you even if you believe in yourself? But, there is someone who will always believe in you; is God"
From what she said, I have drawn a conclusion. Whether you believe in God or not, as long as you believe in yourself, God will believe you as well. Because you have made your choice, and because of that, God already carved a journey, the future for you. Remember what I said? God will always look out for you NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE. He does that because he wants you to notice that he is there, especially to people like us who don't believe in him.
My mother told once told me "As long as you help youself, God will help you"
That left me to think. If i help myself, God will help me. What if i don't help myself but expect God to help me since I was told that "oh, God is always there for you whether you don't believe in him or not etc etc"??
I realised one thing. I was demoted to NA right? So Ivy and I worked really very hard to pass our N levels. When we sat for our papers, the papers were hard yet easy to answer. It caused us to be unsure of our passing rate.
However, when I received my results, I PASSED! Why? Because I have put in my effort. God see it so he passed it for me.
Nevermind if you seriously don't want to believe in God and still rather believe in yourself. Its still okay! All the whole thing is still the same. As long as you help youself, good things will eventually come in your way. People is just telling you that God will be there for you no matter where you are. God is the most patient father on earth.
No one is forcing you to believe in God or becoming a christian (even though they wish you will do that haha)
The choice is still yours.
I know that many of us still have questions to be fufilled but i had long converstation with Victor Keng and I have learned alot of God and even Satan.
AS FOR ME, i will believe in myself, as well as God. I will now learn to believe in God. To sincerely believe in God and to understand why everything has to be that way.
Did you know that the night before my N level results, i could not sleep at all and my heart was pounding madly. My mind was in a total mess. Suddenly, i thought of praying. I do not know why but I got up and say a prayer to God with all my sincerity to face it bravely tomorrow.
After I prayed, I felt so much better, did you know that?
It was a nice feeling, seriously.
I wanna read the Bible if i can. And perhaps buy the book "God is not Great" to see whats with the author's view about religion :D
ANYWAY!
Lets now put it at rest. I will continue with what I decided to. If you like, you can talk to me about it too, lets share our thoughts and views.
flute score
Written on: Sunday, December 28, 2008 Time: 5:43 PM
I like this video lol. Cos I have this piece and i had to play this for my Grade 7 flute exam, with my piano accompanist. Inspired by this french-irish flautist!
I loved how professional flautists play with the pure tone I always wanted that.
I believe that even if with gifted talent or not, they still practice alot
To be like them, i must do the same thing
WORK HARD!
And yeah, study hard for O levels too, wah liao =.=
Now I am watching ON AIR
This new drama is about the behind the scenes of TV drama production. It also portrays how the whole production team and performers complete a project in a tight schedule and as well as how actors, actresses, and entertainment agencies handle rumors surrounding them. Jang Ki Joon is a manager who is in charge of the activities of many famous actors and actresses and one of them is Oh Seung Ah who is a rising actress. Lee Kyung Min is a drama PD, and Seo Young Eun is a script writer with a young son.
Now i can see the picture on how its not easy being an actress or a film director.
I quite like the part where Oh Seung Ah had to act the role as a retarded girl.
Overall of this show, its interesting as it really reflects on their perception of life and how they work in the film production and what really happened behind the scenes while the episodes are launched for us viewers to watch etc etc.
HEAVEN'S POSTMAN
YAAAAH! Hero's first time movie ever!!
Gonna be released on May 2009!
I can't wait to watch his movie!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah I know, O levels, HECK CARE. If im not allowed to go out I will just POUNCE on the computer and search for it at mysoju! (ignoring mum's warning)
COOOMEE OONNN!!!
LOL I was stunned to see this Twilight featuring Hero's version Hahaha, that would be something
An Asian Edward Cullen!
Okay, gonna eat some chocolates before dinner. I'm fattening myself already =.=
badminton and dinner
Written on: Friday, December 26, 2008 Time: 10:37 PM
Today went for badminton practice
Doc Victor, Ginny, Xuehui, Zhoumeng, Diyana, Chanying and Joyce were there.
had fun time playing. hahaha when i played with diy, cy and joyce, we felt like some fools playing badminton so ridiculously. LOL.
Ahahah but im glad that we had improved our skills even though we are still beginners.
The badminton competion would be held next year.
