Live fully, love deeply, let go with no bitterness.

so long....

2010-05-08T23:14:00.011+08:00

OMG ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATED LIKE MONTHS AGO.

And im back again!

Actually nothing much.

Even if i wanna say alot of things here I feel lazy to type everything. I prefer talking :D

However, I got something to show! HAHA.

Before that, I will talk about my poly life, briefly!

Poly life seems pretty okay. Even though it made me busy at times. Every module lesson, they are always giving one assignment so its like, everyday.... homework just keep pilling up! =_=

And because of that, I also have a hard time meeting up with my friends who are in same school, like Ivy, Yue E, Ida etc.... sigh

My poly friends are quite nice, although some already got their own friends and then soon joined others and become a bigger group while the others go on their own or in their own small group as well. I don't even know anyone and I had to try so hard to mix with them. I can be quiet as well too haizzz

I find Poly is much harder than secondary school, of course... you really cannot afford to waste time. Somemore lecturers give us test weekly and give grades =_=

Then, there's my CCA! Whenever there is a day when i have to go for cca, i will spend 13 hours in school! =_= Until 930pm cca finish! YAWN!

But cca is also interesting. I managed to make new friends and the seniors were super nice. But also not bad cos if i got cca after my course, my bandmates and I will actually meet for dinner and so on.

If you ask me, i still miss secondary school life. Im sure everyone does! =(

but im sure after graduating in Year 3, we will look back and realise that everything is worth our time, provided that we worked hard lah (which im trying to overcome my stupid procrastination and laziness) and you are also ready to move on to uni or go work after graduating. HAIZ. LIFE IS SOO.... =_=

ANYWAY ENOUGH OF MY POST. I need to do an assignment which need to pass up on Monday!

I did say i will show u something right? HAHA. I photoshooped it. Dun be surprised =X

LOL!!!!!

I havent touch Photoshop for so long! Decided to do sth for FUN!!!

DO I LOOK HANDSOME?

HAHAHAHA. Don't be turned on arh.

Just kidding! I'm not gonna be like that in real life lah. Somemore I will be reborning my hair and plan to keep my hair long.

And today had fun hanging out with Beile, diyana and Ivy. SUSHI TIME!!! Its been so long since we got the time for ourselves and chat with one another :D I miss them sia....

I hope there will be such an outing like this again! Only if our school schedule don't clash ):

Ivy's place for CNY

2010-02-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

Today!

I was supposed to meet Ivy's place at 11am but I overslept and woke up at 1030am plus.

The early meeting was due to planning our design for the art competition we had recently participated.

Even when I went there late, we still couldn't think of any good design =.=

In the end, we chatted and listened to music.

I even tried the RED MEAT made by Ivy's mother. DELICIOUS!

Later, Joe Eng and Kelvin Yeo came! Whoa, didnt see Kelvin for a long time. He even knew how to speak chinese! So fluent in it too! Wow, I must really try to pick up chinese and learn from the basic.

Haiz I'm having abit of headache now as I'm blogging this =.=

Anyway, Janice and the other people all came at a much later time

Soon the whole house was filled with loud noises! LOL

Shirley and Juncong... LOL... they are two mad people, argueing like dunno what HAHA.

We all had fun together!

Some even played Blackjack with real money, oh my goodness. The rest of us didn't join as we don't want to feel the pain of losing money hahah.

And we have one good example; Janice.

Silly rabbit, risk herself playing it and ended up losing money. She even lost her cool and showed us an angry behaviour =.=

Time flew fast and it was time for us to go home. I'm kinda tired man.

I'll be going to Layling's house tomorrow!

WOHOO!! AND STEAMBOAT WITH LOTS OF PRAWNS!!!!

Once again a new blogskin

2010-02-24T02:27:00.003+08:00

YUMMY, just seeing this pic makes me wanna savour it!

Today finally rest at home the whole day.

I have been going out too much!

Kinda tired. Hahaha

Will be going to Ivy's CNY house visiting and another day, at Layling's house.

I can't believe February is coming to an end.

Time flies so fast, goodness.....
After CNY ends, I'm planning to stay over at my cousin's house for a few days again.

If I stay at home, I'll be alone the whole day facing the four walls or entertaining myself with anime and other dramas =.=

My parents are working and I have no siblings.

I can only chat with friends in MSN or hang out with them which is what I have been doing.

Life can be pretty boring..................

After 5 years down the road, I wonder if I will still have the chance to update my blog? Maybe. Maybe not.

Alright I need to sleep.

lalalass

2010-02-20T01:04:00.003+08:00

I HAD FUN DURING CNY HOUSE VISITINGS ESPECIALLY TO FRIENDS' HOUSES. HAHAHA HAD FUN CHATTING AND HAVING STEAMBOAT :D

Ever since CNY started, I had little time for my flute practice.

After CNY ends, gonna play it like a madwoman!

I MUST GET DISTINCTION FOR THE DIPLOMA.

If its too much for me, go for Merit. Hahaha.

I'm still really happy till now that I have scored a Merit for Grade 8 and can move on to diploma. I feel proud of myself for working hard for it! When I saw my marks, I felt abit greedy and wishing that I should have achieved 7 marks more to reach Distinction but heck, be contented.

HAHA Im not boasting. Im satisfied cos I did work hard for it, otherwise I wouldn't have make it far :D

Last Thursday, I watched Percy Jackson & The Lighting Thief Quite nice leh. The guy Percy is really a cute guy! Good looking ><

Even my cousin agreed. Hahaha, I think I like cute western guys.

Not only western lah. Asian also.

Oh before that, we played arcade and had fun man. My arm grew tired from playing that shooting zombie game =.=

Had sakae sushi after movie. Chatting all the way till 930pm. Hehehe.

Then went home.
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ON FRIDAY

Went for badminton practice to exercise!

So funny over there.

Diyana, me, layling and chanying had a match together. Our badminton skill totally sucks like newbies. We keep missing and hitting at the wrong direction, especially Layling HAHA. Our actions were really funny =.=" We kept laughing alot.

There's Ivy, Janice and others. We all took turns to play.

Then had a one-to-one match with Zhoumeng

Whoa she is pro as ever. She seemed to hit so hard and made me run about madly to hit the shuttlecock back.

I told her not to hit so hard and make things difficult for me by running backwards frequently to catch it

But to her, she felt normal =.=

But I had fun with her too :D

Then badminton was over.

We all rest and took photos :D

Then I had to rush to meet my mother to return her the key as she lost hers =.=

Initially I was supposed to have dinner with my friends but then by the time I go back home and take taxi again to meet them at City Square Mall, I think its really troublesome =.=

In the end, had dinner at home ROFL =.=

TML PHOTOSHOOT!!!!!

WOHOOO

A strange dream

2010-02-07T01:13:00.008+08:00

When I woke up, first thing I did was remembering the dream I had. A very strange and creepy one.

I have slightly forgotten the beginning.

But nevermind, I will just pour out what I can remember.

I was somewhere in a shopping mall with all my friends and others. Yes, you can name them; jiayi, chanying ivy, steven, joyce... almost all I saw

I was hanging around with them.

I remembered saying hello to Jiayi when she came to meet us. Then she showed an angry face and said something unhappily?

Then the others tried to comfort her and said things to make her think that it may not be what it may turned out to be?

That time I was somehow feeling annoyed and a little unfair? I don't know what happened =.=

After that, like fast forwarding a show in TV, I was given a mission to go to that weird tall building with an overhead bridge for vehicles attached to it and the other end attached to another. Under the bridge was the sea. Very common in USA and other countries which you saw on TV.

I was running as I reached the building. Suddenly as I entered it, I was in a strange yet familar town. A town for..... Indians? As I looked around, the houses looked very traditional, indian craftsmanship everywhere. And very religious looking. Similar to those indian temples you saw. Those statues decoration as a roof for temples. Even the wall colours. All the same as real life images.

Everywhere was nostalgic. I felt a sense of curiosity and at the same time, a wary/unsecure feeling of been in a foreign place.

I was roaming on every street. The town was also similar to the traditional chinese stalls. Small, crampy but with many people shopping for goods etc.

Sorry if Im confusing you with indians and chinese. I was indeed in an indian town but what I described, was just to relate on similar cases so that you can get the clearer picture, hopefully xD

Suddenly I went into a chinese stall. Yeah, not an indian one. Dunno why =.=

Then, I saw a chinese old woman.

She gave me two big fishes in a basin. She looked like she was selling to me. The size of the fishes were around a water bottle's size.

She looked rather unhappy, like can't bear to part with the fish?

Somehow I felt sympathetic for her. When she left, I actually put the two fishes back into a fish tank.

When I glanced at the fish tank, the water was very foggy. I couldn't see anything inside.

Despite that, I could see the two fishes visibly. Their looks were completely different from before.

From normal fishes which we eat, they turned into mini horrifying sharks

Suddenly, there was a squid-like creature below the sharks.

A LIVE tragic event occurred.

The sharks tackled at the squid.

When I watched, I was disgusted, feeling fearful and sympathetic

I wanted to save it but my body was immobolised.

My eyes could only stare at the scene.

The squid was struggling to survive. The sharks kept attacking it. From naughty bites and snappings, to fierce clobberings.

I don't know why this particular squid has got a big mouth. It actually snapped back at the shark that tried to bite it.

While fighting, one shark bit off the squid's one of its many "arms". I saw blood oozing out and dissolving into the water.

The squid was losing its fighting mode. It looked so helpless. I wanted to help but can't move at all??? =.=

The other shark took the chance and bit on the head.

Horrible.

The other shark bit another body part of the squid. As the squid struggled vigoriously, the sharks fought back hard by not letting go and wanting to nibble on the squid.

I felt regretful for sending the stupid sharks back to the tank =.="

Okay, I didn't get to witness its death as while I was watching the intense scene, I was suddenly turned away from it. Everything went blank and I woke up the next day.

LOL.

Why do we dream?

I once read a theory where you dreamt of a place, anywhere, and you were completely naked. People were around you but they acted like nothing happened and just looked at you or talked to you harmlessly.

That indicates your crave for attention. You want people to notice you but nobody seemed to care. Even if you are naked, nobody bothered.

Whoa it sounded reasonable. I got dreamt of it once when I was in secondary school.

Gonna read more on theories of dream :D Interesting...

my ears may burst

2010-01-30T03:58:00.008+08:00

1:05 onwards.... this guy hit tremendously high notes........so high-pitched sia.......

I don't understand Russian but this song seems mystic.....

I hope he didn't damage his voice after singing like that =.="

But on the other hand, at 3:05, the sync doesnt seem to match? Was it a digitally created voice?? Ahhh i dunnoo....

I'm now looking for other male singers with such cases in youtube. Like Alessandro Moreschi, the last castrato voice.

I only know countertenor is equivalent to that of a mezzo-soprano (middle pitched for female)

Castrato is equivalent to soprano (highest pitched for female), or even mezzo-soprano or contralto (lowest pitched for female) It depends.

But you know.... men who are castrato have produced either by castration before puberty or never ever go through sexual maturity.

I think I need to hear more of their voices to be able tell the difference =.=

Hahaha, well I really admire the musicians with such heavenly voices. Soprano, tenor etc.

GTG SLEEP!!!!!!

super short post

2010-01-27T00:12:00.005+08:00

Wonderful interpretation. This movement is originally composed for Oboe but was transposed to flute and it sounds just as great. A sad version.

I can feel pure joy from listening to it.

Its like seeing hopes again after enduring a long fierce battle.

Emmanuel Pahud is my next flautist idol!! He is also one of the world reowned musicians.

Its so amazing how he can dance to the music.

Tomorrow gonna accompany Ivy to Nanyang Poly! I have yet to tell my story but no time again! Perhaps after I return from Nanyang Poly in the afternoon. LOL.

8 more hours to the results!!!!!!

NEW BLOG LAYOUT

2010-01-26T00:46:00.006+08:00

As you can see, I have modified my blog again and here's a new layout, featuring DBSK!

I am not particularly pleased with the graphics I painted on DBSK. I guessed I have not been practising my photoshop skills for quite a long time =.=

1 more day to JAE and JPSAE/DSA results!

Dear God, please hear my prayer! I know you are always with me wherever I go!

Its pretty late now so I'll update this story of mine which happened to me during the JAE application days AND JPSAE as well.

Its a long story but when you read it, you'll go "Wah what a messy situation you have!"

Really, a tiring messy situation I have ever had....

I even had only 4 hours of sleep for the past few days because of it....

But hard work pays off. I also thanked God so much for letting me discover the important thing before everything is too late... I finally got what I wanted .... 90% though. Stay tuned for it tomorrow alright!

:D

a short post

2010-01-18T23:23:00.010+08:00

I started working!

For the first time!

At Seoul Garden

Okay first impression?

Tough

But after about 2 hours of training, I didn't find it that tough now. LOL. I think cos there were less customers and we had senior staffs to guide us.

The supervisor advised us that teamwork is the best. Help each other so there is less work burden. If handle yourself, very tough.

Overall, can handle it.

The most difficult part was to clear the table by carrying alot of plates and bowls on the support of ONE hand only! And the other hand to carry the bbq stove and the big jar for the soup! And you had to move fast. Sian my right arm nearly "collaspe" from carrying so many plates and the bowls on top of them.

Its really DAMN heavy.

Since its January onwards, not many customers were there so it was fine. Most of the time i think? I was told that around June, there will be alot of customers, die die

However, its a good thing for me, cos i won't be working after completing a 4 months contract from January to May. Or April if its too much for me to handle both poly assignments and work.

I finished work at 5pm and had dinner

Was I tired? Hell yes.

I was given 3 days to work before confirming if I wanna continue or quit.

I had to decide again.

I have yet to prepare an art profolio asap! JPSAE and DAE posting results are the same as JAE results if im not wrong. I will need my art profolio as a standby if I was selected.

And I have my flute diploma going on. I can't afford to neglect it.

I wonder if working on Mon - Thurs is still not enough to spare me free time for these two important assignments??

Worse still, my flute diploma exam is around May or June and I have to work hard not to fail ATCL. Not enough practices before May can result to bad performance due to working and the time schedules arranged by SG

Example, I may be too tired from work, I don't have the energy to stand for the next 3 hours practising on the flute.

I told myself; Right now, poly is more important than working. Working can start off anytime.

SO... should I still continue working at Seoul Garden or do surveys instead?

Doing surveys - a company will give you a project (depending on what kind. It can be Strait Times etc) and all you have to do is complete 20 - 22 survey papers given by them. You will be given some period to finish them off asap. It can be about 2 weeks.

You have to go to a location stated in the project and talk to anyone door by door to do the surveys.

Each survey takes 10 mins - 15mins talking with the person. And its $7 per paper!

And the advantage is you can take a break anytime. You can do anything you want so as long as you can finish up a series of surveys within like, 2 weeks?

I never try it before but i went with my cousin to observe her aunty working the surveys.

It was not as hard as working in Seoul garden but you need to talk a little more which I'm fine with that because I can talk and i know how to talk. All i need is confidence.

So it will be less burden for me as I can have more time to concentrate on my priorities, as long as i finish that series of surveys. I can even ask for more surveys - to earn bonus.

Okay I sound like its really easy but its not easy and not hard too. Just that its more relaxing and less difficult than working Seoul Garden

My cousin works on the surveys too so she was willingly to accompany me to any location i have to go too to help out.

Or should I not work at all....?

=.=

I still want to have work experience.....

SG - tough but a fun experience

Survey - less tough but need to talk more (just say out the questions on the survey actually)

What to do?!?!

Gotta discuss with my parents after i come back home from 2nd day of work.

SIGH. Why do I still have to be busy even after O level was over! =.=

Byebye need to rest early!

a little sad yet a little relieved.

2010-01-12T20:17:00.005+08:00

I PASSED MY O LEVELS!!! WOHOOOOOO!

When i got my results, i was somehow abit disappointed yet relieved that i can still go poly! Phew.

But im glad we still did a good job!

I wanna thanks Mansura, Thivya, Layling, Erni and Victor Keng for coming to support us! And we received a beautiful rose each by Erni!!

Thank you alot!!! Sorry victor and erni, that we didn't talk to you much as we were all still excited and stressing over our plans after seeing our results. Really sorry... I still greatly appreciate you for supporting me and others!

When I went through the courses listed in JAE form, got alot to choose.....

BUT....SO HARD TO DECIDE!

ESPECIALLY DESIGN.

I GONNA USE JPSAE AS A BACKUP...

DEAR GOD PLEASE GUIDE ME THE WAY. PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH! PLEASE BE THERE FOR ME WHEREVER I AM.

Whenever Im at wit's ends, i often pray to God for help. I felt like I needed him. Even though im not considered a christian and i have stopped going to CHC, I still somehow talk to God. Like using him as a comfort. But still, if He really is there, I hope he can hear me and give me strength and watch over me while I continue to believe in Him!

I thanks my aunty and my cousin for lending a helping hand. Still, in the end, its my decision! When they asked or explained, i started thinking so much and imagining the outcome and the future if i take this or that! I have a clearer understanding on most courses though after the staffs from poly explained.

SIGH!

I HOPE I CAN MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION AND GET THE COURSE I WANT......

O level gonna released 11 jan......

2010-01-11T00:16:00.004+08:00

ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW GUYS!!!

GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

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Listen to this. Highly reccomended. Especially 15:09 to 16:07 and 20:33 to 21:30.

Why? Because it is exactly a cut-off part from your Window Media Player for classic songs.

The one which is installed together with any computer you buy. You should have heard this part before. You should have it. Go to "Music" folder and search there. Or search any other way you think you can find (:

For those who do not know about it, listen to this full movement! I just wanna share my interest with you....

If you are not interested, its alright :P

Karajan - Beethoven Symphony No.9: Part 1

This video is pretty long.

I was really disappointed to see ugly comments at Youtube, discriminating classic music and insulting our great composers like Mozart, Beethoven etc. Nowadays people think rap and pop and rock are all real music. They are indeed part of Music but to me, I don't find them a true art.

Mozart sonata in C K.545 2nd mov, Mitsuko Uchida Piano

If you find this too slow to your taste, too bad. This is Andante. Wanna say I love this. Very romance-like and so full of emotions. For this video, increase your volume louder cause the sound quality is rather soft.

Don't worry reader, i won't talk about this topic all the time. Once in a while erh :D

ALRIGHT Im goin to bed now! PRAY TO GOD PLEASE LET ME PASS!!! D:

2010..

2010-01-06T01:33:00.011+08:00

My blog has been dead for 2 months! Well, im making a comeback. The problem causing my blog to be on hiatus was due to my procrastination + laziness. LOL.

Janice suggested I talked about what im gonna do for 2010.

2010 WELCOME!!!!

What I'm looking forward right now is starting on my job at Breeks Cafe for the first time!!!

And begin on my Diploma in flute! So happy that I have successfully passed my Grade 8! I do not know my marks yet as my teacher told me that the school actually informed early whether the student pass or fail without showing the score yet.

Can't wait to get the results ^^

Now more chapters are added.

There is a new "chapter" that will test me on Music Knowlegde.

