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Written on: Thursday, April 16, 2009
Time: 9:04 PM

Steven, if you happened to see my blog and read this post, don't be so surprised. I copied one recent post from your blog and decided to use it for my topic. I hope you don't mind...


FROM STEVEN'S BLOG

I had a chat with my friend and he told me a story
of his near-death experience…

near-death

During his grandma’s funeral wake, my friend was on pillion behind his cousin, riding on bike.
They got accident nearby his grandma’s funeral wake.
My friend almost died as his cousin told him that his eyes were opened stationary or
didn’t blink for 2-3 mins

His cousin tried to wake him up by shaking my friend’s body.
By then, he had regained conciousness

He said, he saw his grandma walking on long white path with no surrounding
as if he’s in space during his unconciousness…
However after seeing his grandma, he realised he was being held by two persons.
They were white and black guards…

omg!
like his soul was leaving the body…

Here’s messages continuing…

He : kind of path you saying? u know the path where u have to walk very far till u see the overhead bridge to hell
Me :
straight white path?
He :
ya
He :
my cousin shaking me hard, making me to regain conciousness
He :
and telling me that he tot I died as my eyes were opened
Me :
u saw grandma go…
Me :
to hell?
He :
ya but only saw her walking on path
He :
that made me curious to follow her
He :
but thank to my cousin who shook my body de

my god…
I tried to ask him to go to church better and pray as he has no religion
but he don’t keen in any religion.
-_-

My friend…
I will pray for you…



I don't know why but after I read it, i suddenly broke into tears.

I kept crying and crying.

I started to worry for my parents.

I don't want my parents to be like his grandma. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW THAT THEIR SOULS ARE ACTUALLY WALKING OT THE PATH TO HELL AFTER THEY ARE GONE.

I feel so terribly hurt now.

I told myself, don't take it to heart so seriously. Maybe it's not that serious. Maybe it doesn't mean for all those who are non-christians. Maybe that friend was only dreaming? Maybe he was pulling a joke? Maybe his grandma used to do bad things in the past so thats why she still go to hell even though it had been YEARS ago before she reached at old age? Erh but what if like what Hauen mentioned; One may not have done anything wrong at all but evil still hang around them? That can apply to that grandma? Maybe this.. maybe that....

But... that scene was an accident, his friend tried to wake him up, saw what happened, everything..... how can I ever convince myself when the evidence was already there?

I wondered how that grandma felt when she was walking to the path to hell. Was she mentally prepared because she knew about this or perhaps she seriously don't know anything at all, doesnt feel anything at all, only her spirit do the work for her since she was already dead? That kind of power... Just like having you to try to remember your past life but you can't because your spirit erased it on your memory and only that spirit of yours know ALL the memories it had gone through. Just that you don't have to know.. Oh wait, what if it actually meant for the body only? What if the grandma was just curious, walk and walk on the path until she sees Hell and when she realise it was Hell, what is she going to do? How will she feel?

I do wish i have the power to see everything in Hell and everything in Heaven. Wow, just who am I then? Can God do that? Seriously, if only Satan didn't exist. DAMN HIM.

I even spoke to Steven about it. He mentioned that friend got minor cuts n both legs.

I was like "With minor cuts on both legs, he can actually still nearly died?"

He replied "Probably knocked out. Im not sure...."

·s†eveŋ· ™ ★ тнe1Ч†нSкy says:
but it's true story after all


[ ``Ra|iNz`` ]²² DBSK ♥ • 라이첼 • 许悦婷 • says:
he really not lying right?


·s†eveŋ· ™ ★ тнe1Ч†нSкy says:
he's not...


Anyway, Steven's friend is a hearing impaired (HI)

I even asked around about this question "When one who is not a Christian doesn't do anything wrong, why wouldn't he/she go to heaven?" Of course I'll ask those who are christians, not to non-christians. I don't wish to scare them........

Some like hauen and victor gave answers such that some people do go to hell due to various reasons

While some others' answers are different but maybe thats to comfort me? Or it could be really their own opinions.


Why must it be NOW? Why in the world did I have to open Steven's blog and read this shocking post? Was it just a concidence? Or was God really trying to tell me something and it was fate that I stumbled upon the post? Maybe He want to let me know as soon as possible so that I will be prepared and to have my parents be christians too?

I have just accepted Christ (SALVATION) a few days ago and now I'm facing and thinking of all possibilites about Christ, the outcome of Christ, the consequences of not being Christ/being a Christ (do bad things) and etc, coming from all the things I have heard, seen and felt from my past experiences and during these few days after I accepted Christ. What is this....

I don't know man..... I don't want to think anymore.......

I better get a grip on myself.

God please hear me out. I don't want that to happen to my parents if it were ever true..

God, what do I do???


GUYS, WHAT DO I DO? Am I taking things too seriously?


I really love my parents.

I know it takes time but for how long? I won't know for I can't see the future......


I apologise if my post is disturbing you in any way.