I feel I just have to give my best shot thats all. Meant for distress. No need to be so serious. Even if i lose, it doesn't matter, at least I had my fun :D
After that, I had a break at Victor's house, with diyana, chanying and joyce.
I played on the piano again! Took a piano book and started FUR ELISE. ROFL.
AHHHH i wanna start learning piano already!!!
Loving piano even more now >.<
My hands' still itchy to learn other musical instruments omg man.
Anyway, we had dinner with Victor and his wife at Food Court.
At Bugis.
We had wonderful chat.
We even felt as though Victor and his wife are our parents and we are their children! LOL.
You see... Staying at the house, sitting in the car to go out for meals, talking to them and so on, doesnt that makes us look like children???
I ATE SMELLY TOFU FOR THE FIRST TIME!
(yeah first time cos i dun like smelly tofu)
When i ate it, I could smell the SMELLY thing already!
The taste is quite nice actually
But the smell ahhh.....
There's even a band called PLATINUM (the band who won the Superband show)
Performed on stage at Food Court. You could say that this food court is a special one, specially arranged the center spot for entertainments, surrounded by stalls.
Errr the music background is nice but the singing's not that impressive =X
After dinner, all of us went home.
AHHHHHH.
TML MY TUTOR COME.
NOOOOOO.
Polovtsian dances from opera Prince Igor
Written on: Saturday, December 20, 2008 Time: 2:00 PM
Polovtsian dances from opera Prince Igor by Alexander Borodin. Berliner Philharmoniker. Seiji Ozawa, conductor
A REALLY GREAT RUSSIAN PIECE.
Another quiz omg
Written on: Thursday, December 18, 2008 Time: 10:17 PM
TAGGED BY DIYANA, MANSURA AND JOYCE TEN ARE YOUS 1. Are you single - Yeah 2. Are you happy - Of course. 3. Are you bored - If I'm stuck at home for too long. 4. Are you fair - YEA (: 5. Are you Italian - No... 6. Are you intelligent - Errr... to put it nicely I'm just an average person. Not some dudes from top schools 7. Are you honest - Sometimes, omg 8. Are you nice - YES, aren't I? XD 9. Are you Irish - No. 10. Are you Asian - YEAH.
TEN FACTS 1. Full Name - Rachel Koh Yue Ting 2. Nickname - Rae, Lee Ji Hae, Fish 3.Birth place - SINGAPORE ♥ 4. Hair color - Black 5. Natural hair style - long hair lor 6. Eye colour - dark brown 7. Birthday - 22 July 1991 8. Mood - Content 9. Favorite color - RED 10. One place you'd like to visit - KOREA!!!
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 1. Have you ever been in love - Yeah. 2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Sometimes 3. Do you currently have a crush? - Nah 4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yeah. 5. Have you ever broken some one's heart - Yeah, DUH 6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yeah duh. 7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yeah >< 8. Are you afraid of commitment - Nope. 9. Who was the last person you hugged - My mom 10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? My parents ><
TEN THIS OR THAT 1. Love or lust - Love. 2. Hard liquor or beer - I don't drink 3. Cats or dogs - BOTH 4. A few best friends or any regular friends - best friends!! 5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy 6. Pencil or Pen - Pen 7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night out 8. Money or Happiness - BOTH:) 9. Night or day - both 10. IM or phone -Phone!