I have to read biographies on famous musicians and "stories" behind every piece they composed.

I even have to write as if Im writing my own essay and not copy off directly from resources which is considered disqualified T_T

NOW im damn nervous for my O level results. Can't believe it will be released the next day after my performance!!!

I'm trying my best to stay positive as the days are numbering T_T

Feel like playing Wild Wild Wet again! Love being soaked in the cooling water XD

Now watching Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge. Watch it if you got nothing to do! Full of comedy and romance! ITS AN ANIME.

Damn is Sunako (main actress) lucky to live in her aunty's mansion which was rented by four beautiful boys. They rented the mansion to go to school for free on condition that they make the girl of the house a "lady".

However, Nakahara Sunako, the girl living there is gloomy, weird, and horror movie maniac. She has a trauma that she was said ugly by the boy whom she loved when she was in junior high school. She doesn't like beautiful things, and she gets a nosebleed when she looks something beautiful.

What an asshole to say like that to a girl. And she shouldn't act like the world is finished just because of a small setback from an asshole.

NEVERTHELESS ITS STILL GREAT! My cousin, me and Ivy watched it before and we loved it to the core!

If you wanna watch any anime, ask me, the anime expert. LOL. Just kidding!! Those who don't watch or love anime as much as I do but still interested to know, I can reccomend you some popular animes.

ANIME ROCKS XD

MOONLIGHT SONATA 3rd MOVEMENT

This is heavenly. Composed by Beethoven. Its always a wonder to me how he can still compose profound pieces even though he turned deaf.

You can also listen to other pianists playing Beethoven Moonlight sonata in three movements. Great interpretation.

im back again!

2009-11-29T18:09:00.006+08:00

HELLO GUYS. I have not been updating my blog ever since O levels ended. I still have to handle many things even after my exams ended. I wonder if you are still checking on my blog every now and then =X Anyway, with or without viewers, I will still update my blog whenever I feel like it.

WOHOO CHALET IS COMING!!!!!!!!

I HOPE THE FUN WILL LAST FOR THREE DAYS!

I'm worried there won't be any problem.

LET'S JUST ENJOY!

Ever since the chalet was suggested, we had alot of problems. But now the fire has gone down, not completely though. I hope everything we planned will go smoothly on that day.

Bleh, I'm quite nervous for my grade 8 exam. Wah liao. Got to bring my book of scales along to chalet to memorise everything! *cries*

I have been going out almost everyday. Meeting, music (percussion band) and normal outings.

I realised that when i'm outside, these outings delayed my own schedules. Even my clearing of the unwanted schoolpapers which were halfway done, had been like that since two weeks until now! =.=

Anyway, I will be participating in a performance on January 10 2010. I wonder if anyone is willingly to record my performance?! Haha, well if you guys don't have time or had to be at overseas, I think i will just bring my camera and ask any organizer to record for me (Have to check if its allowed in the concert)

I will be the accompanist for a soprano. The soprano is the soloist. Other accompanists are the pianist, the cellist and violinist? I'm not sure. I heard that from my mother who was told by the organizer through the phone. But for the overall score, the flautist, pianist and the soprano has the bigger part i think. I watched a video of it. Lol.

After chalet, i can't wait to watch 2012!!! Several people commented that it was awesome.

By the way, if you have nothing to do at home, i recommend you to watch YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. A latest korean drama just aired in October 2009.

THE SHOW WAS REALLY AWESOME, CUTE AND FULL OF COMEDY.

The story about a girl diguising herself as a boy for a reason and the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group.

You can go to mysoju.com and find You're Beautiful under Korean drama list.

Spoiler: Ends at Episode 16 =.=

I wished it ended longer! It was too good! I hope there'll be Season 2!

Since its quite short, watch it! It won't take so much of your time! Hahaha :D

Ever since O level ended, I have not been watchign any korean dramas. Just play MAPLE, read kpop news and listening to music in youtube....

But its all thanks to this drama, the korean drama fever came back to me!!!

Here are some pictures! The songs sung in the show are really nice too!

The guy in the picture is Jang Geun Suk (real name) when he smiles, OMG, HE LOOK SOOO CUTE!!! KYAAAAAA. Normally, he is always cool and seldom smile but when he does, OMG, I wanna pinch his cheek! Initially, I thought he was not handsome when I watched the beginning but as I continued watching, I actually find him really good looking! I think it was due to his weird hair and makeup (in the first episode)

I also like the girl, Park Shi Hye. She's relaly cute and pretty! I love the chemistry between them! I even watched the NGs. They look so good together. There's one part Geun Suk actually flirted with her. Love that part, so funny sia. I wish they were a real couple!

AAHHH, SORRY FOR MY RAMBLING!! Like I mentioned, the korean fever came back to me after not watching a drama for such a long time so I got so excited xD

I MISS DBSK........

Alright gonna stop here. Time for dinner! byes!

blog on hiatus

2009-09-09T22:03:00.006+08:00

YO GUYS! I know I haven't been updating for quite sometimes. Need to revise for prelims. Alright, I just went online to complete the travel decoration for for Sept holiday before going off to bed.

After the school form, I logged in Blogger. I discovered one Follower in my dashboard o.O

Followers are people who are interested in your blog.

Lol. Thanks, follower...? xD

Anyway, just to let you know in advance, my blog will be on hiatus till my O levels are over!!! Because I'm aware that once I'm updating my blog, I will start doing other stuffs like youtubing etc, hence, wasting away my precious time!!! =_=

Because of my flute mock exam, I'm gonna spare more time (spent on the computer) on the flute. Er should have done that long ago erh. AISH. Stupid me. I went "WHOA WHAT THE--" when my mock exam is on 25 October, just one day before O LEVEL ENGLISH. Haiz, JIA YOU myself.....

N level students
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR N LEVELS! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!

Alright gonna stop here.
So long guys! Miss me :D

normal/hearing

2009-09-07T01:47:00.004+08:00

Something struck into my mind when I was looking at my hearing aids just now.

I remembered it was not the first time I thought of that same intention

You know, many of us often say things like "we are different from the normal people" or "why can't we be like those normal ppl, dun need the trouble to buy hearing aids etc" based on our hearing loss.

I don't know why we have to say the word "normal"

If they are normal, wat are we? Abnormal?

I would rather say them as hearing people instead of normal people

Maybe Im just too sensitive about it as it can be labelled as a so-called general phrase, but to me, hearing and normal are really two different words.

Sometimes we use the wrong choice of words, but it shouldn't be this way.

Abnormal means you can't even look after yourself physically and mentally. Unable to control your nerves. Deformation too. We HI or even deaf are not like that, are we?

Well, thats just my opinion =/ I know you guys are used to saying that but I do want a change in that. LOL...

art again

2009-08-31T23:08:00.012+08:00

PIZZA HUT

YUM YUM. I HAD AN ENJOYABLE LUNCH!! GUESS WHO ORDERED?

OUR ART TEACHER MISS CHIA!

I realised that she is actually a nice and caring teacher. She even took her time to cook dinner and snacks for us when we had to stay overnight last friday, saturday and sunday to finish our artwork (Unfornutately, still not done. Ivy and I did not stayed over LOL) She also bought alot of necessarity like TOOTHBRUSHES! We can bring our own but she still bought them. Whoa.

The meals she cooked are really tasty sia.

Also, when Ivy and I went home, while we were waiting for our bus, know what Ms Chia did?

She had been watching us! Waiting till our bus came! I mean, after opening the main gate to let us out, she went back to the school but not to the art room. She went up a level such that she could watch us outside. That time Ivy was darned lucky.

She met a teacher who was waiting for her husband to fetch her. Her husband came and she offered to send Ivy home! LUCKY BITCH. It was almost 9pm. I could only clutch my fists and watch miserably at that tallie idiot smiling as she went off =.=

Ms Chia thought Ivy was kidnapped and called her immediately. HAHA! She even knew I was still waiting for that stupid slowpoke bus to arrive.

That was how we came to realise she had been watching us.

Nice teacher right?

She can be really strict and hateful when comes to Art but if you know her more, she is actually fine. She's darn fussy. Aish. Keep pointing out mistakes etc etc. One of my artmate already finished her painting but Ms Chia still complaint as though it was not done yet =.=

No wonder the ex students' artworks were excellent. It was all because of Miss Chia's feedbacks. Now I understood how the ex students felt when they did their O level Art. SIGH!! WHAT A HARD LIFE.

Today, after my art lesson, i had tuition! SO SLEEPYYYY. ZZZZZ.

AFTER O LEVELS, I WILL GO OUT AND HAVE FUN ALL DAY LONG. MAD MAD MAD!

BUT NOW, FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES. JIAYOU RACHEL.

dreadful art

2009-08-22T23:02:00.011+08:00

TODAY WAS SO SO SO TIRING! I HAD ART LESSON FROM 10AM TILL 7PM!

GLUED MYSELF ON THE CHAIR FOR 9 HOURS.

YEAH, 9 HOURS.

I AIN'T JOKING.

MY HAND GREW TIRED FROM ALL THE CONSTANT SKETCHING AND PAINTING.

As all of us did not finish our artworks, Ms Chia ordered us to stay back after school from 230pm to 8pm next week!!!

EXTENDED TO 5 HOURS!

EVERDAY!

which means I cannot go for tutorials

I have to cancel my home tuition which starts at 8pm (if necessary)

I will have little time to revise for other subjects! GAAH!!

I HAVE TO PAINT MY ARTWORK ON THE CANVAS AS FAST AS POSSIBLE!

OH GOD.....

WHAT A DREADFUL TIMETABLE I EVER HAD.

SO JUNIORS, I ADVISE YOU TO PERISH THE THOUGHT OF APPLYING ART SUBJECT WHEN YOU GET PROMOTED TO SEC 3.

Its extremely tiring and tough.

Ivy and I regretted.

But we still try to put our best effort.

One of my artmate wanted to QUIT.

And the submission is due next week or 1th of Sept!

When I was busy with my work today, I saw my artmate came, along with her father to discuss with Ms Chia about her resignation. WHOA...

But in the end, she decided to continue.

I think it would be a waste if she stopped last minute when she had at least did some work already.

So you see?

Unless you insist on taking it if you think you have the confidence

Lol =/

After that, I went for dinner at Bugis with Ivy and Patrick

We had many things to talk about

Shortly after, I FELT SO SLEEPY!

=.=

We went home after that.

SIGH.

LIFE IS LIKE THAT.

gained weight??

2009-08-10T00:14:00.004+08:00

THIVYA'S PARTY WAS GREAT!!! I HAD FUN MAN!!

She's pretty hor? Everyone of us agreed!

Though i already wished her happy birthday, gonna say it one more time!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIVYA!

AND ALSO,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUTING!

Im wishing the August babes (:

See ivy's blog since she explained everything I want to detail here.

TODAY IS NATIONAL DAY!! 9/09/2009

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO EVERYONE!!

ONWARDS TO SINGAPORE!!

ONE PEOPLE, ONE NATION, ONE SINGAPORE!!!!!

Okay, Sunday was a little boring, with usual routine for instance, music lesson.

But, I had a nice dinner outing with my parents!

THE TCC cafe?

Coffee Cousieer? How to spell that =.=

The dinner was GREAT!

But i feel damn paiseh

I THINK I GAINED WEIGHT

I don't know if its me or the jeans had shrink?

I......

had to unbutton to enjoy my meal! I veen had to zip down a little to free my stomach from being squashed by the tight jeans.

SO PAISEH sia.

Yeah you are thinking, OMG YOU HAVE GROWN FATTER!!

My mother found out when she saw me looking uncomfortable and my fingers kept fidgeting with the zipper. She was like giving me that LOL look =.=

I told my father to look away and my mum explained to him.

He even gave a "AIYO" look -.-

SIANNN. I must slim down after O LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boring post

2009-08-04T22:34:00.005+08:00

This afternoon, I watched two Disney shows

"Mulan" and "Tarzan"

I did not watch them for like a few years already?

Yeah I must be mad but i felt like watching them since there wasn't any interesting TV channel to see.

And i still like Disney songs and how the story goes.

ROFL.

I like it lor, maybe its my childhood pastimes, like how I still like pokemon until now.

PIKACHU!

LOL :D

After that, I did my tutor's homework and study ABIT of biology zzzz.

Nothing else to post already lahs.

Prelim 1 has started, and is ending this week. The next round will be Prelim 2. Oh goshhh... my daily routine for now is like so boring and nothing special.

Wake up, eat, go school, come back, bath, study, eat, sleep.

SIGH.

And I'm temporarily stopping Dgen Band until my O levels is over.

Just 2 more months LEFT..........................

So many things to do, so little time...........

random edition (:

2009-07-30T22:39:00.004+08:00

ANOTHER RANDOM LAUGH :D

CLICK TO ENLARGE

IVY AND I HAD A GOOD LAUGH WHILE EDITTING THIS!

Today is not a very enjoyable day

I went for F&N to do my coursework in the morning.

After that, went straight for Art Lesson in the afternoon.

When i came for art lesson, ivy had to go off

=.=

She came for art while I had FN in the morning.

Ended till 5pm.

zzzz.

LIFE IS SO HARD.

NVM, SUFFER NOW.

ZZZ.

Tomorrow's my geography tuition and ENGLISH TUITION

I still haven't done my english homework for almost 3 weeks already!! Or 2 weeks?

I SERIOUSLY DON'T HAVE TIME!

AHH Wat will my tutor sayyyy

I do rubbish?

=.=

AISH

RACHEL KOH

JIAYOU

STUDY HARD FOR UR SUBJECTS!!!!!!

horoscope

2009-07-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

Just went to Horsocope application and chanced upon an interesting topic.

WHAT ARE THE WORST SIGNS?

It had serveral people comparing each sign!

Wah interesting......

Talk about Gemini being the natural liars, libra being wishy-washy etc.

There were people even discriminating one sign after another =.="

I posted my view.

Just my opinion, all signs have their bad and good side. There is no such thing as who is worst or best. All of us pointed out every single sign's bad point. That means there is no worst because each has their worst within.

If one sign is so perfect, then everyone should just go be that sign. Then whats left for others? If you are that sign, then be it. Horoscope is just telling you the characteristic of your sign, as well as others so that horoscope can be of some help to you when you need them at crucial times.

Sometimes we don't always have to depend on horoscope or else you are letting it control your life. This topic is very interesting though. I get to discover other stuffs I didn't know. No harm being curious and learning new things for hobby (:

If everyone can post, so can I> HAHA just feel like posting lor.

I even read "Cancer Traits" and it is quite accurate. There is even a statement said "If you're a female Cancer, you probably use the words "I feel" much more often than "I think," "I see," "I believe" or "I hear you."

HAHA I always say "I FEEL..."

Right guys? You know i often say it hor (:

But i also have another side telling me that it may be just common sense because if cancers are the emotional type, it has definetely got to do with FEELINGS so it is not surprising if you say "I feel...'

o.O

Anyway, no need to be so serious right?

HEHEHEHEHEHEH.

GONNA TAKE A WONDERFUL LONG SLEEP. ZZZ.

H1N

2009-07-24T21:27:00.007+08:00

H1N1

BEWARE OF IT

3 DEATHS.

SINGAPORE IS NO LONGER "SAFE" FOR NOW.

Today.

I glanced up at the infinite sky.

And sighed.

Deep in thought.

What went wrong?

Everything seemed to be in a mess.

A total mess.

Gonna reflect tonight.

PHOTOSHOOTING DAY

2009-07-19T17:54:00.009+08:00

WOHOO.

WENT FOR PHOTOSHOOT WIT JIAYI AND IVY.

JULY BABES.

When we reached the destination, jiayi and i were like "Is that really this one?"
The building don't look grand and special as we imagined it to be. It was some kind of an ordinary black terrace-like house.

Ivy told us that she thought like that before but the outcome was kinda disappointing. I don't mean it to sound very rundown or anything. It isn't. Just that if you think about photoshoot stuffs, you'll be thinking of luxury and beautiful stuffs right?

We went inside the studio and up the staircase. We had to leave our shoes outside.
When we went in, the space was kinda small.

We saw the makeup room. Whoa. Saw sawri? (how to spell for malay wedding clothes), gowns and stuffs. There's table and chairs. AND SWEETS! Gosh, havent had my breakfast! Took one and ate it lol.

Ivy went for makeup first.

It took about 20 mins plus to get her facial maleup ready?

Same goes for me and Jiayi

Ivy keep looking worried and annoyed when the lady highlighted the eyeshadows!

The lady added alot highlighters to the eyes.

Next, it was my turn.

I was pretty nervous as it was the first time putting on the make-up!!

She brushes my cheek with some lightening.

GUESS what she did next?!

TRIM MY EYEBROWS.

I was like "Er er must you really cut my eyebrows?"

She was like "Yeah, for the makeup, don't worry its just abit. Relax"

I was like NOOOOO.

I love my thick eyebrows. I just like the way they are.

Luckily its ABIT. Not obvious. PHEW...

Next, she did something to my eyelashes. Make them thick =.=

And my lips too. Make them glossy? Is that the correct word? Like got some shiny thing.

Anyway when everything is done, i put on my specs and glanced at the mirror

Saw it and said
"WHO IS THIS?!"

I don't look like myself at all!!!

SO SO SO SO DIFFERENT!

Judging from the photos above, its already obvious =.=

I don't quite like make-up. Makes me look older i tell you!! Like 21 PLUS!!

I prefer natural look. At least i still look like my age without makeup. I don't like to depend on artificial stuffs just to look good. Know what i mean?

The makeup made me feel itcy. Wanna scratch the irritating spots so much but I could not do so or else it might smear the makeup.

Jiayi had her makeup on the last.

When i look at ourselves, i felt like we have hit adulthood! HAHA, welcome to the adult world!

WE WENT CRAZY DURING THE SHOOT!

HAHA ANYHOW POSE HERE AND THERE. At first, we felt very awkward as we did not know what to pose. In the end, the photographer gave us some ideas. THANKS!

After the shoot, we walked around with our makeup on HAHA.

Had our last photo (our own cameras) before i leave for Dgen band.

Yeah, went for Dgen band with my makeup on. No time to clean it off cos i was late.

The members were damn shocked to see me =.=

After the lesson, went to have my late dinner with Zann and Hauen. Had fun taking photos again.

Then went home!

TIRED SIA.

Gonna keep the photos for MEMORIES!

To see more of the photos, GO TO JIAYI'S FACEBOOK. She uploaded everything. Mad =.=

okay, logging off to study!

random talks

2009-07-17T19:55:00.010+08:00

HELLO I AM BACK EVERYONE. MISS ME? LOL.

I HAVE TURNED INTO A VAMPIRE.

PREPARE TO MEET YOUR DOOM.

I AM IMMUNE TO CROSS, GARLIC AND MANY MORE WEAPONS THAT PROTECT YOU FROM VAMPIRES.

TOO BAD.......

DO NOT SLEEP TONIGHT.

BECAUSE IF YOU DO, I WILL APPEAR AND BITE YOUR NECK.

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
NOW I KNOW MY ABC
NEXT TIME WON'T YOU SING WITH ME

I HAVE DONE MY F&N 'O' LEVEL COURSEWORK A (so fast hor?)

