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street ventures

Written on: Sunday, January 11, 2009
Time: 3:05 PM

Recently, I saw an elderly tanned man with messy hair and wearing ragged clothes, selling tissue along the pathway at the MRT station.

When I saw him, my heart would reached out to him whenever I had wild imaginations. I would imagine myself as his mother, and to watch him in this terrible state, would definetely hurt her painfully (if she ever cared for him)... Or he himself is living on his own with no kins and whatever happened in the past has landed him in this state. He probably didn't study and becomes a sweeper, that kinda thing.

Or, I would imagine him as a father. He had children but his children cruelly abandoned him. He had no one. No one to look after him when he gets old. In the end, he had to fend for himself even at his old age and who knows he would die a lonely death.

Then I would wonder whether his children had ever at least thought about him and how he had been doing after many years of separation.

I have this negative thought of thinking that if the children were really heartless and did not even regretted doing it, why bother to get born when they will treat their parents this way? Its like not appreciating your parents for giving birth to you into this world. At least you aren't born a pig or a stray dog. Being born as a human is the luckiest. You can do so many things as a human, God's creation.

But I told myself that there could be reasons for it like the father/mother is a compulsive gambler or abusive, the child always blame the parents for not been able to provide the child's need... have bad childhood memories... etc. In the end, when the child grows up, he was able to provide for himself and he abandoned his parents cos he hated them.

Or put them to elderly folk's home and never to visit ever again. Maybe the child wanted to punish the parents. One day, the parents realised their mistakes and regretted. Beside that, they still wished that the children would at least made a visit and just seeing the children will made them happy. If the children did not, the parents would die with a broken heart and this is something that would be labelled as a "sin" on the children for life. They never do it and now its already gone. Too late to turn back.

Oh yeah, i realised that "sin" actually means disobedience. Not commiting crimes.

I also won't want my partner to be someone who mistreats. What if he does the same thing to my parents or even me?? Then when I have my own children, they will do the same thing to us as a retribution just for him and I have to suffer with him too.

The Straits Times even reported about the old folks having no kins to visit them, even when they are dying. In the hospital I think.

I may not know what really happens to those street ventures but I am just stating what I can possibly imagine as my own view of "reality", yeah, all related to family ties. LOL

Perhaps I treasures family ties and I truly do.

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NOW TO THE WE GOT MARRIED TOPIC!

I just read the latest post from a website which always update Korean entertainments.

HYUNG DON AND TAEYEON WILL BE THE NEXT COUPLE AFTER ALEX AND SHINAE LEFT

Oh my gossshhh..... Taeyeon even mentioned that Hyungdon is an interesting person.

I WAS LIKE "HOLY COW?". Wait till you see how Hyungdon's like when you live with him!!!!

If I were to stay with him for a week, I sure die liao!
End up quarrelling.
Who knows Im more aggressive and throw stuffs at him. MUHAHAHAHA!!

Maybe we shouldn't be too harsh on him. He's the type who can't express himself well.

For instance, when he caused Inyoung and Crown J to be unhappy as he FARTED during dinner, he went to connect the game to the TV cable for Inyoung.

So he did something to make up for it.

Anyway, I hope that Taeyeon and Hyung Don can get along well this time and not repeat another break-up like his first attempt with the japanese girl. LOL. But hyung dong isn't handsome =/

This WGM, I wish it will also happens to ME AND HERO! Omg, as a WGM COUPLE!!!
Im sure he'll becomes the "mother" and me, the "father" or even "his daughter"! For instance, he loves cooking while I don't though i know how to cook!
And feed me with all the love he put on his cooking!!!!
Then we walk to the shopping mall and buy stuffs together. Have fun camwhoring and keep them for memories.
Then we dance together with DBSK songs and drink our fills up.
We can even go to the beach and spend our night there..... AAAAAAHHHH!!!!

That will never happen =.=

Apart from that *blush* wild imagination, I really want DBSK to come over to Singapore to perform!

I really want to see them perform LIVE.
WHY WON'T YOU COME TO SINGAPORE?!?! WHEN WILL YOU COME!

It'll be soooo GREAT if you can do the same for us like going over to that school where the girls were stressed over their exams preparation and you visited them to help them cheer up!!!

:(

AND IM LOVING BOLERO SIA!! OHH THOSE LOVELY VOICES!!!!

kkk, go back to watch WGM. BYES!