TEN HAVE YOU EVER 1. Been caught sneaking out - YEP. 2. Seen a polar bear - Of course. At ZOO lah. 3. Done something you regret - Yeah definetely. 4. Bungee jumped - Yes 5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Sometimes LOL. 6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - ??? 7. Been caught naked - OF COURSE NOT 8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - No. 9. Cried because you lost a pet - YES D: My beloved hamsters! 10. Wanted to disappear - YES! Last time.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER 1. Smile or eyes - Both 2. Light or dark hair - Dark 3. Hugs or kisses - Both >< 4. Shorter or taller - Taller than me! 5. Intelligence or attraction - Both 6. Topman or Zara - Both 7. Funny or serious - Both 8. Older or Younger - Older lah 9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing. 10. Sweet or Bad - Both
TEN HAVE YOUS 1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yeah many times liao. 2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - YEAH! 3. Ever tried walking on your hands - MWO? 4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nah.... 5. Ever been on a cheer leading team - No? 6. Ever been on a dance team - YES 7. Ever been on a sports team - YES 8. Ever been in a drama play/production - YES 9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? -I want one though 10. Ever been in a rap video? -Nope. I wanna try! hahah, that crazy rapping skills (:
TEN... LASTS 1. Last phone call you made - Dad 2. Last person you hugged - Mom (i thought i mentioned it already?) 3. Last person you hung out with - My parents! Went for SUSHI DINNER to celebrate! 4. Last time you worked - I work at home (wash dishes etc LOL) 5. Last person you talked to - Diyana, Hauen, Ivy, yewkim 6. Last person you IM'd - sorry, whats IM? 7. Last person you texted - Rafiqah 8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - I can't remember. Them.. and they... 9. Last person/thing you missed - Many lah!!! 10. Last website visited - youtube.com
11. 10 people to be tagged FREE FOR ALL. arnage.
I PASSED
Time: 9:13 PM
I PASSED MY N LEVEL RESULTS!
I have never felt SOOO HAPPY LIKE THIS BEFORE!!
"..for a moment like thisss..."
HAHA KELLY CLARKSON'S SONG.
I WAS SO SCARED WHEN IT WAS MY TURN TO RECEIVE MY RESULT.
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
I want to thanks everyone for supporting and praying for my good results. Thanks so much for been there for me!
Especially my maths and science tutors.
If it weren't for them, my subjects probably won't improve alot.
Good tutors are hard to come by.
Of course I have to study hard on my own too
With extra guidance from them, i won't lose my direction easily. LOL (:
ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU EVERYONE! I really appreciate it!
Mommy, Daddy, Ivy, Hauen, Jiayi, Zhoumeng, Anni, Chanying, Diyana, Mansura, Janice, Lakkshna, Victor Phua, Yewkim, Joe Eng, Rafiqah, Anthony, Doc Victor Keng Aloysius, Jessica, Tutor Weipei, Tutor Teck Guan, my cousin Yushan and her mother Jonathan's mother (was surprised that she remembered my result day!)
NOW ITS TIME TO RELAX.
I can finally sit for my O levels....
Another quiz...
Written on: Wednesday, December 17, 2008 Time: 2:18 PM
TAGGED BY DIYANA why is there still quizes and more quizes?
1.What is your full name? Rachel Koh Yue Ting
2.Are you a male or a female? FEMALE
3. Do you have any fears? Certainly! All humans have fears. Unless you are a God.
4. Will you overcome these fears for the person you like/love? Obviously, because I love the person. Love conquers all!
5. What were you doing one hour before this? Listening to music lol
6. What are you doing now? Doing this quiz lah...
7. Do you miss the person you like if you have one? Of course .
8. List down your 4 favourite sports" 1. Badminton 2. Swimming 3.Captainball 4. No more but allow me to make an exception; arcade!
9. Have you ever injured yourself during trainings or compeition? Yeah
10. Name a friend who start with B? Beile.
11. Describe in little detail about the person you like. HE IS HOT AND HANDSOME :D
12. This gonna be a silly question. Will you die for this person? One of the true love sayings: i believe that even if he's worth dying for, he wouldn't want me to die just because of him. He would want me to continue living on for him when he's gone. Then he is still able to watch over me and I know he'll always be there (:
13. What if you found out that the person you like hates you? MAKE HIM WISH THAT HE WAS NEVER BORN. (just kidding. I'm not that cruel. I will sort out reasons with him, settle everything and make our own decisions, so there!)
14. Is the person you like is the first serious crush you had? Its just a crush. Nothing serious.
15. Can you live the day without the computer or psp?Depends.
16. Are you a busy person? Quite.
17. Is there anything you wish to settle quickly or do? I just want to pass my N levels and O levels.
18.Name a friend of yours who studies alot. Hau En.
19.Can you say ILY in more than 3 language? YES.
Tag 10 people: FREE FOR ALL.
Do this quiz if you have nothing better to do.
some random quizes...
Written on: Monday, December 15, 2008 Time: 11:23 PM
I was really bored after few hours of flute practice. Here, I did some random quizes... and I just answered with my honest feel.
Your EQ is 140
You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.
You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.