NOW LEFT WITH COURSEWORK B AND THEORY.

WAAAH.

I don't know how i fare for Coursework A!

I DID ALL MY BEST... PLEASE LET ME PASS. ITS 40% OUt OF 100% FOR THE SUBJECT. I don't mean my score.

Its 40% of Coursework A.

Another 40% of Theory

and 20% of coursework B.

I'll be really happy if its just a pass!!! Of course I wish for it to be higher instead. PASS! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH LORD PLEASE WATCH OVER ME AS I FACE THIS CRISIS!

GOING FOR PHOTOSHOOT (Saturday 18 July) CAN'T WAIT! (:

I even had a haircut just for it! ROFL.

i HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO 2NE1 SONGS FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS =.=

OH DBSK, PLEASE BE MORE ACTIVE! I was so disappointed when SUJU stole your limelight for the voting of Best Male Singers.

BUT DBSK... I WILL STILL SUPPORT YOU NO MATTER WHAT (:

i don't have art tomorrow! yipee!

Feel really pleased

On the other hand, disappointed

I really want to finish up my Art Coursework Paper 1 as soon as possible...

Art and F&N are similar in a sense that they require lots of preparation and task work. Like a project.

Finished watching Slumdog Millionaire

I was rather intrigued by how the people live in their world of slums. Garbage, trash, polluted water, everywhere. All over the place.

Even the houses were simply made of zinc.

One part, a boy had to fall into a pit filled with human wastes. Horrible. His body was filled with it. BROWN. Yuck.. he did it so as to get an autograph of a celebrity he idolised. That celebrity personally visited the slums at that time.

We should thank ourselves extremely lucky not to live in that world.

We should appreciate things around us.

Cherish those who love us.

GOTTA SLEEP!

RANDOM WEIRD PIC

2009-07-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

SEE THIS PHOTO?

I DID SOMETHING.

TO SEE CLOSER, CLICK TO ENLARGE.

MUST OBSERVE CAREFULLY.

YOU WILL BE SHOCKED TO SEE WHAT HAS BEEN DONE!

PRELIM'S STARTING NEXT WEEK!

AND ANOTHER PRELIM ON AUGUST SEPTEMBER!

ALL THE BEST FOR IT EVERYONE!

FIGHTING!

random quiz =.=

2009-07-04T18:30:00.006+08:00

A is for Anni

1) Do you love this person? Yeah. As a friend!
2) Is this person your enemy? Nope!
3) Would you hug this person? Yes!
4) Would you love this person? As a friend =.=
5) Messages/impressions? Anni is a anime crazy lover. A friendly classmate!

B is for Beile

1) What do you really think of this person? Crybaby LOL.
2) What’s their favorite color? Dunno..?
3) Ever danced with her/him? Nah =.=
4) Would you on a date with this person? NO WAY!
5) Message/impressions? She is very stubborn and always pull long face over small matters. HAHA! But a friendly and outgoing girl! :D I miss playing badminton with you!!

C is for Chanying

1) What do you think of this person? laughing machine
2) How far does this person live? Very far from where I lived =.=
3) How old is he/she? 16
4) Would you hang out with this person? Of course!
5) Message/Impressions? Fun to hang out with. Friendly and always have a LOVELY SMILE!

D is for Diyana

1) How long have you known him/her? 2 years at most!
2) Do you like this person? YES!
3) Do you hate this person? NO!
4) Do you find her a jerk? NO!!!
5) Message/impressions? Straightforward person and a pro dancer!

E is for Elean

1) Have you met their parents? Nah!
2) Worst thing about this person? Irritating =.=
3) Best thing about this person? Helpful :D
4) Would you go steady with this person? NO!
5) Message/Impressions? HELLO! I'm happy to get to know a really nice friend like you!

F is for Fiona Hsu

1) Have you ever dated this person? She's a girl!
2) When is the next time you will see him/her? Probably by coincidence. We are not even acquaintances.
3) Do you go to school with them? Nope.
4) How would you react if she would to date your ex-bf? Dunno? o.O
5) Message/Impressions? A friendly girl. I was surprised to see her attending MHI Christmas Part last year! (2008)

G is for George

1) Have you heard this person sing? Never.
2) What's his/her pet's name? No clue.
3) Will he/she repost this? Dunno.
4) Do you really hate this person to core? Nope.
5) Message/Impressions? Hi George! You are a great instructor! I get to learn so many interesting skills from you!

H is for Hau En

1) What grade are they in? NAFA.
2) Is he/she your best friend? Good friend!
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? Never.
4) Would you slap her if she were to snatch your bf away? Erm.. depends. LOL.
5) Message/Impressions? Hi Hau En! You are a talented genius! Continue showing your fantasic art skills!

I is for Ivy

1) What is this persons favorite food? Sushi
2) How did you meet this person? Since young.
3) Do you trust him/her? YES!
4) Honestly, would you have sex with this person? NO WAY!
5) Message/Impressions? Tallie thoughtful, humourous yet selfish girl!

J is for Jiayi

1) They have any siblings? One older sister.
2) Do you know their favorite song? SUPERJUNIOR =.=
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? I LIKE YOU TOO!
4) Have you had a crush on this person? NO!
5) Message/Impressions? HELLO JIAYI! Miss your crappy jokes and active personality! Miss you!

K is for Kaixing

1) How old were you when you first met? 17
2) Do you like him/her as a friend? As a tutor. LOL.
3) Would you go to disney world with this person? LOL. Dunno.
4) Is this person virgin? LOL THINK SO.
5) Message/Impressions? A comfortable tutor to talk with!

L is for Lakkshna

1) Is this person older than you? Yep
2) Is this person single? Yeah.
3) How many times do you talk to him/her a week? Seldom.....
4) Does this person snore when she sleeps? Dunno? HAHA.
5) Message/Impressions? HI Lakkshna! How have you been?!

M is for Mansura

1) How old were you when you first met? 16
2) Whats his/hers pets name? Don't have a pet. Should be. Never mention HAHA.
3) Ever danced with this person? YEAH! Sorry Sorry song!
4) Has this person burped before? YES! LOUD SIA.
5) Message/Impressions? HELLO TEDDY BEAR! You are a very cute smart girl!

N is for Ng Rui Zhi Deborah

1) How old were you when you first met the person? 10
2) Do you like this person? Yes.
3) What would you do if you had never met this person? Erm.. dunno!
4) Has this person dated the one that is younger than this person? Nope.
5) Message/Impressions? Hello ex-classmate of CCPS! It's been a looong time! Im glad you are still living a few blocks away! LOL.

O is for Ong Shao Bin Ida

1) Are you related? No.
2) Could you live with this person? Yes!
3) What school do they go to? Temasek Polythenic
4) Is this person really ugly? NO!
5) Message/Impressions? A smart generous childhood friend i get to know!

P is for Patrick.

1) Have you been to the mall with this person? Yeah, during MHI camp LOL.
2) How about a sleepover with them? NO He is a boy!
3) Does this person have a job? Dunno.
4) Do you meet this person often? Nope.
5) Message/Impressions? Hello Nephew! Its fun talking to you!

Q is for Qi Jian

1) How old were you when you first met the person? 18
2) Have you went holiday with this person? Nope
3) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? I don't even know him LOL.
4) Have you kicked this person's ass? NO.
5) Message/Impressions? Nothing to say to this person.

R is for Rafiqah

1) Have you heard this person sing? Nope.
2) Will she/he repost this? Dunno.
3) When does this person look best? When she smile!
4) Is this person really gorgeous to you? YES!
5) Message/Impressions? A friendly caring fperson I remembered!

S is for Steven.

1) Is this person taller than you? Yeah.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with them? Dunno. Seldom with him.
3) Are they your friend? Yep.
4) How do you react when you first met this person? Oh. Ivy's brother!
5) Message/Impressions? HELLO BLUR HOROSCOPE-TELLER!

T is for Thivya

1) What grade is this person in? Sec 4
2) Would you hug this person? Sure!
3) Do they live close to you? Nope.
4) Have you had grudge against this person? NO!
5) Message/Impressions? A cool girl! Comfortable to talk with :D

V is for Victor Phua

1) Would you do anything for him/her? I will help as much as I can
2) Do you consider them a friend? YES!
3) Have you met any of his/her family? Yep!
4) Is this person lesbain or homo? A gay. LOL KIDDING!
5) Message/Impressions? An intelligent, diligent and and perseverant person! Do cut down your long-windedness =.=

W is for Wei Ling

1) Is this person loud or quiet? I seldom hear her voice but she is "LOUD".
2) Have you seen this person dance? Nope.
3) What color eyes does this person have? Black/Brown. HAHA
4) If this person likes you, would you accept this person? She's a girl lah!
5) Message/Impressions? HELLO! You are a very nice person! :D

X is for Xuehui

1) Is this person taller than you? About the same?
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? Yeah
3) Is this person your friend? I can say so.
4) Does this person annoys you often? Nope!
5) Message/Impressions? Hello! You are very quiet but intelligent :D

Y is for Yushan

1) How old were you when you first met this person? Since young!
2) What do you think of this person? Pretty and taller than me even though she's younger =.=
3) Have you heard this person sing? Yeah! Not bad!
4) Would it happen when this person becomes your tutor? don't think so =/
5) Message/Impressions? Hello my dear cousin! Haven't seen you for so long! =.=

Z is for Zhou Meng

1) Does this person have msn? Yeah.
2) What is their favorite sport? Badminton
3) When did you last see this person? During the celebration of the July peeps this year.
4) Have you told this person your secret before? Yes and No?
5) Message/Impressions? HELLO MUSCULAR WOMAN! HAHA. I missed chatting with you! Got so much to say! Miss you!

I pray to the Lord to give me comfort, even if just putting a pat on my shoulder, while I'm currently facing two crisis. I pray that God will help me win this battle....

what a dull feeling i have

2009-06-24T17:43:00.004+08:00

20TH JUNE WAS THE BEST TIME EVER.

yesh i know i haven't update for quite a long time....

so here i am.

Wat the heck.

As you know, my housing estate now has this lift upgrading so there will be construction running at my area.

Because of this, there will be unwelcomed guests barging into my house.

A very very unpleasant sight.

Obviously, they are INSECTS.

Horrible!!!!

Saw a WARSP flying around in my room one morning.

I stood there like a statue.

Luckily it flew off through the window. I quickly closed it.

After preparing my things for my bathing time, I went out of the living hall

and saw that SAME FREAKING BIG WARSP.

Flying around like its own home.

WTH!!

I don't dare do anything cos its a dangerous insect!

I just helplessly watched it flying around. Then like a few minutes, it finally flew away through the window.

I quickly closed it. STUPID!

A few days ago, spotted an adult coacroach just outside a small rectangular hole below where the stove place stood at the kitchen. HORRIBLE. I think because it felt my presence, it quickly hid back into that hole.

AS I CANNOT STAND INSECTS, I grabbed the insect killer sprayer thing AND SPRAY INTO THAT HOLE. NO MERCY! LET IT DIE INSIDE.

Two days ago, saw another weird looking insect on the kitchen floor.*@$&@(*&@(*

I killed it with a thick newspaper and even STEPPED ON it to make sure IT DIE!

I don't understand whats so nice about insect and why some people LOVE insect.

Those horrible goldfish-like eyes. Disgusting feeble wringling so creepily. Yucky legs that made my hair stands when it land on my skin. They even looked horrible when eating up a prey.

How horrible.

ANWAY!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS.

dull feeling i get.

school's reopening next week...

Haven't finish my homework.....

coped up with other things.........

tuition homework......

=.=

AAAAARGGGGHHHHHH.

Ivy and I didn't went for ART LESSON TODAY.

Initially, we wanted to attend but the next morning, i woke up feeling awful as though i was lacking of sufficient sleep.

Smsed her. She also agreed. Both of us agreed not to turn up!

BAD OF US HOR.

Our teacher won't be there anyway.

Had to quarantine herself for a week though she was back.

wahahahahaaaa.

But tomorrow we are definetely turning up.

(:

stupid art project.

booo.

2009-05-28T18:33:00.003+08:00

Listen to this!

A great masterpiece from Mozart.

I love how everything flows from a mix of dramatic and intense emotion to some seemingly mad and anguished with parts of joy and happiness.

I don't have school today.

Its Results Day!

I had to finish up my F&N coursework.

Planning recipes to cook for children.

Yummy =.=

STRESS!

WAHHH ):

no mood to update anything else.

GOD PLEASE GUIDE ME!

sentosa for cy party

2009-05-17T17:59:00.003+08:00

I had great fun at Chanying's party on 16 May 2009!

AT SENTOSA!!

Before that, Ms Chia gave us a ride to Aljunied! Well because we claimed we had HI check-up so we had to leave earlier

Coincidentally, Ms Chia was also heading to Aljunied to meet her friend.

WAAH.

Wasted alot of time to avoid having her to suspect us =.=

REACHED SENTOSA.

We celebrated Chanying's birthday first. CAKE, DRINKS, PHOTOS

I'm not going to detail every single thing that happened on that day

So lazy sia.

BUT.

We had lots of fun man!!!

Play games, at the sea etc etc. Crazy crazy!

I even got "baptised" at the sea. HAHA.

WOOT!

Then it was time for us to bath as it was already evening.

Wah liao, the girls' restroom, we had to wait freaking long for our turn! Took like 35 mins to wait! I bet by the time it was finally our turn to occupy the bathroom, the boys had already finished their baths =.=

Some of them waited for us and we all rushed to Dhoby Ghaut, where we planned to have sushi buffet.

And due to time consumption, we were only given 1 hour to have our dinner!

The dinner gathering was GREAT!

But maddening. My gosh.

At the end of the day, we had our last photo before heading home.

IM SO TIRREEEEDD!

Tml had to wake up again for music lessons. AISH.

Back to school again ):

MOTHER'S DAY!

2009-05-10T18:29:00.007+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL!

I bought a lovely blue flower (REAL ONE) and a card specially for mummy!

One young girl wrapped it up and placed it on the cashier's desk.

I was all ready to pay up
but another lady who is probably the owner of the flower shop,

said, NO NEED TO PAY, FOR YOUR MUMMY (:

I was like abit confused but i couldn't believe it.

Whoa but not that surprising hor!

My mother love it!

We helped each other decorate the small vase for the flower

shit lah, i should have gotten more flowers instead of one =.=

but i told her

"This flower represents ME! Your only daughter! HEHE"

I even gave a kiss on mummy's cheek!

>.< MUM, I LOVE YOU!

Yesterday ( Saturday)
I went for church service
During the service, there was a drama made specially for all MOTHERS.

The drama was so touching and funny at the same time. I loved it.

If only my mum could come, but since she did not want to, I respected her choice.

Alright, my parents and I are going off to try out a japanese restaurant at Clementi just specially for MUMMY!

So what about you?

Even if you are very busy,

just a small simple gift

will make your mummy happy (:

WHEN IS FATHER'S DAY?

coming mid year exams

2009-05-04T21:13:00.003+08:00

I HAVE ENGLISH MID YEAR EXAM TOMORROW!

RAAAHH!!

ONLY ONE FOR THIS WEEK.

heh.

May is already here.

How time flies!

Two months later...

PRELIMS!

OOOHH MYYYY GOOOSSHH!!

RACHEL KOH YUE TING.

PLEASE REFRAIN FROM EXCESSIVE COMPUTERING.

GOD WILL HELP YOU IF YOU HELP YOURSELF.

YOU HAVE NOT BEEN TOUCHING THOSE damned BOOKS

OKAY YOU DID OPEN AND READ BUT NOTHING WENT INSIDE YOUR HEAD.

PLEASE BUCK UP!

I KNOW GOD WILL BE BY MY SIDE!

FIGHTING!

ALRIGHT, IM GOING TO SLEEP EARLY NOW!

TO THOSE TAKING THEIR MID YEAR EXAMS,
ALL THE BEST!!!

korean addict again

2009-04-26T23:47:00.006+08:00

Watching GET KARL! OH SOO JUNG!

Not Boys Over Flowers (BOF)

And i haven't even complete all the BOF episodes.
It will be on hiatus till I finish Get Karl! episodes as the total is only 16 eps (:

Oh gosh, one show after another. Actually.... Before watching Get Karl!, I was watching Likeable or Not haftway. LOL!

I'm so addicted to korean drama alright! =.=

In addition, I still have my list of animes, waiting for me to continue watching the ongoing episodes. HEHE :D

Today, in the late afternoon, I attended music theory lesson. My teacher went through an exercise on Perfect, Imperfect, Plague and Interuppted Cadence to fill in the chords for the Soprano, Alto, Tenor and Bass (positions for a choir)

Wah liao, getting harder lah. I was like ZZZZ here and there, and wished that I was at home right now watching my current korean drama and chatting online.

ITS REALLY LATE NOW ):

Chanying and I were like "reminding" at each other to make ourselves go to bed, yet none of us made the move.

LOL

Anyway, I will be having Camp Corri on the 28th - 30th April (Tuesday to Thursday), and I am SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. To heck with seminar or whatever talks at school for the whole day =/

BUT

the good thing is, after thursday, is FRIDAY'S LABOUR DAY!!!

GREAT!!

I CAN SLEEP MORE! OH, MY BEAUTY SLEEP!! ♥♥♥♥♥

Praise the Lord for the change in the Camp Corri's day setting!

ALRIGHT, SHALL STOP HERE. BYE FOR NOW! UPDATE SOON AGAIN :D

captainball fun!

2009-04-22T23:38:00.009+08:00

Last Tuesday, I had my 2.4km run.

It was my first time not stopping even once for a walk.

I just ran and ran.

Along with Ivy. I wanted to stop but when I saw her running and not stopping, I also pushed myself harder. She also felt the same way. Hahaha.

While I was at the first route, I saw Diyana, Joyce, Chanying and Janice at the second route, on their way to the finishing line! Hahaha, we jiayou each other as we past.

We ran. From the start all the way to the finishing line

At first, Weiling was much faster than us! PRO MAN. Ivy and I ran at constant speed. While we were running. we saw Weiling up ahead. She was already tired and walking =.=

We said JIAYOU and ran off leaving her behind. LOL. She was damn tired. All her energy had been used up. lol.

After I past by the finishing line, I was breathing SOOO HARD for air! My heart kept pounding rapidly. So exhausted man. But after about 2 mins, I suddenly felt better. Quite fast. I felt that this year 2.4km run was much better than the past four years. Not because of not stopping once. I think it was because of the age. The time shorten as you get older.

After the 2.4km, all of us (HI girls sec 1,2,3,4,5) gathered somewhere where we placed our bags there. Some of us played on the see-saw. It reminds me of my childhood days! AHH, HOW I MISSED THOSE INNOCENT TIMES WHEN I WAS YOUNGER! FREE AND HAPPY! =.=

After roughly 2 hours, we all went home together
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TODAY (WEDNESDAY) I had captainball game at Tampines!

SO FUN! We laughed so much and played here and there like mad.

But some of us had injuries.

Chanying's finger was still hurting even since last year's sport camp. Poor her.

Ivy and I crashed onto each other while looking at that stupid ball.

Then Janice and Layling. Janice's butt or hips got hurt while Layling's lower jaw knocked on Janice's butt/hips.

Aiyo =.=

After spending 3 hours there, we all went home. The rest of us went to tampines mall while weiling and ivy went back.

Spent sometimes there and I left earlier as I had tuition at 8pm and I had to hurry home for dinner. My brain was so tired after one and a haft hour of math session =.= AHHHHHH

I WANT JUNE HOLIDAY!!!! NO, NOT TO PLAY PLAY HOR. I WANT TO GET MY BEAUTY SLEEP AND MAKE USE OF THAT TIME TO STUDY!!

Anni even planned to go East Coast Park one of the days at June...................

I was like =.= Im definetely not going.

I already felt so bad going out often for the past few months already. I sometimes did not have time for self-study as I had other things to do. OMG LAH. Even now i am still going out. For example, to the church, Dgen band etc. But it shouldn't be too bad now because that was only for weekends.

O LEVELS.

MUST TAHAN.

AHHH.

"sunless" sunday

2009-04-19T22:53:00.007+08:00

"I hate sunday, because tomorrow is monday"

It gives me the feeling of exploring in a tropical forest.

I was the one who capture this moment!
HAHAHA!

=.=

Anyway, yesterday (Saturday) I went to Hauen's church for the service

Again.........................

I'm so impressed by the drama based on the topic we learned at the service!!

I should bring popcorn next time

HAHA.

But most importantly, I have learned many things from there.

The marriage, career, how to balance them etc etc.

After that, WING, a taiwanese singer was invited by CHC to perform

He als shared with us his experiences with Christ.

There's one time he spent four years and still had no idea what to write a song (he is a songwriter)

Then, i forgot what experience he went through that made him accept Christ

When he accepted Christ shortly after that or maybe longer than that, one day, an idea struck him.

He was speaking in chinese so yeah, Hauen's cellgroup leader, Huimei explained to me but my right ear's hearing was profound so it was kinda hard to catch some words but nevermind =.=

So, he was able to compose and many people love his songs.......

I wish DBSK was there instead.

hehe!

After that, had dinner, then had bible salvation study for an hour.

Alamak, somehow something triggers me and makes me laugh. Dorothy's "lah lor lah" speaking sounds funny. Then Huimei took over. Somehow there, we both ended up laughing at dunno what thing. I think i was the one who started first. For Sap, I dunno if he saw what happened cos he was quite "out" of the gathering. Er, i dunno how to elaborate it lah. Damn quiet guy.

Okay, call me weird. I am indeed weird sometimes

Ayio, i think i was influenced by that CRAZY laughters I had with Ivy when we were imitating DBSK's songs

it was so hilarious that we both "rock" our body so much. Even had tears of laughters. It was really funny. Even diyana already laughed so hard when we showed her some part of it.
=.=

Man, I should control my laugh. No, i wasn't laughing at the bible study. How can laugh about it right? It was other stuffs.

Closed. Went home together.

Actually, during the service, I kinda miss my friends. Would be great if you were around.

HAHA, cos im used to being with you guys more (: MISS YOU!

SKIP! =.=

Went for music lessons.

Then met Hauen at City hall.

She accompanied me to take photos for my Art coursework.

Kinda boring cos it was like, I had to act like someone who LOVES nature so much.

Anyway, not gonna put my photos here. They are meant for my art!

Actually I will, but only some and not now. I gotta sleep now.

School tomorrow

AIISSH!!

i understand now..

2009-04-17T15:51:00.013+08:00

That same person, Ivy, whom I asked about the question beside others, today, at school, after hearing her words, I started to understand better. Its quite a long post because we had been talking about it for almost an hour? I think it should be less than that.

She said this:
You think just becoming a christian and doing good things, you will immediately go to heaven? No such thing, if that happens, then everyone will do the same thing. Then everything will be perfect. Then Heaven will be so crowded. Once you die, you are dead already. Why must still care which one to go even after your death? You can't feel any pain after you already die.

Jiayi once told me about the rules of Hell in her buddhist side. Like the torturous methods, and even the 18 levels of Hell. I don't believe in it because how could those people who first made that rule of Hell, find out about it? HOW did they find out? We don't know at all! Who knows they might be making up stories so that it will scare you and make you do good things for your own good?

If you don't believe in God, you will go to hell? Where got such thing? Then that means if I don't wear this shirt because I don't want to, I go to hell arh? I don't even think there must be hell and heaven. But if you go to hell, go to hell lah. If you go to heaven, go to heaven lah. Its destiny. How to change when you die? Same goes for me too cos everyone will die in the end mah.

The purpose of going to church is to learn more about God, not to force yourself to believe him just so that you can go to heaven.

If you think God can do everything for you, then we might as well don't need to study. Just pray to God for good results, thats all. I once did that when I was young, I keep praying, never study. Then exams came, I keep failing.. Thats why its best to believe in yourself and not God because if you don't, even God can't help you. Thats why when you can believe in yourself, you start to believe in God in same way.

God is more of a miracle. There's one time my family, my relatives and I could not find a taxi from an airport (I don't know which country; here or m'sia) and it was very late, like around 2am plus. No taxi sign at all. We took really long to find one. Then we all crowded to pray together. Then about a few seconds later, many taxi came! Its quite a big number. When we all took one and left that place, I could still see more taxi going in, like never end. And there's not alot of people because its so late. Amazing right?! Because its a miracle!

As for that friend of Steven, who knows that friend actually BLUFFED him? You should know that Steven is really stupid. Alot of people like to fool him, you know. He always everytime believe this and that. He even believe in black magic =.= (Ivy used to complain alot of incidences whereby steven was always fooled and always doing dumb things etc LOL)

So don't worry so much! Just study, be happy, and live our life is good enough!

This is exactly what my mother said to me. Especially the part where she and ivy said the same thing "Believe in yourself, because if you don't, even God can't help you"

My mother also said "Its guideline is to help change you into a better person, thats all"
Anyway after that discussion, Ivy asked me the last time "So do you want to believe in God?"

I said "Yes. After your explanation, I finally understood. Nevertheless, I will still believe in Him."

But most importantly, I should believe in myself first.

She even said I cried for nothing =.= I do admit being silly but who doesn't care for their loved ones?! Anyway, thanks Ivy!! :D

And Jinwen, its okay for the "spamming". I also understood your point. After seeing your comment, I suddenly feel inspired to cherish even more to those around me. And I want to make my parents even happier than before, that is to pass my O levels, work hard and provide them so they can retire happily and have good life under my care. Thanks for ur tag! :D

And Hau En, thanks! Its my choice. I will still continue to believe in God because I hope with the help of it, I can become a better person. So see you tomorrow at Pioneer! :D

scary

2009-04-16T21:04:00.025+08:00

Steven, if you happened to see my blog and read this post, don't be so surprised. I copied one recent post from your blog and decided to use it for my topic. I hope you don't mind...

FROM STEVEN'S BLOG

I had a chat with my friend and he told me a story
of his near-death experience…

During his grandma’s funeral wake, my friend was on pillion behind his cousin, riding on bike.
They got accident nearby his grandma’s funeral wake.
My friend almost died as his cousin told him that his eyes were opened stationary or didn’t blink for 2-3 mins

His cousin tried to wake him up by shaking my friend’s body.
By then, he had regained conciousness

He said, he saw his grandma walking on long white path with no surrounding
as if he’s in space during his unconciousness…
However after seeing his grandma, he realised he was being held by two persons.
They were white and black guards…

omg!
like his soul was leaving the body…

Here’s messages continuing…

He : kind of path you saying? u know the path where u have to walk very far till u see the overhead bridge to hell
Me : straight white path?
He : ya
He : my cousin shaking me hard, making me to regain conciousness
He : and telling me that he tot I died as my eyes were opened
Me : u saw grandma go…
Me : to hell?
He : ya but only saw her walking on path
He : that made me curious to follow her
He : but thank to my cousin who shook my body de

my god…
I tried to ask him to go to church better and pray as he has no religion
but he don’t keen in any religion.
-_-

My friend…
I will pray for you…

I don't know why but after I read it, i suddenly broke into tears.

I kept crying and crying.

I started to worry for my parents.

I don't want my parents to be like his grandma. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW THAT THEIR SOULS ARE ACTUALLY WALKING OT THE PATH TO HELL AFTER THEY ARE GONE.

I feel so terribly hurt now.

I told myself, don't take it to heart so seriously. Maybe it's not that serious. Maybe it doesn't mean for all those who are non-christians. Maybe that friend was only dreaming? Maybe he was pulling a joke? Maybe his grandma used to do bad things in the past so thats why she still go to hell even though it had been YEARS ago before she reached at old age? Erh but what if like what Hauen mentioned; One may not have done anything wrong at all but evil still hang around them? That can apply to that grandma? Maybe this.. maybe that....

But... that scene was an accident, his friend tried to wake him up, saw what happened, everything..... how can I ever convince myself when the evidence was already there?

I wondered how that grandma felt when she was walking to the path to hell. Was she mentally prepared because she knew about this or perhaps she seriously don't know anything at all, doesnt feel anything at all, only her spirit do the work for her since she was already dead? That kind of power... Just like having you to try to remember your past life but you can't because your spirit erased it on your memory and only that spirit of yours know ALL the memories it had gone through. Just that you don't have to know.. Oh wait, what if it actually meant for the body only? What if the grandma was just curious, walk and walk on the path until she sees Hell and when she realise it was Hell, what is she going to do? How will she feel?

I do wish i have the power to see everything in Hell and everything in Heaven. Wow, just who am I then? Can God do that? Seriously, if only Satan didn't exist. DAMN HIM.

I even spoke to Steven about it. He mentioned that friend got minor cuts n both legs.

I was like "With minor cuts on both legs, he can actually still nearly died?"

He replied "Probably knocked out. Im not sure...."

·s†eveŋ· ™ ★ тнe1Ч†нSкy says:
but it's true story after all

[ ``Ra|iNz`` ]²² DBSK ♥ • 라이첼 • 许悦婷 • says:
he really not lying right?

·s†eveŋ· ™ ★ тнe1Ч†нSкy says:
he's not...

Anyway, Steven's friend is a hearing impaired (HI)

I even asked around about this question "When one who is not a Christian doesn't do anything wrong, why wouldn't he/she go to heaven?" Of course I'll ask those who are christians, not to non-christians. I don't wish to scare them........

Some like hauen and victor gave answers such that some people do go to hell due to various reasons

While some others' answers are different but maybe thats to comfort me? Or it could be really their own opinions.

Why must it be NOW? Why in the world did I have to open Steven's blog and read this shocking post? Was it just a concidence? Or was God really trying to tell me something and it was fate that I stumbled upon the post? Maybe He want to let me know as soon as possible so that I will be prepared and to have my parents be christians too?

I have just accepted Christ (SALVATION) a few days ago and now I'm facing and thinking of all possibilites about Christ, the outcome of Christ, the consequences of not being Christ/being a Christ (do bad things) and etc, coming from all the things I have heard, seen and felt from my past experiences and during these few days after I accepted Christ. What is this....

I don't know man..... I don't want to think anymore.......

I better get a grip on myself.

God please hear me out. I don't want that to happen to my parents if it were ever true..

God, what do I do???

GUYS, WHAT DO I DO? Am I taking things too seriously?

I really love my parents.

I know it takes time but for how long? I won't know for I can't see the future......

I apologise if my post is disturbing you in any way.

TWO AT ONE GO

2009-04-13T22:09:00.006+08:00

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING!!!!

Especially, Joyce, everytime she opened this link, always see the same old post and that picture of the dying chicken LOL.

ANYWAY

I HAD LOTS OF FUN ON 11 APRIL 2009

We had MHI Captainball Competition.
We played fair and square and everyone had fun :D

My team, HOT KIMCHI, won the 3rd place!!!!

Lakkshna and Beile came along to support! I have not seen them for quite a long time!

Joyce was in my team, and even though she was not involved, she was a GREAT CHEERLEADER!

Thats why she did deserved the medal too! :D

During the game, I was pretty nervous because I was not that good at sports.

My team fought with TWl's team. They are damn pros!! COOL.

Then we had a break. Jiayi, me, Diyana kept discussing about our roles. Even asked Lakkshna and Beile tospot our mistakes.

Then the next round, we fought with WaterAusties (Hauen's team)

We fought hard and won the 3rd place!

I was better at being a goalkeeper than a player. All I had to do was stand there and catch catch catch LOL.

I was surprised that just after Diyana told me the strategy of a goalkeeper, I suddenly adapted quickly and managed to catch the ball all the time. I must have been "motivated" by Diyana??? Perhaps I was kinda lost at that time and when she told me the direction, I was able to buck up. Beside me, Jiayi, Chanying and Diyana were great players! And Ivy, always the great defender due to her freaky height!

I once saw Chanying's FIERY EYES when she moved like a cat and snatched the ball swiftly! Like SHIOK man (even Jiayi's blog said too)

The boys did well too! I forgot who won the 1st place. Leon's team...?

Anyway, TWL's team won the 1st place! (As expected!)

Zm's team won 2nd place! (Zhoumeng, i know you may be dissappointed but you did your best! At least it is still SILVER! There will always be NEXT TIME. Just work harder until you got your goal. Don't brood so much lah okay?)

My team, HOT KIMCHI won the 3rd place!

Hauen's team got the consolation prize (You guys did a great job too!)

The most important thing was we all did not harbour any bad intentions or bear grudges against one another. Even Patrick Ong mentioned that we were there to have FUN and also a time to interact with one another freely as we had the whole day.

After the competition, we had lunch and shortly after that, the rain suddenly poured on us! OH MY GOD LAH. All of us were rushing back to MHI like mad. I shared an umbrella with Jiayi and while she carried the umbrella, my job was to carry three packed lunch! They kept bouncing here and there and even slipped off my arms! The food looked so PATHETIC =.=

But I thanked God that the rain came only after the competition was over and we had our lunch. It was like, the Water God was given an order by God not to release the rain until we completed the race. HEHEHE. PRAISE THE LORD.

After spending some time at MHI to wash ourselves up, we had dinner. JIAYI HAD TO LEAVE! *pout* WHY MUST YOU LEAVE? EVEN DINNER TIME WITH US WAS NOT SPARED?! When you had to leave, I was like IM GONNA MISS YOU ALREADY! :(

We hanged around at arcade near Dhoby Ghaut MRT station. We had fun pitting against each other and chatting at the same time!

I was very impressed by Patrick's PRO SKILLS when he could defeat all opponents and even completed the whole stages! Why was i impressed for? Cos I am a GAMER TOO! I wanna learn those techniques of the buttons to target the right POWER!!!!! I fought with him once and I lost instantly. HAHAHA. I'm gonna challenge you again!

Juncong, Ernest and Steven had a hard time competing with Zhoumeng. She won all the time! I laughed so hard when the boys lost. Their face expressions were so FUNNY I tell you! Juncong arh, he kept venting his anger on the machine.

BANGED HIS FISTS SO LOUD. People stared at him so hard. JUNCONG, RELAX LAH! =.=

After that, Beile and I had to go home. Had fun chatting with her all the way (:

===================================================================

GOOD FRIDAY'S EVENT

Hauen invited me to celebrate Easter Day at her City Harvest Church.

I was all ready to leave the house and took a walk instead to Aljunied MRT as I still got a bit of time left and will reach PIONEER on time. OMG. SO FAR MAN. MY FIRST TIME HOR.

While i was almost at my destination, ONE OF MY SHOE BROKE!! THE HOOK THING....THE THING THAT IS BETWEEN YOUR TWO TOES, like that of a slippers, IT CAME OFF!!! I WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!! It was such an unbelieveable state. How can I expect myself to walk like that all the way to Pioneer? I had to walk back home again. WASTED ALOT OF TIME.

I felt so paiseh leh. I don't wanna take taxi cos its so near. Luckily not so many people around. But got look at me lah, cos i walked like an cripped person =.= OMG LAH, I was sooooo fed up please. ARGGGH!!!!!

Rushed home, changed new shoes and ran like mad to the busstop, to the MRT and to Pioneer!

Somehow I had to thank God. Why? If I did not walk to Aljunied MRT and took a bus instead, what if the shoe broke when i was already at Pioneer? An even worse state. Cos I planned to have dinner with Hauen after the celebration, which mean i had to walk around alot.

I had to drop off at Clementi and took a taxi as instructed by Hauen cos I'm gonna be late already. She offered to pay the taxi fare for me. I felt so bad man. Blame on my luck. But in hauen's blog, she also felt bad =.= you go read hers.

There, I WAS LIKE SHIOK EVERYWHERE. There was even a "concert-like stadium+ inside her church. When the door opened, MY JAWS DROPPED

SO MANY PEOPLE WERE THERE. It looked as if they are all the FANS and they were awaiting their favourite star idol on stage. I AM SERIOUS MAN.

I met Hauen's cellgroup.

Her leader, Hui Mei (she damn pretty!)
Zhao Hui (IVY, CHANYING, DIYANA, JIAYI AND ALL, she knows DBSK, SUJU AND BIGBANG! COOL!!!!)
Dorothy
Potae (a guy's name. he damn talkative)
Beatrum (a guy)
Adrian
and some more others, I forgot already liao.

There was even a DRAMA! WHOA LIAO, THEY ACTED DAMN GOOD LEH! They should be actors and actresses HAHA. The drama was invested $1 million! NO WONDER LAH. EVERYTHING WAS LIKE SO PERFECT OKAY. I had fun man. The CEO of CHC (city harvest church) Pastor Kong, shared Christ to all of us. Blah blah blah. Skip!

I don't wanna be so long-winded. Okay, then he instructed everyone to close their eyes and raised up their hand if they want to accept Christ as SALVATION and come forward.

I very much wanted to yet i dun feel ready at the same time. At the last minute, I finally went. I felt peace in me man but i know its not enough.

OKAY BLAH BLAH BLAH. SKIP.

I had dinner with Hauen and her cellgroup. Had fun with them. Talked to them. Then it was gonnabe late, so many of us went home. Hauen and I carried on our roaming at Orchard for a short while and went home.

I HAD A GREAT TIME (:

MY HANDS ARE TIRED FROM THESE LONG LONG POST. BYEEE!

lalalala~

2009-03-29T13:38:00.005+08:00

Hearing SUU'S SORRY SORRY again!

This is what will happens when too much stress pressurise us

Hmm nothing to talk about today.

BORING.

I'll talk about last friday's event

Hmmm.

Went to MHI for self-studying

I'm not quite happy

I can't concentrate properly with so many people making noises

Especially the boys.

In the end, I did a few questions and ended up playing "BBQ" soccer game

So I don't know if I still will go to MHI again next Friday for self-studying after so much distraction. Aish. But when Anthony finally found a new tutor for me, I'll definetely go to MHI.

Then all of us went for late dinner at MAC (omg, im getting sick of fast food...)

At that time, I realised I was quite quiet at certain areas.

Especially when the boys and girls are talking real fast with lots of signings. Also, they got many things to talk about which I'm not aware.