While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.
But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.
Okay I like vampires. Animes showing vampire stuffs. Not because of the darkish atmosphere or the bloody violent scenes. I just find them interesting. Vampire guys in animes are so HOT! VAMPIRE KNIGHT! ZERO! KANAME! KYAAAH.
a new quiz
Written on: Saturday, December 13, 2008 Time: 5:27 PM
TAGGED BY MANSURA BEAR.
1. What is your full name? Rachel Koh Yue Ting
2. Do you like your name? English name, yes, but chinese name, not really because some people pronounce it wrongly =.=
3. How long have you like the person you currently like? Forever? HEHE. I'm referring to DBSK and others (:
4. Have you kissed anyone before? Yes, my mum.
5. Did you cry today? Nah.
6. What are you doing at 8am this morning? Sleeping.
7. What are you doing an hour ago? Still sleeping!
8. What are you currently doing? Working on this quiz.
9. Who last texted you a message? Ms Liew (my piano accompanist)
10. Have you told anyone you love them today? Is "you miss them" counted? Cos I'm too shy to say "I love you" ><
11. Are you missing anyone right now? Yes, my friends!
12. Name anybody whose name starts with "Z". Zann, Zhi Jie, Zhoumeng
13. Which friend of yours stay nearby you? Beile, Xuehui, Charlene, Sharmaine, Deborah Ng
14. Do you prefer to call or sms? Sms, cos its cheaper than calling xD
15. Can you live a day without TV or handphone? TV, nothing much to watch =.= Handphone, omg, i definetely need it to talk to friends, mom and dad and my dearest cousin.
16. Are you mad about anything right now? Nope.
17. Do you hate anybody? Nope.
18. Who usually sent you the most text in the month. Usually my friends. I never observe who sent the most or the least. I'm not bothered LOL.
19. Who is the last person you talk to? Can I make an exception? Cos there were two people and they are Hauen and Ivy.
20. Tag 10 people NOT TAGGING. THIS IS FOR ALL. If you got nothing to do, do this quiz.
speed typing
Written on: Friday, December 12, 2008 Time: 11:59 PM
79.....my first time getting this after all these 55 plus words I usually type =.=
initially it was 71 words, then I did another test again and its 79 this time LOL.
click on the hightlighted Typing Test. See how fast you can type!
About me
RACHEL KOH
22/07/91
Music and art lover
Anime fan
DBSK fan 1)
1st year NYP student in Animation (Digital Media Design)
2) Currently doing ATCL (Associate Diploma from Trinity College London in Flute Performance)
The exam pieces are just getting harder! T_T
Music. Art. Shopping. Korean pop. American pop. Read comics.
Watch animes, korean dramas and western movies
Travelling. Outdoor sports (badminton and captainball) Play photoshop. Loves
japanese, western and korean food!
2010 Resolution
• Do well in my polytechnic
• Be more confident in what I am doing
•
Organize things properly T.T
•
Pass my flute ATCL Diploma
• Continue theory grade 6
•
Learn other musical instruments
My Goals
• Be a professional flautist
• Achieve a successful career
I seriously love anime since childhood. I always draws out the manga characters and once created my own story of "Legend of the Dragons" and a Pokemon comic book made of only A4 PAPERS! I was still so young at that time. I remembered vividly that I gave one of my created comic book to a female teacher I really admired in CCPS. HAHA!
Animes that I have watched (alphabetically)
I'm not going to insert Summary on the shows I have watched.
Lazy! Just by seeing the genres can roughly give you the idea
UNDER CONSTRUCTION
A
B
C
D
DN Angel Genre: Action, Comedy, Fantasy, Magic,
Romance, School
E
F
Full Metal Panic Genre: Action, Comedy, Mecha, Sci-Fi
This new drama is about the behind the scenes of TV drama production. It also portrays how the whole production team and performers complete a project in a tight schedule and as well as how actors, actresses, and entertainment agencies handle rumors surrounding them. Jang Ki Joon is a manager who is in charge of the activities of many famous actors and actresses and one of them is Oh Seung Ah who is a rising actress. Lee Kyung Min is a drama PD, and Seo Young Eun is a script writer with a young son.
LOL I was stunned to see this Twilight featuring Hero's version
TEN ARE YOUS