When some of them left, leaving Joyce, me, patrick, arthur and a few more here, I was looking at Joyce and Ernest mentioning about Fast & Furious. At that time, I don't want to feel left out so I quickly added something about FF. From there, the three of us talked among ourselves.

Then all of us went home together. Ernest and I started talking all the way to the MRT.

I realised that at that point, it was hard for me to understand/catch up with their fast signing or lip reading, and I also sometimes can't understand what they were trying to speak so I ended up pretending to understand when I don't know what they are talking about. But overall, I managed to get their point. So we were still able to carry on the talking.

Aiyo.

I do realise that sometimes I am not good with people, depending on the situations.

Oh well but whatever it is, I will still try my best to join in. Who wants to feel left out?

And nobody likes to talk to a hermit (:

regarding to a friend

2009-03-26T21:23:00.012+08:00

SCHOOL RESUME AGAIN!

OH GOSSHH.

I WANT HOLIDAY AGAIN!!

JUNE, PLEASE COME FASTER!!!

CMON CMON!!!

But i am obedient because I am pushing myself up as much as I can.

LOL HAHA :D

My friends and I even plan to study together during June.

We just hope we don't talk too much =X

ANYWAY.....

TO A FRIEND:

PLEASE BE MORE SENSIBLE.

Everyone is advising you

You know that and im sure you are aware of whats going on.

I'm sure you want to be more positive and not to be so depressed.

But are you really trying?

IF YOU ARE REALLY TRYING THEN SHOW US!

How can you expect us to see it when you are even helping yourself yet?

I really can't take it anymore when I see you continuing like this.

I'm getting irritated you know? And I'm getting more worried as well.

Everyone have their problems.

Just put your problems aside and concentrate on your studies first okay?

After exams are over, you got all the free time to sort out everything.

Even I'm also doing that, because I don't want my own personal problems to affect my studies

I dunno if you are reading my blog now. If you are, I hope you can think about it.

I see you as my friend. I'm not enjoying scolding you. Who likes to scold?

I really care about you, everyone else do too!

So please.

SUPERJUNIOR

After complaining of the same old lines been repeated.....
I'm starting to like Superjunior SORRY SORRY now

I think its because of......

THE VIDEO!

Whoa sia, the dance is SO DAMN COOL!!

I haven't seen my DONGHAE OPPA for quite a while already HAH

I WANNA DANCE LIKE THEM TOO

hahhaha XD

Mow the dancing video matches the song too

hehehe.

stupid march holiday

2009-03-16T23:04:00.005+08:00

MARCH HOLIDAY IS NOT A HOLIDAY TO ME

MANY THINGS TO DO

THIS AND THAT

I am going crazy

ONE WEEK IS NOT ENOUGH!

ZZZ.

IM LOOKING FORWARD TO 18 MARCH.

DISTRESS!

:D

AISH, I BETTER STOP HERE

AND DO MY STUPID HOMEWORKS

AND SLEEP

GOD, PLEASE GUIDE ME ALWAYS!

I WANT TO HAVE A PEACEFUL SLEEP TONIGHT.

NO MORE COUGHING PLEASE ):

no mood to update things i wanna load here. next time.

sickkk

2009-03-12T23:56:00.008+08:00

I GOT A SORE THROAT.

oh mannn....

Yesterday went to A-Z Building to send my flute for repair. Then rushed off for tuition with Erni.

I understood better in some of the parts in one topic which we were going through.

At that time, I had a cough. My throat was pretty dry when I woke up first thing in the morning, especially when I simply swallow, the throat seemed....pressurized.

Erni was really nice to make me a honey which is effective for my cough >.< She even went and gave me that box of honey imported from New Zealand. I declined her offer and told her it was really okay as I got medicine or herbal stuffs at home but she still insisted that I take it. I was really grateful towards her...

That honey was effective because shortly after I drank it, my cough subsided. I hardly coughed for haft a period with Erni and the whole period with Victor. COOL HOR?

During piano lesson with Victor. I went on to the harder part of the Fur Elise. Yeah still AT FUR ELISE. I don't have keyboard/piano at home so things are a little slow. A few times I felt kinda bored because of the same old song but patience is the key!!!!!

Victor demonstrated the piano piece which I gave him for my grade 8 flute exam and he was doing pretty fine after a few practices! There's another flute score with the piano piece but I told him we go through that current piece first. I don't wish to give everything at one go or else he will be even more busier with two piano scores to handle beside work and other stuffs.

..............

TODAY I WOKE UP AROUND 1030AM.

I felt better after a long rest but still not that good due to the cough. Because of that, I can't go for sushi with my SAC classmates. SHEESH. I MISS SUSHI! Awwww.. I bet Ivy and Weiling are having sushi fun. ENVY THEM =.=

Today gonna collect my flute, OMG I MISS IT SO MUCH! I was so damned worried for my beloved flute, whether it would be in good hand.

After that, attend Dgen band practice. Sigh, many things to do...

Shall end here... i gotta go now....

YOYPO

2009-03-08T18:25:00.004+08:00

STRESS

This infamous word will be staying with me till the last paper of O level.

But of course I should try to relax at times

I once read a book related to life written by Andrew something

I quite liked it when he quote this
A boy said "My life is in a mess"
"No, boy, your life is in a mess because you think it is!"

There are times I feel great pressure in me but I will keep reminding myself not to think like that or else the burden will worsen.

I do worry that when some are lucky, the others are not so lucky to pass their O levels even though they worked so hard for it. Do luck really counts sometimes? Like you know, some have smooth lifestyles even if they didn't do much while some have to go through the hard way to get a good life.

Well, whatever it is, I MUST FOCUS ON WHAT I AM DOING NOW. EVERYTHING I DO IS FOR O LEVEL AND GET GOOD MARKS OUT OF IT!

JIA YOU TO ALL OF YOU TOO! WORK HARD AND DON'T BE LAZY!

Yesterday's SPARKZ was pretty fun, although some parts are a litte boring, for instance, PLANT LESSON. Talk about plant. Talk about biology =.=

AND SHIT, at that time i had to leave around 4pm to check the repairment service for my flute, when i left, THE REAL FUN BEGAN!! I mean, i asked Ivy how it was in the end, and she said I missed the BIG FUN the moment i left. HAIZ, but at least i had my fun too :D

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SPORT CAMP, GUYS!!! YOYO!!

And after that, i went for Dgen band practice.

We practiced till 9pm plus! WHOA. But the practice was good. I tried on that CONGA drum piece which you have to use your hands to do the beating, along with Lily and Hauen playing Lord of the Dance. The sound combination is really nice, although the conga can be replaced by another type of drum, a better one. Dunno whats the name bah!

Ended at 930pm LOL!

And when we left the place, Diyana was still practising her martial art

LOL! just kidding :D

And, music theory is kinda burdening me. Beside thinking of studies, still think of that damn theory. My theory exam is on 14 march! WAT THE HECK LAH. My teacher also asked us to think about it if we wanna proceed to Grade 6 theory which is on the advanced level because the minimum is grade 5. So yeah. I might as well continue theory liao, i don't like to stop haftway, then everything I learned is wasted.

THREE MORE DAYS TO HOLIDAY!!! (no school on thursday and friday) WHOA!!

photoshopdd

2009-03-02T01:03:00.002+08:00

WE, THE FANS OF DBSK

LOL

okay im done for today

IM TIREDDDDD

chatting so much with my friends

havent even open any websites like youtube to listen

LOLLL.

Tml gonna study with my friends at CENTRAL PUBLIC LIBRARY?

Enjoy AIRCON!!

Kay, i gotta sleep.

moress

2009-02-26T21:25:00.006+08:00

JIAYI!

hahahah look like chubby tomboy

xD

and now waiting for Zhoumeng's

I already done hers, another round

and she went offline suddenly

=.=

must catch you online you again!

muahahaha.

Okay im quite fine, alittle tired though

Today so many people nag at me

One nag about my untidy hair, my pimples

One nag at me to come to school tomorrow even though it was mass thing (haft day period for some prayer day; my school is Catholic)

Another nag at my whatever something i do (forgot wats that)

nag nag nag

Whats wrong with me man? zzzz

Guys.
DON'T BECOME A MOTHER SO SOON
YOU ARE STILL YOUNG
RELAX.

During biology lesson, the last period

I saw Mr Hamzah wore his suit like a DOCTOR

With one thick black string handing around his neck and into his pocket

I told my seating partner about his outfit

She giggled

Then Mr Hamzah overheard me!

I guess my voice was a little too loud.

He looked at me and say "I look like a doctor erh?"

My partner, Elean and I smiled back at him and she even tell him why he looked like one etc etc.

LOL.

My seat was just in FRONT of the teacher's table by the way =.=

While Mr Hamzah was teaching,

MY EYES FELT SO HEAVY, I COULDN'T HELP BUT TO TAKE A REST

infront of him somemore =.=

Ivy also feel so sleepy

Weiling I dunno, was far behind on my left, so lazy to turn around too much.

But he did not mind

he saw many of us looking lethagic and let us off for 5 minutes before the school bell rings!! WHOOOAA.

AND TODAY, IT RAINED!!!

Yesterday it rained too

And as usual, i did not bring my umbrella.........

Of course i will get soaked since i had no choice

BUT I AM STRONG!!

No "ARCHOO!"

LOL!

FIGHTING RACHEl' O' BODY!

If my bag is not heavy, I'll bring it.
I dun wanna torture my backbone already.

I also don't like to carry books in my arms, so annoying if I had to get something while still holding onto my books.

Had Food and Nutrition tuition with Erni

I feel sleepy again so i took some sweets from her hehe.

I feel so much better after a few bites sia!

Then had piano practice with Victor

HAHAHA SO FUNNN~~

Thanks for being so patient despite my mistakes been repeated several times xD

Now chatting with my bunchies-whoever-what.

And listening to music

whatever stuffs lor

UPDATE SOON AGAIN :D

korean addict

2009-02-15T20:25:00.003+08:00

I AM WATCHING BOYS OVER FLOWERS NOW :D

the korean version.

HAHAHA

as expected, its an interesting show!

quite similar to the japanese version

but alot of parts they added more stuffs.

I REALLY LOVE the part where theywent to this island in AMERICA

WAH, LUXURY EVERYWHERE.

I feel like going there for hoilday OH MY GOSHH.

of course expensive lah.
Rachel koh, dream on!

but!

maybe my boyfriend can bring me there. HAHA!

okay, i seriously need to control my addiction to korean dramas

REMEMBER WHAT THE KOREANS SAY?

FIGHTING!

Dear God,
please guide me with a peace in my mind!

MORE AND MORE

2009-02-06T23:11:00.014+08:00

Like I mentioned in the previous post
I'll upload the rest of my "boyfriends"!

Reminder: I AM STRAIGHT! (REAL LAH)

YO WEILING!

Is it something like this?
I can't make it longer as there is not enough hair to drag lol.
Im still learning
HAHA.
You look charismatic with long hair! Like XIAH from DBSK. My opinion arh :D

My bubbly dude!

I know you didn't request but I got too excited =X

I feel like you have a TWIN BROTHER xD

I can imagine facing TWO WEILINGS in REAL LIFE. OMG SIA. HAHAHAHA!

This is even worse than Weiling's "long hair"
Hard time doing HAUEN's HAIR. Her hair is really ALOOTT =.=
HAHAHA.

My adorable boy!

Hey, you really reminds me of Maki Horikita, a japanese actress who acted as the main girl in HANA KIMI (japanese version)

=X

SURPRISED?

Our little tomboy has grown into a fine young lady!

xD

Xuehui, i would still need a better pic of you with more hair cos in this pic, ur hair is too short so hard time also.

I feel like some kind of hairdresser specialise for celebrity hairstyle!!

WHOAAAAA.

and IDA, do you really want to have ur hair done?

OH YEAH, IM SORRY JIAYI DARLING.
Give this poor girl a break. Her hands are tired.

Next time I'm online, I WILL DEFINETELY DO YOURS.

And those who asked for DOLL FRINGE OR WHATEVER, LATER OKAY?
U can see the number of photos are limited.

Wow i seriously should earn MONEY from doing these man.

HAHAHA.

MORE MADNESS

2009-02-03T23:19:00.011+08:00

I HAVE BEEN HANGING OUT WITH MY BOYFRIENDS

ARE YOU READY TO SEE MY BOYS?

SHOW TIME!

This is my cool pro skateboarder dude! YOYO

My charming dude! Reminds me of Hero sometimes.

My tallie ideal guy!

My innocent cutie boy!

My dashing boy!

there's still more of my boys but I'm uploading them soon.

The rest are
JIAYI, WEILING, HAUEN, ZHOUMENG
Hmm. OTHERS i will think later cos I need to spare for other things too.

Don't want your face here? Break up with me then.

HAHAHAHA

I sound like a lesbian =.=

RELAX GIRLS. I'm just doing my photoshop homework :D

IN REALITY

I AM NOT A LESBIAN

I AM STRAIGHT!

I LOVE REAL GUYS OKAY!

You all should know me.

rofl.

And if you want your hair to be changed, do tell me, i'm at your service!
Who knows I can help you to imagine how you will look like if you wanna change ur hairstyle?

If long hair, i cut it short!

If short hair, i make it long!

:D

random

2009-01-30T23:08:00.009+08:00

Was computering after a break from studying

I laughed so hard when i see the result done by photoshop

Spot something?!

WAHAHAHA.

So obvious bah!

Yeah i'm MAD. heck care! LOL.

I got some more photos of me having a tomboy hair style but this is enough HAHAHA.

Now Im gonna return to edit some more rubbish :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING

2009-01-26T15:16:00.012+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HERO Jaejoong OPPA!!!

May you stay handsome, pretty, hot and a "mother" always!
Continue cooking delicious meals for DBSK.
Lastly, may your beautiful voice stay this way forever.
Your Singaporean fan will always support you!

You are offically 23 years old!

In Korea, you are 24 years old
(dunno why they jump a year ahead
even though our countries are merely 3hrs apart)

or is my information wrong?! DIYANA!

ANYWAY.

This morning, I went over to YehYeh's house to exchange hongbaos
and wishing everyone a chinese new year.

Wahahaha HONGBAOS :D

Later in the evening, go back again as two families did not come this morning.

Thats why here I am blogging in the afternoon

and watching NARUTO.

Now I realised its actually a GREAT anime!

No wonder its always a NUMBER ONE anime. So popular.

I'm kinda slow this time cos Naruto and Bleach had already released quite long ago but I heard that their episodes were still ongoing like 200 episodes plus! Thats why I am so lazy to check on them.

Now that there isn't any anime to interest me, I decided watching Naruto FIRST.

I wish you guys
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

new shows released (sort of)

2009-01-25T22:47:00.004+08:00

HANA YORI DANGO (KOREAN VER)

WHOA! The trailer is already out!

My cousin smsed me that she saw HANA KIMI in KOREAN VERSION
and she said THAT MAIN GIRL (previously, she acted in Hearts of 19 as Juhua)
is the one acting in it.

I was like ARE YOU SURE? She will have to act as a boy leh!

She replied that she had her hair cut short and not as a boy but girl with F4 boys.
I don't know why she keep saying its HANA KIM HANA KIMI.

Made me confused so i checked and she was wrong after all lah =.=

AHHH Can't wait to watch!!

Hmm, Hye Seon's short hair looks quite good on her.

F4 BOYS!

wooo HYUNGJOONG!!!!

and of cos they look hella better than the taiwanese F4 =X

AND!! AND!!!
HEAVEN'S POSTMAN IS OUT!!!!

The trailer isn't available BUT i saw the title pop out in the Korean list at MYSOJU!!

I excitedly click on it and guess what?

NO EPISODES YET.

WTH.

All my excitement is destroyed =.=

MYSOJU, IM DEPENDING ON YOU, UPLOAD IT ASAP!!

HERO OPPA, IM GONNA SEE YOUR ACTING!!!

bonding-session and art.

2009-01-16T23:38:00.003+08:00

Okay gonna post shortly. Maybe =/

After school, all the HI girls (not all but most) went to the HI meeting.

WHOA! The first thing i saw was PIZZA. So hungry luhs.
TOOK TWO PIECES :D

Mrs Heng gave a talk, especially to the sec 1s

Then we had fun camwhoring and doing funny actions HAHAHA.

Thn, the bonding-sessions.

it was FUN!

but the games somehow confused many of us, including me =.="

But after some observations, I finally understood.

Diyana, I read your blog and I know you are feeling unhappy, not quite though, but I know how its like if people don't listen to you when you were talking and you even had to repeat.

ANYWAY, NEXT TIME, WE'LL PAY ATTENTION OKAY :D

Oh yeah, before we had the game, we did introductions.

When it was my turn, what the heck, about a few metres away, I saw my band conductor.
Hard to escape =.= but gladly did.

But anyway
I hope we can have fun times like this!

ESPECIALLY AFTER O LEVELS.

Today was an exception. At least we could distress once in a while.

For this YEAR 2009,

I have to buck up

Be diligent

Be more alert
thats the problem I often have. Really need to work on that. Aish.

Don't stress myself too much

SLEEP MORE.

Relax when there's a need to.

Don't think too much.
especially negative thoughts cos it'll only affect my studies

Love my subjects
F&N, I WILL LOVE YOU, SO LOVE ME BACK TOO!
Art also! You are now a new member in my family! So please love me too!

Oh yes, Ivy and I are now taking Art as the 6th subject.

There's still ALOT things I need to learn from Art.
ARRGHH.

The reason why I choose Art instead of just sticking to my five subjects or taking Commerce/Business Studies is I'm using it as a backup. In case one of five subjects goes down.

Yes, it is risky.
It could be even TWO subjetcs failed, still left the other 4 passes.
But whats done cannot be undone.

I chose this path and have to make full use of it.

When I look at Hauen, Jiayi and ZM
if they can do it, why can't I?!

I will still focus more on my five subjects and get really good marks out of them.

But i also still have to work hard on Art.

SO IVY
LETS WORK HARD TOGETHER!

JIA YOU

Lastly,
ALL THE BEST TO THE THOSE TAKING N AND O LEVELS!!
Diyana, Joyce, Weiling, Chanying, Ivy and Thivya

LETS WORK HARD TOGETHER!

YOU CAN DO IT TOO!

AND ME TOO :D

ONE MORE.
All the best to the sec 1s!

street ventures

2009-01-11T15:05:00.009+08:00

Recently, I saw an elderly tanned man with messy hair and wearing ragged clothes, selling tissue along the pathway at the MRT station.

When I saw him, my heart would reached out to him whenever I had wild imaginations. I would imagine myself as his mother, and to watch him in this terrible state, would definetely hurt her painfully (if she ever cared for him)... Or he himself is living on his own with no kins and whatever happened in the past has landed him in this state. He probably didn't study and becomes a sweeper, that kinda thing.

Or, I would imagine him as a father. He had children but his children cruelly abandoned him. He had no one. No one to look after him when he gets old. In the end, he had to fend for himself even at his old age and who knows he would die a lonely death.

Then I would wonder whether his children had ever at least thought about him and how he had been doing after many years of separation.

I have this negative thought of thinking that if the children were really heartless and did not even regretted doing it, why bother to get born when they will treat their parents this way? Its like not appreciating your parents for giving birth to you into this world. At least you aren't born a pig or a stray dog. Being born as a human is the luckiest. You can do so many things as a human, God's creation.

But I told myself that there could be reasons for it like the father/mother is a compulsive gambler or abusive, the child always blame the parents for not been able to provide the child's need... have bad childhood memories... etc. In the end, when the child grows up, he was able to provide for himself and he abandoned his parents cos he hated them.

Or put them to elderly folk's home and never to visit ever again. Maybe the child wanted to punish the parents. One day, the parents realised their mistakes and regretted. Beside that, they still wished that the children would at least made a visit and just seeing the children will made them happy. If the children did not, the parents would die with a broken heart and this is something that would be labelled as a "sin" on the children for life. They never do it and now its already gone. Too late to turn back.

Oh yeah, i realised that "sin" actually means disobedience. Not commiting crimes.

I also won't want my partner to be someone who mistreats. What if he does the same thing to my parents or even me?? Then when I have my own children, they will do the same thing to us as a retribution just for him and I have to suffer with him too.

The Straits Times even reported about the old folks having no kins to visit them, even when they are dying. In the hospital I think.

I may not know what really happens to those street ventures but I am just stating what I can possibly imagine as my own view of "reality", yeah, all related to family ties. LOL

Perhaps I treasures family ties and I truly do.

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NOW TO THE WE GOT MARRIED TOPIC!

I just read the latest post from a website which always update Korean entertainments.

HYUNG DON AND TAEYEON WILL BE THE NEXT COUPLE AFTER ALEX AND SHINAE LEFT

Oh my gossshhh..... Taeyeon even mentioned that Hyungdon is an interesting person.

I WAS LIKE "HOLY COW?". Wait till you see how Hyungdon's like when you live with him!!!!

If I were to stay with him for a week, I sure die liao!
End up quarrelling.
Who knows Im more aggressive and throw stuffs at him. MUHAHAHAHA!!

Maybe we shouldn't be too harsh on him. He's the type who can't express himself well.

For instance, when he caused Inyoung and Crown J to be unhappy as he FARTED during dinner, he went to connect the game to the TV cable for Inyoung.

So he did something to make up for it.

Anyway, I hope that Taeyeon and Hyung Don can get along well this time and not repeat another break-up like his first attempt with the japanese girl. LOL. But hyung dong isn't handsome =/

This WGM, I wish it will also happens to ME AND HERO! Omg, as a WGM COUPLE!!!
Im sure he'll becomes the "mother" and me, the "father" or even "his daughter"! For instance, he loves cooking while I don't though i know how to cook!
And feed me with all the love he put on his cooking!!!!
Then we walk to the shopping mall and buy stuffs together. Have fun camwhoring and keep them for memories.
Then we dance together with DBSK songs and drink our fills up.
We can even go to the beach and spend our night there..... AAAAAAHHHH!!!!

That will never happen =.=

Apart from that *blush* wild imagination, I really want DBSK to come over to Singapore to perform!

I really want to see them perform LIVE.
WHY WON'T YOU COME TO SINGAPORE?!?! WHEN WILL YOU COME!

It'll be soooo GREAT if you can do the same for us like going over to that school where the girls were stressed over their exams preparation and you visited them to help them cheer up!!!

:(

AND IM LOVING BOLERO SIA!! OHH THOSE LOVELY VOICES!!!!

kkk, go back to watch WGM. BYES!

BACK FROM PRISON

2009-01-09T21:28:00.004+08:00

YEAH!!!

I can finally log on my computer today!!

Didn't freaking touch it for almost a week liao.

Anyway Jiayi advised me not to be too stressed over my studies
cos she was told that Im really taking my studies very hard this time.

Don't worry girl, thanks for your concern, i understand. I will definetely keep a balance between study and play :D

ANYWAY, how's school?

ITS ALRIGHT.

Hmm. How I express it?
Even though my class has 40 girls(my class and another class combined together) that means you will actually have an opportunity to talk to your new classmates

Yes I'm now comfortable with my new seating partner, Elean, from the other class. She's a nice girl :D

ANYWAY, Maths is getting harder....so are others..
but with practices, should be able to get it

AAAAAAAAAAhHHHH.

ALRIGHT. Shall stop here.

Have to sleep early soon

Tomorrow gonna visit Nanyang poly with Beile

and see IDA there! The poly girl!

Byeeeesss

happy new year! 2009

2009-01-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

EVERYONE!!!!

May HEALTH, BLESSINGS, LOVE, PEACE AND HAPPINESS

Be with YOU!

all the very best in the new year 2009!!!

religions

2008-12-31T12:15:00.013+08:00

WARNING: R- RATED

Read at your own risk!

Today is Wednesday but I will talk about Monday's outing.

I went to Escape Theme Park with Diyana, Xuehui, Yew Kim and Stanley since we had extra tickets to use. COOL.

We tried the haunted house first =.=
Diyana really enjoyed going to haunted house. She loved it =/

You know me. I can be really frightened facing horror stuffs. How is it like facing a real horror stuff? Surely you feel unprepared and frightened?

Maybe in Singapore isn't that bad. But if i try out in Japan or Korea or even America, I die already lah. More horrors. Didn't you watch their horror movies? Can be crazy sia.

At that time, I was listening to music so I wasn't that scared HAHA.

Stanley went in front of us (of cos since he's a guy!)

Xuehui behind him.

Then me.

Then Yewkim

Diyana went last.

We finally go inside. The journey was much longer than i expected like last time =.=

Really dark and there's more horrible looking stuffs around us.
Diyana even warned us that there'll be a person scaring us. However, he/she didn't come out.

We finally found the exit.

Stanley keep saying "See! Why be so scared girls? Nothing leh!"

I even asked where was that person who was supposed to scare us.
Diyana said actually got one. That person touched her leg and she almost tripped.
Yewkim also felt it too! Anyway, after the haunted house, we tried out the "babyish" train. But its the kind of train that made your body move so much; side, forward, back.

Then we tried out the .....what you called that? THE BOAT THAT MAKE YOU WET.

I had to be at the back!! i was told the person sitting at the back gets more wet!

But it was fun :D

We had the "waterfall" twice. And Xuehui and I were the most soaked. Yeah, whole body. Yewkim and Diyana didn't get totally wet. Stanley became our bag care taker. LOL.

We took a break and had drinks at the cafe.

We had fun camwhoring and chatting. Stanley suggested about taking up golf game. Erh. GOLF... boring leh... but he insisted that the mini golf or whatever, is actually fun if we tried out. haha. Dunno when we can go for golf on which Saturday? Aish. So many things to do.

AFTER THAT....
We went to the .... err what you called that? The spaceship thing that keep turning 360 degrees while the bottom rise higher. The very first game in front of the entrance. Anyhow, when we are inside, we felt sleepy =.= probably because of the air and the way we are sitting.

Then, we stopped and left ETP. Kinda boring cos everything is always the same and we all had already been there many times =.=

The rest accompanied me to Pasir Ris mall to buy Bata school shoes for school! Bah.

Then we all went home.

YES? About the R-rated warning?? JUST KIGGING!!!
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WARNING: LONG POST. Topic on religion

After having converstations with two christians about religion, I understood more of the religion's purpose and happenings behind it but not completely everything since i don't read Bible or go to church yet etc etc.

I do understand how everything gradually improved after being with the Lord (becoming a christian) and such incidents like this shows to us that there is really God, he really exists and good things will come to us eventually because we are blessed by the Lord. We serve him, obey him and do good things. Thats why we are blessed.

He said that he can give us eternal life. What does it means? All of us will die eventually right? What He means is when we die, we all will go to heaven and live eternally there with God.

Well, what if I am a freethinker but I believe in God? A non-believer believing in God. Will I still be blessed? Is there a difference?

Actually there isn't a difference. Remember we were told that God treat us equally? Whether you are good or bad, he still watch over you because you are the being he created.

Then I understood. Whether I am a christian or not, christianity is not just a religion but to actually start a relationship with God. Like being his friend. So that means, even if im not a christian but a freethinker yet I choose to believe in God, that means I have started a relationship with God. I want to be his friend and his child.

AS LONG AS YOU TRUTHFULLY BELIEVE IN GOD, regardless of you religion, whether you are a christian, a freethinker or other religions (ok, that is a little far fetched but put it aside) God is always opening his arms for us. He'll always welcome us to be his children. Because we choose to love him since we want to believe in him.

Becoming a christian, a baptised christian, I won't continue that cos I was told that to become one, I will fully understand everything so Im not going to jump to conclusion. I will just state what I have gathered. I also have to read the Bible to understand whats going on.

Oh yes, there are people, LIKE ME, will say "I don't believe in God, but I believe in myself"

Well, i have read a local actress' reflection. She say that "Even if you believe in yourself, you will still get lost, because its not enough and what if no one believe in you even if you believe in yourself? But, there is someone who will always believe in you; is God"

From what she said, I have drawn a conclusion. Whether you believe in God or not, as long as you believe in yourself, God will believe you as well. Because you have made your choice, and because of that, God already carved a journey, the future for you. Remember what I said? God will always look out for you NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE. He does that because he wants you to notice that he is there, especially to people like us who don't believe in him.

My mother told once told me "As long as you help youself, God will help you"

That left me to think. If i help myself, God will help me. What if i don't help myself but expect God to help me since I was told that "oh, God is always there for you whether you don't believe in him or not etc etc"??

I realised one thing. I was demoted to NA right? So Ivy and I worked really very hard to pass our N levels. When we sat for our papers, the papers were hard yet easy to answer. It caused us to be unsure of our passing rate.

However, when I received my results, I PASSED! Why? Because I have put in my effort. God see it so he passed it for me.

Nevermind if you seriously don't want to believe in God and still rather believe in yourself. Its still okay! All the whole thing is still the same. As long as you help youself, good things will eventually come in your way. People is just telling you that God will be there for you no matter where you are. God is the most patient father on earth.

No one is forcing you to believe in God or becoming a christian (even though they wish you will do that haha)

The choice is still yours.

I know that many of us still have questions to be fufilled but i had long converstation with Victor Keng and I have learned alot of God and even Satan.

AS FOR ME, i will believe in myself, as well as God. I will now learn to believe in God. To sincerely believe in God and to understand why everything has to be that way.

Did you know that the night before my N level results, i could not sleep at all and my heart was pounding madly. My mind was in a total mess. Suddenly, i thought of praying. I do not know why but I got up and say a prayer to God with all my sincerity to face it bravely tomorrow.

After I prayed, I felt so much better, did you know that?

It was a nice feeling, seriously.

I wanna read the Bible if i can. And perhaps buy the book "God is not Great" to see whats with the author's view about religion :D

ANYWAY!

Lets now put it at rest. I will continue with what I decided to. If you like, you can talk to me about it too, lets share our thoughts and views.

flute score

2008-12-28T17:43:00.000+08:00

I like this video lol. Cos I have this piece and i had to play this for my Grade 7 flute exam, with my piano accompanist. Inspired by this french-irish flautist!

I loved how professional flautists play with the pure tone I always wanted that.

I believe that even if with gifted talent or not, they still practice alot

To be like them, i must do the same thing

WORK HARD!

And yeah, study hard for O levels too, wah liao =.=

Now I am watching ON AIR

This new drama is about the behind the scenes of TV drama production. It also portrays how the whole production team and performers complete a project in a tight schedule and as well as how actors, actresses, and entertainment agencies handle rumors surrounding them. Jang Ki Joon is a manager who is in charge of the activities of many famous actors and actresses and one of them is Oh Seung Ah who is a rising actress. Lee Kyung Min is a drama PD, and Seo Young Eun is a script writer with a young son.

Now i can see the picture on how its not easy being an actress or a film director.

I quite like the part where Oh Seung Ah had to act the role as a retarded girl.

Overall of this show, its interesting as it really reflects on their perception of life and how they work in the film production and what really happened behind the scenes while the episodes are launched for us viewers to watch etc etc.

HEAVEN'S POSTMAN

YAAAAH! Hero's first time movie ever!!

Gonna be released on May 2009!

I can't wait to watch his movie!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah I know, O levels, HECK CARE.
If im not allowed to go out
I will just POUNCE on the computer and search for it at mysoju!
(ignoring mum's warning)

COOOMEE OONNN!!!

LOL I was stunned to see this Twilight featuring Hero's version
Hahaha, that would be something

An Asian Edward Cullen!

Okay, gonna eat some chocolates before dinner.
I'm fattening myself already =.=

badminton and dinner

2008-12-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

Today went for badminton practice

Doc Victor, Ginny, Xuehui, Zhoumeng, Diyana, Chanying and Joyce were there.

had fun time playing. hahaha when i played with diy, cy and joyce, we felt like some fools playing badminton so ridiculously. LOL.

Ahahah but im glad that we had improved our skills even though we are still beginners.

The badminton competion would be held next year.

I feel I just have to give my best shot thats all.
Meant for distress. No need to be so serious. Even if i lose, it doesn't matter, at least I had my fun :D

After that, I had a break at Victor's house, with diyana, chanying and joyce.

I played on the piano again!
Took a piano book and started FUR ELISE. ROFL.

AHHHH i wanna start learning piano already!!!

Loving piano even more now >.<

My hands' still itchy to learn other musical instruments omg man.

Anyway, we had dinner with Victor and his wife at Food Court.

At Bugis.

We had wonderful chat.

We even felt as though Victor and his wife are our parents and we are their children! LOL.

You see...
Staying at the house, sitting in the car to go out for meals, talking to them and so on, doesnt that makes us look like children???

I ATE SMELLY TOFU FOR THE FIRST TIME!

(yeah first time cos i dun like smelly tofu)

When i ate it, I could smell the SMELLY thing already!

The taste is quite nice actually

But the smell ahhh.....

There's even a band called PLATINUM
(the band who won the Superband show)

Performed on stage at Food Court. You could say that this food court is a special one, specially arranged the center spot for entertainments, surrounded by stalls.

Errr the music background is nice but the singing's not that impressive =X

After dinner, all of us went home.

AHHHHHH.

TML MY TUTOR COME.

NOOOOOO.

Polovtsian dances from opera Prince Igor

2008-12-20T14:00:00.000+08:00

Polovtsian dances from opera Prince Igor by Alexander Borodin. Berliner Philharmoniker. Seiji Ozawa, conductor

A REALLY GREAT RUSSIAN PIECE.

Another quiz omg

2008-12-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

TAGGED BY DIYANA, MANSURA AND JOYCE

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single - Yeah
2. Are you happy - Of course.
3. Are you bored - If I'm stuck at home for too long.
4. Are you fair - YEA (:
5. Are you Italian - No...
6. Are you intelligent - Errr... to put it nicely I'm just an average person. Not some dudes from top schools
7. Are you honest - Sometimes, omg
8. Are you nice - YES, aren't I? XD
9. Are you Irish - No.
10. Are you Asian - YEAH.

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Rachel Koh Yue Ting
2. Nickname - Rae, Lee Ji Hae, Fish
3.Birth place - SINGAPORE ♥
4. Hair color - Black
5. Natural hair style - long hair lor
6. Eye colour - dark brown
7. Birthday - 22 July 1991
8. Mood - Content
9. Favorite color - RED
10. One place you'd like to visit - KOREA!!!

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - Yeah.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Sometimes
3. Do you currently have a crush? - Nah
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yeah.
5. Have you ever broken some one's heart - Yeah, DUH
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yeah duh.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yeah ><
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Nope.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - My mom
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? My parents ><

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer - I don't drink
3. Cats or dogs - BOTH
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - best friends!!
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy
6. Pencil or Pen - Pen
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night out
8. Money or Happiness - BOTH:)
9. Night or day - both
10. IM or phone -Phone!

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - YEP.
2. Seen a polar bear - Of course. At ZOO lah.
3. Done something you regret - Yeah definetely.
4. Bungee jumped - Yes
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Sometimes LOL.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - ???
7. Been caught naked - OF COURSE NOT
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - No.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - YES D: My beloved hamsters!
10. Wanted to disappear - YES! Last time.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Both
2. Light or dark hair - Dark
3. Hugs or kisses - Both ><
4. Shorter or taller - Taller than me!
5. Intelligence or attraction - Both
6. Topman or Zara - Both
7. Funny or serious - Both
8. Older or Younger - Older lah
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad - Both

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd
- Yeah many times liao.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour
- YEAH!
3. Ever tried walking on your hands
- MWO?
4. Ever been to a rock concert
- Nah....
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team
- No?
6. Ever been on a dance team
- YES
7. Ever been on a sports team
- YES
8. Ever been in a drama play/production
- YES
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?
-I want one though
10. Ever been in a rap video?
-Nope. I wanna try! hahah, that crazy rapping skills (:

TEN... LASTS
1. Last phone call you made
- Dad
2. Last person you hugged
- Mom (i thought i mentioned it already?)
3. Last person you hung out with
- My parents! Went for SUSHI DINNER to celebrate!
4. Last time you worked
- I work at home (wash dishes etc LOL)
5. Last person you talked to
- Diyana, Hauen, Ivy, yewkim
6. Last person you IM'd
- sorry, whats IM?
7. Last person you texted
- Rafiqah
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with
- I can't remember. Them.. and they...
9. Last person/thing you missed
- Many lah!!!
10. Last website visited
- youtube.com

11. 10 people to be tagged
FREE FOR ALL.
arnage.

I PASSED

2008-12-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

I PASSED MY N LEVEL RESULTS!

I have never felt SOOO HAPPY LIKE THIS BEFORE!!

"..for a moment like thisss..."

HAHA KELLY CLARKSON'S SONG.

I WAS SO SCARED WHEN IT WAS MY TURN TO RECEIVE MY RESULT.

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,

I want to thanks everyone for supporting and praying for my good results.
Thanks so much for been there for me!

Especially my maths and science tutors.

If it weren't for them, my subjects probably won't improve alot.

Good tutors are hard to come by.

Of course I have to study hard on my own too

With extra guidance from them, i won't lose my direction easily. LOL (:

ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU EVERYONE!
I really appreciate it!

Mommy, Daddy, Ivy, Hauen, Jiayi, Zhoumeng, Anni, Chanying, Diyana, Mansura,
Janice, Lakkshna, Victor Phua, Yewkim, Joe Eng, Rafiqah, Anthony, Doc Victor Keng
Aloysius, Jessica, Tutor Weipei, Tutor Teck Guan, my cousin Yushan and her mother
Jonathan's mother
(was surprised that she remembered my result day!)

NOW ITS TIME TO RELAX.

I can finally sit for my O levels....

Another quiz...

2008-12-17T14:18:00.000+08:00

TAGGED BY DIYANA
why is there still quizes and more quizes?

1.What is your full name? Rachel Koh Yue Ting

2.Are you a male or a female? FEMALE

3. Do you have any fears? Certainly! All humans have fears. Unless you are a God.

4. Will you overcome these fears for the person you like/love? Obviously, because I love the person. Love conquers all!

5. What were you doing one hour before this? Listening to music lol

6. What are you doing now? Doing this quiz lah...

7. Do you miss the person you like if you have one? Of course .

8. List down your 4 favourite sports"
1. Badminton
2. Swimming
3.Captainball
4. No more but allow me to make an exception; arcade!

9. Have you ever injured yourself during trainings or compeition? Yeah

10. Name a friend who start with B? Beile.

11. Describe in little detail about the person you like. HE IS HOT AND HANDSOME :D

12. This gonna be a silly question. Will you die for this person? One of the true love sayings: i believe that even if he's worth dying for, he wouldn't want me to die just because of him. He would want me to continue living on for him when he's gone. Then he is still able to watch over me and I know he'll always be there (:

13. What if you found out that the person you like hates you? MAKE HIM WISH THAT HE WAS NEVER BORN. (just kidding. I'm not that cruel. I will sort out reasons with him, settle everything and make our own decisions, so there!)

14. Is the person you like is the first serious crush you had? Its just a crush. Nothing serious.

15. Can you live the day without the computer or psp? Depends.

16. Are you a busy person? Quite.

17. Is there anything you wish to settle quickly or do? I just want to pass my N levels and O levels.

18.Name a friend of yours who studies alot. Hau En.

19.Can you say ILY in more than 3 language? YES.

Tag 10 people:
FREE FOR ALL.

Do this quiz if you have nothing better to do.

some random quizes...

2008-12-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

I was really bored after few hours of flute practice. Here, I did some random quizes... and I just answered with my honest feel.

Your EQ is 140

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.

You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.

But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Your Last Words: "What we know is not much. What we don't know is enormous."

And then you die.

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

ROFL. This one is good. I just did what I think its like, then the words came out. I kinda like this quote XD

Your Spelling is Perfect

You got 10/10 correct.

Your spelling is excellent. You also have a great memory and eye for detail.

How's Your Spelling?

You Should Call Your Boobs "Fish & Chips"

Sexy!

What Should You Nickname Your Boobs?

HAHA! Did this for fun! I just type in my name and the result is this. Btw, I love FISH & CHIPS! The food, I mean. (:

Your Rapper Name Is: Underground Ace

Bust it!

What's Your Rapper Name?

What the heck does it means?

You Are a Vampire

You are charming, sensual, and even a bit manipulative.

You can't help but get people to do what you want.

You have sharp senses and a strong predatory instinct.

You go after what you want, without mercy.

While you have the heart of a killer, many people are drawn to you.

You are elegant, timeless, and mysterious. You are the ultimate fantasy object.

Are You a Vampire or a Werewolf?

Okay I like vampires. Animes showing vampire stuffs. Not because of the darkish atmosphere or the bloody violent scenes. I just find them interesting. Vampire guys in animes are so HOT! VAMPIRE KNIGHT! ZERO! KANAME! KYAAAH.

a new quiz

2008-12-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

TAGGED BY MANSURA BEAR.

1. What is your full name?
Rachel Koh Yue Ting

2. Do you like your name?
English name, yes, but chinese name, not really because some people pronounce it wrongly =.=

3. How long have you like the person you currently like?
Forever? HEHE. I'm referring to DBSK and others (:

4. Have you kissed anyone before?
Yes, my mum.

5. Did you cry today?
Nah.

6. What are you doing at 8am this morning?
Sleeping.

7. What are you doing an hour ago?
Still sleeping!

8. What are you currently doing?
Working on this quiz.

9. Who last texted you a message?
Ms Liew (my piano accompanist)

10. Have you told anyone you love them today?
Is "you miss them" counted? Cos I'm too shy to say "I love you" ><

11. Are you missing anyone right now?
Yes, my friends!

12. Name anybody whose name starts with "Z".
Zann, Zhi Jie, Zhoumeng

13. Which friend of yours stay nearby you?
Beile, Xuehui, Charlene, Sharmaine, Deborah Ng

14. Do you prefer to call or sms?
Sms, cos its cheaper than calling xD

15. Can you live a day without TV or handphone?
TV, nothing much to watch =.= Handphone, omg, i definetely need it to talk to friends, mom and dad and my dearest cousin.

16. Are you mad about anything right now?
Nope.

17. Do you hate anybody?
Nope.

18. Who usually sent you the most text in the month.
Usually my friends. I never observe who sent the most or the least. I'm not bothered LOL.

19. Who is the last person you talk to?
Can I make an exception? Cos there were two people and they are Hauen and Ivy.

20. Tag 10 people
NOT TAGGING. THIS IS FOR ALL. If you got nothing to do, do this quiz.

speed typing

2008-12-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

79 words

Speed test

79.....my first time getting this after all these 55 plus words I usually type =.=

initially it was 71 words, then I did another test again and its 79 this time LOL.

click on the hightlighted Typing Test. See how fast you can type!

super short note

2008-11-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

omg.

Went to VSA for band practice.

Then had badminton practice

Went back to VSA again for another extra hours of band practice

TIRED.

Hmm, not that tired but sleepy.

the end.

a super short post. yes, my brain needs to rest

youth sport camp

2008-11-25T15:41:00.000+08:00

DAY ONE

Ah. Woke up early to meet the babes at Tiong Bahru MRT! Meet Jack, Vanessa and one indian girl.

Then, met Monkey and Frog! (diyana and chanying)

Later, met TWL!

Ivy - LATE

Roseanne - she come later in the afternoon

Mansura - Sent to the Boys' Brigade by her father's car! COOL!

Joyce - came later too

Then, meet up with the boys, other girls then all of us took bus to the Boys' Brigade!

Ok, skip forward

All of us were paired up in different group! Each group will have four people. Two girls, two boys. When I saw Joyce paired up with Roseanne, Ivy with Yew Kim, Chanying and WeiLing, I was so nervous okay! Worrying who i might end up with. But luckily I paired up with Mansura! Poor diyana. Then, we all went to our Dorm. Oh great, all the SAC girls will sleep together! Then, we all went out for our activities!

FIRST, THE HANDBALL GAME!

whoa, this was something I had learned for the first time. The Handball was something like captainball and soccer. Using one hand only instead of two. And the attacker and defense thing was similar to football game.

We learned alot of techniques on how to play handball. FUN man! But hard!

Then we went for PAINTBALL

while on the way, we played mind games in the bus! Wat kind of game was that? AH!

We were told by the volunteers that paintball was actually quite dangerous and there was an accident last year so this time, we just shoot at the objects

quite nice to shoot but boring =.=

SEE THE FIRST PHOTO ABOVE? Thats the place were we had the paintball game

Afterwards, we returned to the Boys' Bridgade and to our dorms. Some of us took a bath first. Then we had dinner and watched a movie.

The movie was really nice. The story was about the racist between the White and Black americans.

Then its time to SLEEP!

Oh my freaking goodness.

I HAD A HARD TIME SLEEPING! SO COLD! Even putting on the jacket and covering myself with the blanket was useless!

When i woke up around like 3am plus, I had BLOCKED NOSE! It was so terrible you know. I could not breathe from the nose AT ALL! I had to breathe from the mouth! Like a DROWNING PERSON =.=

In the end, Roseanne woke me up and others to get ready. I felt really awful. Really hate the aircon. I felt very down and took a short nap in the bus. I felt slightly better and joined another mind games with the girls and boys! (Yes, still in the bus)

DAY TWO

We had ARCHERY! Quite fun but when I was required to pull the string, I had to use alot of strength to aim at the bulleye. But doesn't this remind me of being Legolas from the Lord of the Ring?! HAH :D While waiting for our turns, we took some photos, play around and chatting.

AH. Next was the FUTSAL! or simply put, its football game

Great. The worst game I ever played. I'm really bad at football. The boys were pretty rough. Running here and there. But of course they have to be careful when there's girls nearby. There was a time I was so terribly exhausted that I had to stop and swap with a substitute. Poor mansura was the only girl still playing on the field.

I know how she felt but truthfully, i'm not as physically strong as her. Even though I gave my all in the game, i already reached my limit. I had to stop for a rest or else something might happen to me. What if I faint?

Time was short. The game was abruptly stopped and we had to go back to the Boys' Brigade for the next activities.

We had CAPTAINBALL! I was the defender. At least I did not need to move around. I was in TWL's group. Whoa, TWL and Roseanne were really great players! They could skillfully catch/pass the ball. Oh yes, i almost forgot to mention the volunteers. MOSES AND STANLEY. Good players too!

DAY THREE (the last day of camp)

This morning when I woke up, I felt alot better. The aircon was not as cold as the previous night. Ah, we had FLOORBALL! The game was like hockey. After some practices, we all paired up into five people per group.

I was with Rahmat, Patrick, Joyce and one more guy (even though i spoke to him, i didn't ask for his name LOL)

We had friendly matches.

I HELPED MY TEAM TO WIN A GOAL! YEAH!! HAHA! My team gave a thumb up at me! LOL.

Again, time was short. We did not get to continue the match and so the coach announced ivy's group the winner since they won the most scores.

Sadly, that last day of camp was SUNDAY. I had to go for my music lessons, AWW.

So I told the volunteers of my appointments and was given the certificate. My friends and the volunteers bid me goodbye and I immediately went off.

TOUCH SILENT CLUB, THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR SETTING UP THIS CAMP. I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF VERY MUCH!

I really appreciate those times we had and I hope you can organize another sport camp next year!!! Give you a TWO THUMPS UP!

Once again, domo arigatou gozaimashita!!

pardon my japanese. That phrase is again, another sincere thank-you!

SEE YOU AGAIN SOON!

lala

2008-11-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

TAGGED BY DIYANA.

HONEST SECTION

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? blue

2. Honestly, what is on your mind? Going straight to bed after doing this quiz

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Doing this quiz lol

4. Honestly, have you done something bad today? Nope. im such a good girl (:

5. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Amanda Tan

6. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Nope

7. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? People who annoys me

8. Honestly, do you bite your nails? It used to be my bad habit but now i'm stopping =x

9. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? NAH! I eat moderately

10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? YESSS!!

11. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? Hmm. Not really

12. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like? If that happens, then I have to try to like her. If not, too bad =/

13. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? DUH NO! Its unhealthy.

ANGER SECTION

1. What do you do when you're mad? Frown, throw tandrums or becomes moody

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? Not able to hold my anger and shout

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Yes, my cousin =X

4. Do you swear when you're mad? Of course not. Thats bad!

CRYING SECTION

1. When was the last time you actually cried? I can't remember

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yeah, when thinking of problematic stuffs...

3. Do certain songs make you cry? Of course, if they really touched my heart

4. What usually makes you cry? Sad songs, sad dramas.

HAPPY SECTION

1. Are you usually a happy person? OF COURSE! There are times things can upset me but its always important to be content with what I have.

2. What makes you the happiest? spending time with the ones i love

RANDOM SECTION

1. What did you do this afternoon? Practicing my flute

2. When was the last time you smiled? during those days at Youth Sport Camp!

3. Can you use chopsticks? Certainly

4. Who was the last person you lied in bed with? with diyana on the top while me at the bottom. Er, i meant the double bunk bed, plus chanying, ivy, twl, rosseane, mansura and joyce

5. Do you remember what you were like a year ago? a playful girl who didn't study much. LOL

6. Do you have unlimited texting? I think so..

7. Ever cried because of happiness? Hmm, depends

8. Anything you're giving up on? No, i still have to move on.

9. Whose pool did you last swim in? At a beach

10. Are you planning on throwing party this summer? summer is over...

11. What makes you laugh? my friends, funny shows etc

12. How was last weekend? Boring!

13. Where would you go right this second? still here and still typing this

14. What is the worst thing that has happened to you lately? Getting awful body aches

15. Have you told anybody you loved them today? to my HERO poster while changing my clothes (OMFG is that weird?)

16. Do you miss anyone? my friends!

17. Are you growing apart from someone close? Hmm, kinda.

18. Do you love your life? I have to, or else my life will seems meaningless

19. Who do you trust? I trust people who trust me

20. What will you be doing in 3 hours? sleeping till tomorrow cos Im typing this LATE

21. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping

22. Could you go a day without eating? NO

23. Were you happy when you woke up today? OF COURSE, I dreamt of DBSK!

24. First thing you do when you wake up? Close my eyes and go back to sleep somemore

25. What's on your bedroom floor right now? Bags and some stuffs (yeah my room is pretty messy)

26. Do you trust people easily? I will if the person truly have good intentions.

27. How many pillows on your bed? Three

28. How many things are on your bed in total? my handphone.

PEOPLE TAGGED(At least 8 people:D)
NO ONE. You can do this quiz too. ANYONE can do.

For the Youth SPort Camp, I shall update tomorrow. I need to collect photos.

go out too much

2008-11-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

THIS WHOLE WEEK

I HAVE BEEN GOING OUT ALOT

SO DAMN TIRED

BACKACHE

everytime i stretched, i felt so many "cracks" sound from behind.

AHHHHH

legs super tired

but had great time (:

boring boring holidays

2008-11-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

Oh look look.

I am clearly wasting my time away.

With two buns of mine constantly glued to the comfy chair

And a body which did not sweat for quite sometimes

Eyes on the square screen

Watching moving images

For hours

Endless tapping sound on the keyboard

With the mouse moving actively

Music beats flows from the audiospeakers

and fill the room

*stares*

MUST BREAK AWAY FROM HOME PRISON!

HAHA.

Nah, im actually fine. I still go out occasionally

and have badminton practices!

Now still waiting for D-Gen's confirmation on meeting up for band practices!

HURRY!!

Its already November!

MHI PARTY STARTS ON 7 DECEMBER!

I don't want another last-minute practices and in the end, repeating the same mistakes like last year's party

and oh my, still got my practice sessions with a piano accompanist

Gosh, when will my actual exam date arrive?

Why am I always waiting for things now?!

Wait for banc hoodie's arrival

Wait for hero's t-shirt's confirmation and arrival

Wait for this and that

AIISH.

sorta infuriating.

heh xD

ALRIGHTO.

SHALL STOP HERE. GOTTA GO TO BED!

deepavali

2008-10-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

AH. Just came back from LAST DAY OF SCHOOL

The purpose of asking us back to school was to collect report book

and celebrate

DEEPAVALI

Kinda boring though. Sit at the hall, see same stuffs as you expected it to be

Go back to class and do some cleaning, get report book

AND GO HOME!

Just like that.

But left at 10am plus.

GOOD.

Went Bugis with friends

we chatted FREAKING SOOO LONG!!!!

Hahaha like, 4 hours?

but the chat was great. had lots of LAUGHTERS! wish to continue like that again!

Walked around a while

and we went home

YEP :D

Had nice fried rice with chicken and vegetable soup for dinner

YUMMY

Stop here.

super tired =.=

now back to read manga online :D

"SKIP BEAT!" or "SKIP BEAT"

both works

yes, thats the title of the manga i'm reading

there's an anime show of it too!

INTERESTING ANIME. Its pretty comedy, just like the manga :D

ohlalalala

2008-10-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

WOKE UP AT 1130AM

gosh thats pretty late.

Now continuing WE GOT MARRIED!

Ep 13!!

All the couples are fun to watch!

Hyungjoong is damn cute luhs.

He and I share a common thing which is EMOTIONLESS FACE??

=.=

Anyway, i watched DBSK parody

So damn hilarious lah

Laugh so hard at some parts.

Kinda disturbing though. I wonder how these people can come up with such perverted words *SWEAT*

I'll bet girls who are into yaoi will be very satisfied with the parody videos ROFL

oh yeah, yaoi means boy-boy love in japanese

GAH.

when im typing this, i feel like an anti-fan HAHA.

No offense though but i'm referring to Fahrenheit

I don't know why but sometimes I see fahrenheit, im disliking them more but heck, its better than using "hatred" I'm not that shallow.

Look, fahrenheit isn't that good in singing yet I don't understand why they are still getting popular.

Could it be that Fahrenheit's gaining popularity just because of their looks? You know, they were chosen to become a group of Fahrenheit based on their looks in the first place. Read wikipedia. It answers to all your questions.

I prefer SHE to Fahrenheit. SHE sings better.

But I'll always prefer DBSK! DBSK IS THE BEST! HAHA xD And they are younger.

DBSK worked really hard, not only with their looks but their singing abilities. If you want to doubt against me and prove me wrong, I think you ought to watch DBSK in youtube before debating blindly to me. Don't assume that I don't know Fahrenheit. I knew them way before knowing DBSK.

Anyway, if Fahrenheit really work hard even though they aren't good in singing, then thats really good. At least they made effort to sing and not just using looks only (:

Aish, shouldn't blame fahrenheit so much. The real problem is the people's choice. I'm not saying you got a bad taste in choosing. Please don't misintepret with my words.

Alright, gonna concentrate on WGM.

Will update again!

SEE YA PEEPS (:

holidayholiyholiday

2008-10-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

HAHHAHA I'M BACK!!!!

LOL

*ahem*

School holidays have started.

I'm GOING ALL OUT AND HAVE FUN FUN FUN!!!

EXAMS OVER YEAH!!!!!!

There are so many things i wanna do!

MUSIC

ART

SPORTS

I feel it was kinda stupid

They asked us to go back on Wednesday then my friend heard that Thursday don't have school. Then not sure about Friday

We didn't have school Monday and Tuesday.

I was like "whats up with that. why don't they just make this week no school?"

I also heard that MAYBE Wednesday, we might go for golf

So thats the reason why we have to go back

But we all feel so lazy to go back to school sia

I rather go out then go school and follow its schedule

Waste of time

actually i was aware that the teachers might make some important annoucements but oh well.

Hahahaha.

Now i keep listening to MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC

I'm aiming to be like those professional musicians especially flautists.

How long have I been taking up flute lessons?

Just four years

Now sitting for my Grade 7 flute exam

Will move to Grade 8 after that

Hey its not easy okay. It take years to be a professional unless you work really freaking hard or if you are gifted to be a famous musician.

(>.<)"

Alright. Got to watch WE GOT MARRIED

a korean drama series

Its not really like actressess or actors acting

Its like viewing people in their real life

Aiya, why don't you try watching it. Its really great

Like watching someone else's real life after getting married.

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS GUYS!

aishaish

2008-10-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

Okay i seriously haven't updated my blog for a VERY LONG TIME. Busy with this and that and even have to get access from my parents to use the computer.

My exams are finally coming to an end

Now im left with Food&Nutrition

Im kinda worried for other subjects especially Maths and Combined Humanities.

I'm contented with Combined Science. Hope to get at least an A2!!

Im also kinda worried for English.

I wonder how it fare.

Sigh.

After my exams, I still got my flute and music theory exams!! Yeah, BOTH!

Gosh.

Alright, enough of that.

Haiz haiz what can i say beside mentioning this and DBSK?

aish im getting random nowadays.

gotta revise freaking hard for F&N as a BACKUP in case one of my 3 best subjects didn't go well!

Update next time when im in a better mood! lol =.=

CIAO!

nothingtosay

2008-09-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to say.

Im not in a very good mood too.

Aish.

im recovered!

2008-08-24T14:27:00.000+08:00

IM FINALLY RECOVERED!!!

man, i suffered a flu infection and coughs for almost a week!!!

*cries*

i suspected i got affected by my MHI tutor

Last Friday 15 Aug, i met up with her for english tuition

she didn't tell me she was sick until i entered the room and saw her PALE-looking face and a white plastic bag supposedly containing medical stuffs just beside her

Sigh. I told her that we could cancel the lesson since she's sick but she insisted she could carry on because of my N level english

Sigh. I feel so sorry for her.

Then after Friday is Saturday

One Sat night, I suddenly had coughings

On Sunday, it got worse so i had to see a doctor

For few days, I hardly slept as i had been coughing all night!

Made me stay wide awake.

wat the DUCK!

Took medicine and all until Wednesday when I thought I finally recovered and returned to school

However, I unexpectedly had a flu!!!

The flu was FAR WORSE than the cough!

I guess the virus wanted REVENGE and transformed itself into FLU

wtf right?!

Running nose until the tears in my eyes got affected; like make me want to cry out the tears =.=

URGH!

I dun wanna fall sick anymore after this!

When I went to school on Wednesday and after that day, I had to skip the next two days to rest more for my flu, my friend told me that my virus had already spreaded to two of my classmates!

They kept using tissues and already coughing.

Oh god =.=

can't believe my tutor's virus was SO FREAKING POWERFUL

what kind of hella virus was that?!

But nevermind, eat more fruits, more vegetables, stay a healthy balanced meal, and I'll be HEALTHY!

dbsk is becoming a japanese boyband (check Ivy's blog; everything is there)

but oh.. WHY ARE YOU STILL SO HOT, HERO?!!?!

my heart's melting

like a melted chocolate

I like Hero's short hair! Look so manly!!

yeah im going crazy already

DBSK is LOVE!

omg im sick!

2008-08-18T17:43:00.000+08:00

LALALALA.

IM SICK TODAY!

got sick for the first time THIS YEAR

i mean, for this year only.

Hahahaha.

Oh well im recovering soon

god im nervous man

getting my prelims result tml!

OH GOD PLS BLESS ME!

anyway, if i ever fail prelims, i should not get affected by it

cos prelims is only a reflection to show how well im prepared

I should be focuing on N levels right now!

Lord, please grant me my wish!

AMEN!

i should be studying right now.

BYE!

shall post again next time!

randompost

2008-08-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

I can't believe time flies so fast. Its already Mid August. I can't believe I'm going to sit for my N levels. My destiny...my everything... all depends on my N levels result.

MY DESTINY IN MY HANDS!

AHHHH!!!!

OH GOD, PLEASE HEAR MY PRAYERS!

I REALLY WISH TO PASS MY N LEVELS

AND BE PROMOTED TO SEC 5

WHERE I CAN FINALLY SIT FOR MY O LEVELS

haiz. my life seems to be all prestined.

Wake up
Go school
Come back home
Eat lunch
watch TV
do homework
tuitions
Bath
Eat dinner
Study
Go to sleep

and all over again...

Guys, we humans will be doing this routine for 20 years through education.

And another 20 years of career to be succesful and be able to provide yourself and your family sufficiently and financially.

We will be spending more than haft of our lives doing all these.

Yeah, there are holidays and all but in the end, you will still return back to work.

We might still work till we are about to retire.

And when we retire, we would be 60 years old.

That is a total of 60 years of working.

And only 10 - 20 years of enjoyment, that is; after retirement

After that, we have our last breath and go to heaven

Thats all we humans can do

Man, whats wrong with me. I sound so random. HAHAHA.

But isn't it true?

Thats why some people often say; Live life the fullest

Sometimes you wish you have more time to enjoy yourself when you are still young enough

Because when we finally retire and enjoy ourselves, there is one disadvantage on us.

We cannot climb, run, do all physcial activities which children, teenagers and young adults can do.

Such like, going on roller coaster, diving, etc

We old folks can only go for sightseeing peacefully and roam around

Sad huh?

Alright end of my post. Shall post again next time.

SEE YOU BABES (:

I DID IT!!!!

2008-07-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

OMG I DID IT!!

MY FIRST ANIMATION EVER!!

ALL THANKS TO EXPERT IVY!

YOU ROCKS! THANKS SOOOO MUCH!!!!

DEEPLY SORRY I DUN MEAN TO MAKE FUN OF HANKYUNG
im just too excited!!

HAHAHA thats all for today!

i'll do more of them and do better! NEXT TIME. SEE YA!

MHI LOL

2008-07-19T13:24:00.000+08:00

LAST FRIDAY WAS SUCH A BUSY DAY FOR ME. in a way

SO MANY THINGS TO DO

I even clumsily knock myself into many things. Even at MAC with my friends

So blur nowadays

Today went MHI

After hearing from ivy that the instant noodles and drink come together in one set at MHI, they ONLY COST 1 BUCK!

I WAS LIKE OMG

I had not had my dinner. I went to look for Anthony to buy instant noodles BUT HE NOT THERE

I wanna save up money

I haven been eating SAME food almost everday at my place downstairs. SO FREAKING SICK OF IT.

I thought i couldnt get my dinner but luckily he returned!

Bought from him.

I wanna have the chicken instant noodle, but turn out SPICY STUFFS

I was so dumbo about instant noodles

i also dunno how to cook it

NEVER TRY IT OUT MY OWN FOR YEARS

Anyway, i rarely eat instant noodles. I know it was not good for health

BUT ONE BUCK!
SO CHEAP

anyway, i ate it. Quite nice. lol

IM SUPER THRIFTY NOWADAYS. BAD FOR MY HEALTH ):

even spent 40 cents for recess. like whoa.

BAD FOR ME. IT MIGHT TURN OUT A BAD HABIT. WHAT IF I DUN EVEN WANNA LEND A 10 CENTS?! HAHAHA JUST JOKING.

I EVEN LOST WEIGHT (although its quite good LOL)

ANYWAY, IT WAS FUN AT MHI

I met some boys like ernest, jun cong, arther

i also saw leon and his girlfriend

Man, Jun Cong has the LOUDEST voice i ever hear in MY LIFE

I mean, SOOO LOUD, so piercing to my ear drums

i was like oh gosh SHHHH!!

ivy even told me that jun cong told her that his voice became like that when he fell and his throat hit on something. Thats why his voice became LOUD.

I was like HUH. LOL.

And Ernest... so ridiculously funny!

Talk rubbish to me. I even argue back at him! HAHA!

When his expression change, like already lost at the arguement, I was like wanna laugh so hard. I mean, very innocent lah!

I seldom interact with more-of-HI boys like them, not like Jonathan or Victor but I didn't know they can be so funny. It was a good start interacting with them.

I quite like MHI. Its like a SECOND HOME TO ME. Hmm how to say, I feel comfortable going there. Even got COMFY SOFAS EVERYWHERE. AIR CON. KITCHEN. Like a real HOTEL. HAHAHA xD

OK I NEED TO DO MY WORK

I'LL UPDATE NEXT TIME

CHECK EM UP WILL YA.

SEE YA

pure19

2008-06-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

Love Song(Pure 19 Drama OST) sung by Goo Hye Sun (Gu Hye Seon)

she is the new star who has been active lately ever since her drama in Pure 19

she is the same age as Yoon Eun Hye; born in 1984

she sing really good!

and her art!

damn pro!!!

i feel she's truly multi-talented

can sing, can act, can draw!

pretty and cute somemore!

haiz i feel it is from God's creation of making a beautiful human? HAHA.

well people born in 1984 are in year of Rat
the chinese sayings even stated that people born in year of Rat are attractive, charming etc.

both hye sun and eun hye are in year of Rat
is tat really true?? like, too much of a concidence??

look, here we are, WOOO WOW to the good looking actors and actresses. We even wish to be like those pretty actresses; look look and figure. RIGHT? HAHA. thats so typical of fans and even non-fans too.

LOL

this is "Pure 19" show every Monday to Friday at 7pm on Channel U. Yeah, showing NOW.

This drama had been broadcast by KBS from 2006 to early 2007

It won many awards at 2006 "KBS Drama Acting Awards"

but something to break to you

this show is up to 167 episodes!!!

i was like "...MWO?"

I think i know why she is been selected

Cos the show is PURE 19

So it must have to do with a leading role whose smile is always cheerful and like an innocent 19 year old girl. And she has all the requirements needed and she is the right choice.

In the show, she plays the role of an innocent yet silly 19 year old girl. So silly until i was like "aiyo liao" She even often get into trouble with an arrogant hot-tempered guy.

The show is really interesting, funny and cute at the same time!!

well, I hope you will watch it!

sian, i feel i like so many dramas

i even wanna watch Formidable Rivals and Three Dads One Mom, even though some actors are not that handsome. AAHAHAHA.

sayonara peeps!
time for me to sleep!

wtf bad finger

2008-05-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

SOME EDITS HERE AND THERE (:

WELL, I HAVE AN UNFORTUNATE NEWS

my finger got CRASHED

the car door SLAMMED hard on it

like a toy been SQUEEZED

ITS SO DAMN PAINFUL!

even got INETRNAL bleeding
black colour thing
so swollen!
like wtf

SO PAINFUL LIAOOO

i almost cried man

when my finger got unexpectly crashed

my vision suddenly went BLURR
everything looked so BRIGHT and is like some nerves got bursts and i could see the effect of the nerves shaking in my vision

maybe my nerves got really shocked and couldn't accept the sudden attack
so it happened like that

WAT THE HELL

why do i suffer the same fate as my mum =.=

my mum's thumb got hurt by the car door too

and its the SAME DOOR

it was my father's CAR!!

oh curse it!!!!

@&@**&(@@!!!

because of that bad incident, i couldn't sleep the whole night
had been disturbed by the pain inflicting on my wounded finger

its an index finger by the way
worse still i had a hard time holding the fork when having dinner

and i can't practise my flute without this important finger!

ARGH I think it takes one month to recover?

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY "almost-there" IDEAL BLOG

2008-05-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

YESH!!!

My almost-there blog + webbie image!!!

this is still a blog

but the appearance has to be somewhat like a website

Thats kinda of my ideal blog

phew, done so many crazy htmls and editings

Its not completely done but i'll give myself a break first

anyway, today (Monday 12 May 2008)

class 4.2 and 4.3 go on activity outing!

My class goes for HAIRSTYLE

class 4.3 do cooking

HAHAHHAHA

it was fun man!!!

we learnt alot of things on decorating hairs especially long hair

and a hairstylist guy, he did a "free" hair treatment on two of my classmates
he used this hair equipment (the very common one, popular also)

WAH DAMN PRO

one of my classmates look like a modern japanese while other look like real punk.

love the way he style up their hair.

HAHAHA.

i plan to buy that hair portable machine thing
the one that can straighten or curl up or anything depending on how you handle it
what do you call that? forgot man

but its expensive liao!
buy real one should be $50 to $100 bucks??

SIAN.

next day Tuesday, we'll do PERMING.

lol

alright stop here man. i need to SLEEP!!

A SUJU BLOGSKIN

2008-05-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

YEAH!
A SUPERJUNIOR BLOGSKIN!

YES, THE POSTER IS DESIGNED BY ME

i changed the original poster to my own HAHA.
but of course i will leave the credit alone

YAWN TIRED

BYEBYE!

woooot long long time update!

2008-04-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA FINALLY UPDATED MY BLOG. damn lor, its like so dead now and nobody might want to even bother clicking on my link or bother making an effort to tag.

LOL JUST KIDDING!

anyway, today's MATHS AND SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER....

HARD AND SIMPLE

TRICKY BUT CAN MAKE AN EFFORT TO TRY OUT

i dun really like social studies
so much to figure out. and that damned cartoon picture.
use so much STRENGTH to scribble!
handwriting so ugly =.=

kinda worse than maths
SIAN

and yesterday and last monday's English paper 1 and 2...

SO-SO LAR. GOT SOME TRICKY QUESTIONS. I was like WTF lah man

hope i pass!
MID YEAR EXAMS MAY NOT BE THAT IMPORTANT SINCE NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO ME IF I EVER...... *gulp*

I HOPE I STILL PASS LAH.
sian, too early to say and i already hoping too much =.=

ANYWAY FINALLY LOG ON COMPUTER!

for one hour

GRAAH!

begged mum to stay longer

"NO! ITS EXAMS!"

"okok..."

I did SO MANY things at one time! many tabs within one mozilla firefox window explorer!

watch two animes
read manga
youtubing
explore for some entertainments
BLOGGING!

HAHAHA! crazy man. ONLY ONE HOUR, how to have time to do things one by one? I got alot of things i wanna explore!
LOL

ok now feel like doing nothing.
OH YEAH, SUPPOSED TO TAKE OUT MY MATHS AND GEOGRAPHY!

what am i freaking doing?! What did i do during afternoon?

watch tv...

RACHEL KOH! BUCK UP! MOVE YOUR STUPID ARMS AND TOUCH THE FREAKING BOOKS!

JUST bear with them!!!

kkk, late now i gtg man!

Tomorrow (Thursday, 1 may) gonna study GEOGRAPHY! JIA YOU RACHEL!

and maths

IM STILL WORRIED!

im gonna get usual naggings from maths tutor again. sian. good luck to myself!

defdg

2008-04-19T16:51:00.000+08:00

TIRED.

STRESSED..

but now BORED.
HEHE.

9 more days to Mid Year Exams ):

bye!

moments of loss

2008-03-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

every day is a like a challenge for me
and each day
im always feeling tired

tuition and art project crashing down on me

even cca; the concert is drawing near
and is crashing me down with its rehearsal attendances

even Sat and Sun
i don't have a good rest.
Especially Sunday
always forcing myself to get up to attend music lesson.

im hating my cca more and more
not only because of its attendance and long hours
i will never forget those worst moments i had when i was in Hawaii. It was terrible. Horribly ugly. I once even cried quietly inside the hotel toilet. Although i enjoyed the trip, i regretted going there at the same time.

zann and imm inn were right with their reasonings why they dun like to go for band
even i felt the same way as they do

God, is this a challenge you have carved for me?
why is this path so uncertain and stiff for me?
im always feeling nervous, uncertain, feeling unsecure here and there each day
why am i feeling like this?
is it just my imagination?
or are my feelings coming from instinct and are feelings of reality?

am i going to continue been like this?
i dun want to.
i really dun want yet it still comes to me everytime i wake up

sometimes i wish to lock myself in my dreams forever, never to wake up
but i know its silly; running away from reality

every now and then, my heart often panick a little.
Even when im resting or doing nothing, i still feel it
i thought maybe crying will let me get it off my chest
but i can't force it out
why am i always thinking so much?!

I want to think of my future, i even want to picture my ideal future
yet i feel time is too slow. Too fast but too slow. That future, its a very very long way. im turning adult in 4 years time and im still schooling in sec/poly. Not even stepping into university yet. I'll be 21 when im in my 3rd year of Poly while people are already in the first year or second year of Uni.

PLEASE. I DUN WANT TO THINK SO MUCH.
IM SO SCARED IT'LL AFFECT MY STUDIES.
IM WORRIED IT'LL AFFECT MY SOCIAL LIFESTYLE
I KEEP TELLING MYSELF "DON'T THINK SO MUCH"
YET I AM EVERY NOW AND THEN
ITS DISTRACTING MY MIND

I EVEN BROKE A CUP AND A PORCELAIN FISH HANGBELL WITHOUT MY NOTICE.

I HEARD A CRACK BUT I DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER CHECKING IT UNTIL MY PARENTS FOUND A BROKEN FISH HANGBELL ON THE FLOOR. MY MIND IS TOTALLY BLOWN UP.

I ALSO LOST MY NEWLY BOUGHT WATER BOTTLE COST ME 13 BUCKS.
LEFT IT AT SCHOOL.
CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER TO PICK IT UP BEFORE GOING HOME

i dun feel like talking.
i dun feel like joking
ppl joke, i also wanna joke but in the end, dunno to say
i want to play, no mood
even i don't feel the thrill when i played arcade with zhoumeng
i felt emptiness
im feeling lost inside

what a miserable emo i am making myself out to be
worry worry, later grow white hair when haven't turn old yet

maybe i feel like this for now. maybe for this year or even next year

but im sure
once i go to poly
everything will be different
its like stepping into a new life
where you are born once again
new path
new surroundings
new people
new everything.
but of course i won't forget the old ones
and that is, my friends
we might go on seperate ways, but i hope we will still be in contact
and can still cherish our old times

rachel, come on, CHEER UP!
EVERYTHING IS NOT LOST
i know u r feelings this and that
bear with it
just bear with it
im sure u r not the only one
many people also experience it before
just tat each have their own in life
come on come on
CHEER UP!!!

please man..

lifeishard.myovule

2008-03-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

some pictures to entertain you...

LALALALAL.

didn't go school today

went to hospital checkup

had to drink two bottles of water
to make it very clear for the doctor to do an ultrasound checkup
and can only do so when my bladder is full and really feel like going to the toilet
sian sian

will not elaborate more on this

LALALALA.

i went to Plaza Singapura to meet yew kim, joyce and xue hui to dicuss the t-shirt design for our small band

Also think of a new name for our band

Then Aloysius and Joe Eng came

Had fun chatting with them!

Xue Hui has her OWN LAPTOP!

like SOO PRO LAPTOP!

the top screen, can be adjusted by turning 360 degress! Can also turn 180 degress and push it down so it looks like TV without the keyboard

And it is installed with a PEN for you to point on the screen like those portable PDA!

WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Fujitisu Lifebook"

the logo says

LOL

wah, i was like so impressed

And when she switch on the laptop

it says Windows Vista Business

WAH sia. For business! I asked her why she get such a professional laptop

she say its for the school

i was like WAH? The school wants you all to have your own laptop??

She say yeah!
damn expensive.
2,000 bucks and above

Aloysius also told me that Anglo Chinese school also use laptop like that!

Xue Hui is from Cresent High school
this year 2008, she is sec one

a very good school
she damn smart luhs. Got 252 or 253 for PSLE score
so hella smart man
first, she got her PSP
now got her own laptop

she sure got future luhs
so young already got all these
hahahahaha!

wah sia. Anglo Chinese and Cresent...so impressive.... i wonder if Raffles also got use or not.
even Aloysius can't believe himself when he told me

We talk and talk and we seemed to stay at MAC for sooooo long! like 4 hours!

Then went home with Xue Hui as we both lived in Paya Lebar

yawn yawn. damn sleepy
went home to watch chinese movies
hahahah
then practise flute
then comes dinner
then comes HERE!

HERE i am blogging! xD

weee tml is GOOD FREEDAY!

LOL!

man i love holidays
so full of freedom
i dun like to studies
still must study
its so hard to balance your life

you have to balance your studies as well as balancing your social lifestyle
really tiring

some people chose to study more than improving their own society
some people rather go into society than to study
some people do both!
but i understand, all are still tiring cos each has disadvantages
unless you are very lucky luhs. Born to have a good future nevertheless

SIGH
Later go to work
more tiring, worse than goin to school
Im sure we will complain and wish we still got school cos there are SCHOOL holidays

OH WELL
THAT IS LIFE

FULL STOP

BYEBYE!